The Upload

noideaparttwo (nightmare) [waifu]

things change
so why don’t i
im human too im just like you
jus watch the way that
 i
can
breathe 
a little easier without a sense of time.(x2)

just another shitty day
i don’t know what i’m doing
im goin through the motions and i got so much weight at my feet
i need somebody’s help
i got so much pressure it’s building up
fuck my depression it’s eating up
the inside of me
it makes me feel worthless and i can’t be proud of a thing
gotta be a hero if i really wanna save me

i need to adjust
feel my body start to rust
an ive been smoking cosmic dust
i need someone that i can trust
(fuck)
i’ll jus take a backseat
throw it all away again
if u could see behind my eyes i think u’d understand
am i speaking japanese?
what do u comprehend?
私は死んでる that means that i’m dead

Rust「prod grayskies」

@mental

see me, i might go see u out the door
bby tell me whats wrong n then tell me what this for
ahhh girl teach me how u do it
i swear u make me lose it
lights out watch your whole movement

yeah i know ur toxic i can deal with it
tell me are u feeling it
no no im not feeling it
yeah that boy a dog chase his tail in a circle
we not friends get out my circle
choppa turn that boy purple

no i'm not done
number nine jeans on me
wait,, hold on
i can sense something bads gonna happen
i got eyes on the back of my head
you aint ever gonna catch me lacking
and yo team be switchin n switchin its side
turn it to a fraction

what do u wanna do
it's never working out
last night i called you stupid
sorry i think out loud

i'm sorry girl i havent been the person i used to be
and honestly please just tell me what you see in me
i'll see what's in you too
just believe in me

feel your aura, girl i like it way TOO much
and i feel so warm when i feel ur touch
*and i feel so warm when i feel your t-*

and i will honestly do anything to make you smile
and i will honestly do anything just give me a while i-

out loud (mental)

https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/never-meant

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

Instinct

Instinct w/ veezuh (souls1)

p. me
mel by @tgwog + me

look ryt @urself
hope u realise we r diff
dey dnt c no vision
so im livin4 my own sake
its a lie
y wld i listn2 som1 els
dnt nd opinionz
ths my lyf
im hpy bn by muself

so many ppl pray2 c my d0wnfall
perceiv me by my past    mg dnt talk
cnt kill no vibe
no1 cnt ruin my day
ill stand up4 myself
i had no1

bn on my fuckshi 4 2 long i cnt stop
I cn smell tha Red#Winee on my clothes 
uniqlo tha top remebr wht i told u
ill kp it blossm till tha season aint rite

i cnot rest untill i fce my flaws
i cNot b frends wit my past full stop ....
we kp a promis that is tht#Ok?
ik ur jealuz calm down

horimiya

horimiya私は恋に落ちた

DO THAT (PROD. IZSAV)

ch2rms - all [p. dltzk]

autumn and winter 23 + oneyearolder

dm @yashio20k for purchase

w/ neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian

i felt that i have really grown these past few months with my sound. grateful to be turning a year older surrounded by people who want to see me succeed. cant wait to see what the next year holds. thanks for listening :)

enjoy!

timestamps:
0:00 + @neohnq
1:10 + @bazington
2:10 - solo
3:20 - solo (beat from 'be urself' by owtiss + mei)
4:26 + @1wasterr
5:18 + @decago
6:24 - solo
7:16 +@prodkirian

AW23 #OneYearOlder (neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian)

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more than friends w/ frendi + counter + veezuh [ jayysoul x revenant ]

"patience" produced by @luvsolstice @kashik05 & @kuriyai443 Performed/Written by @counterxo

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

patience

patience (solstice + kashik + kuriyai)

prod @overoveroverover
master @aestyboy
@noahsuri

ask me when its gonna be over im like any time
blood soaking thru my jeans but i feel fine
touch deprived when im alone im not really fine
baby do u want me too i dont see it in your eyes
baby can u tell me what u see in me
baby can u be the one for me thats all i need
think i need some change in my life its too stagnant
hit me with the curveball i dont wanna see at all
i didnt want it in the first place
though i was never first place i was always last 
tell me would i be last on your list?
honestly i feel like we were made in abyss
i dont think it can be me and you together
i dont think it can be you and me forever
all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting

(all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting)

can we still turn back and rewind
could u still look at me and say that ur mine?

Instinct w/ veezuh (souls1)

xache!

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OSIAS (@osiasmusic)

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