now im not good with words
but i thought you would be
everything that i was searching for
i need some clarity
we could try to make it work
but im too blind to see
you’re infatuated with him and im just the casualty

got me fucked up now im crying in the cut
and my hands still tied cause im looking for the love
and it all breaks down after every time we fuck
tried every other option i guess im out of luck
i got the worst fucking habits and i swear its not my fault
and i know it sounds dumb now i’ve put it in a thought
but now its said and done i just see you as a loss
how can i ignore you when you’re everywhere i walk
how can i ignore you you don’t even wanna talk
sick of everybody tell me that im a lost cause
say them things leave me cold in the dark
say them things put a hole in my heart
now i don’t wanna joke
now i don’t wanna lie
but everybody takes and takes from me until they’re satisfied

i figure it out every time you lie
spark this doob n i touch the sky
ion even know where my head is
done a lotta bad shit i’ll admit it
what the fuck do i say
what the fuck do i say
i can feel my head keep spinning round in circles n i really just don’t wanna die this way

got me fucked up now im crying in the cut
and my hands still tied cause im looking for the love
and it all breaks down after every time we fuck
tried every other option i guess im out of luck
i got the worst fucking habits and i swear its not my fault
and i know it sounds dumb now i’ve put it in a thought
but now its said and done i just see you as a loss

im sick of feeling like this
i been tryna get around the turns and the twists
got a couple bros out there that i miss
you could even try harder you wont sink this ship
x2

clarity (neverfall) (ALL PLATS)

Lyrics:

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
Questions flood my brain like a hurricane
It's about time it overflows

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
What are my favourite colours, how much more to discover
Feels like its all brand new

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

<3

Identity's Arithmetic (p. keano quinn)

same lame excuse [+dercept]

on all platforms
shoutout vails n sound clowny
@alex-thomas-fox & @whos-that-clown

LYRICS :D
Headstart bloods tainted with that mercury
Shine bright, die slow, words still be hurtin me
I try my best even in the worst situations
When i'm in my grave shake my hand congratulations

I just took a ticket, one way trip to hell
Sparks flying, train speeding, n were off the rails
Mercury, set me free
One way ticket n its on for sale
I just bought a ticket, one way trip to hell
How we’ll get there idk i guess time will tell
Took a sip of the tonic red mercury
I could face a fire breathing demon come n murder me

Stab wounds,might die soon, im still down to fight
Ima make a stand til my last breath, see my dying light
Rip out the tape, the cassette turns to scrap
I got no vision my screen fades to black

[vails]

I’m down bad, Like, holy crap I’ve never felt this way before
 It only feels like yesterday my other half said babe, amore
 If you really was there for me Whyd you go and shut the door
 I could sit here and complain But I’ve had broken bones before
 Mercury’ inside my cup My demons took away my luck
 Possesed me but I still live freely 
The only thing is drugs that treat me Coping mechanisms,
all of them, I said good riddence ,
 finding hope has got some distance, 
cus I’ve never had the visions of it alll 

[back to chorus]

[vails again]
Fake love should be a piracy
 And although you’re the treasure youre still denying me
 From sailing out like We had a debacle,  a heated discussion 
And you banged on my walls and door, like playing percusssion 
And I see the scars that made you see the stars 
And it’s harder to breathe knowing you’re almost gone
Sorry i haven’t been available for speaking 
So lost & choked up, to have consider or feeling
I love when she’s angry, and I care when she’s sad
Feel best when she’s happy
yet afraid when she’s glad
I can’t ever understand, her bipolarism
Especially when drunk cus it’s easier sober living

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown x splashgvng]

Guitars by jkei
I just wanna know who you are...

Who You Are

Everything I see is different shades of blue 
Don’t know where to go but I won’t follow you 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
I don’t wanna fall from all this miss use 
Maybe if I was sober I’d be over you 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 

Don’t pick me up from my bed 
Don’t take the pills outta my hand 
50 milligrams of Zoloft I need that 
My heart is black and my lungs will match 

I don’t wanna always be depressed bitch but you seem to make it hard to get it pass that 
And I know that our love is past tense 
But it’s so damn hard to be present 

We can’t go back to my shed 
I burnt it down with all my friends 
Why can’t you make me happy

anything,everything pt2 (Prod.Coil)

lead synth @veilsonme
prod by me

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?
oh how did i survive
i didnt wanna see ya
dont wanna fall inlove again with you oh
dont wanna through the pain you put me thru

(interlude)
couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

oh couldnt even tell me you're wrong
couldnt even hold on
i tried to stay strong
strong
i knew all along
that this wouldnt last long
that this wouldnt last long
(outro)

is this how you love?

huge thanks to evergarden for being on this!
produced by michael harrison
**lyrics**
(me)
I still go back to that Autumn night
I lost my judgement in your eyes
You said I need you right here
Now I know it wasn't genuine, I'm masking up my fears

Not gon' lie I thought you were my only friend :/
Am I supposed to sit and watch it all go to waste?
You got a little rent free spot in my head
Chalk mark memories weathered in my brain...

(evergarden)
Withering beside the willow
Watch you lay to waste
I'm so hollow
How can I say in simple terms?
Hard to put this feeling into words...

(me)
It's okay to say goodbye
Maybe you can find your peace
I'll just let this feeling die
I don't know what I need

need w/ evergarden (michael harrison)

2nd single from dusk dreams 2 <3

Lyrics

All, these words spill out of me
I don't want the world to see 
What I could do 
And who I can be

I been fading like the leaves
I know I say it every week
But Please just listen to me
I don't wanna lose my peace 

I know that this ain't the time and place
But im losing energy in these waves
I can't stay afloat much longer
I kinda enjoy this rip I face

Maybe I need to try alone
It's best If I turn skin and bone
I really dont like that tone
Maybe I should turn to stone

Hold me tight till I hav no motor
One last night in this world I told her
One more day and ur world might crush
Below all of these waves I showed her

I knew I shunt’ve took that chance
The hope I had in a romance
Disrgretion wasnt shown 
Thrown overboard without a cast

Slow down I am going nowhere
So much more time in despair
Old friend I wish u were here
In this life I relinquish my care

The reasons are lost out in sea
They perished along wit the dreams
I dont know what else that could mean 
But I try to stay calm on these creeks

The wind is blowing us east 
I try to hold off a weep but the lack sleep of has left me so weak 
Guess I'll keep it locked until another one of these weeks
I'm hurting myself while I'm letting you bleed

Maybe this world will find out another way
But right now gotta figure out how to live today
I know it's not the topic that would make you wanna stay
But I've thought of this in a lot of ways

I've been a lot of places
I've seen a lot of faces
Still I corrupt the hatred
Enter my world and you'll want to paint
Just make sure to look in the corner and remember the name

thunderbreak

Thunder-break (Sleepy fish)

part of the problem

Hey guys sorry it’s been a while, we apologise for the mix all platforms soon tho love you all -AIE <333

lyrics:

we're building sandcastles yours is bigger than mine 
sludge sea salt hands hurting from the ocean breeze high tide 
can you merge your wall with mine 
build a kingdom where we'll hide 
in a pit of sand from your dad when he kicks it down I sigh 

we're building cities in the sand 
I accidentally knock your hand on it 
and it all came crumbling down 
I am no construction man but I can do just what I can 
grab the bucket of sand 
let's get into it 
dust my Jean shorts off and my flannel too 
let's rebuild what we started girl 
don't blame me I'm not perfect for you 
but I'm tryna make it up to you 
but it's really up to you

anything,everything pt2 (Prod.Coil)

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