i could barely make tttthis song prodd me

every day it's a lot 
yeah i wake up so fucked up 
always locked up in my room 
cuz the internets so fun 
don't got a job 
i feel odd
i could barely make this song 
i don't have a lot of friends i simply cannot get along 
it's hard to go outside 
without something to calm me down 
i'm not alright i can't live like this for long 
every day im high all night im high
watch life pass me by i just luv to waste my time 

if u wanna know something just come my way 
it's hard think i'm insane 
taking wayy too much to get through the day 
think ima die this way 
pull up to the mall and buy some jeans 
pop a perc i could barely see
everyday anxiety 
you could never feel like me 
only go out when the sun is down 
i'm ashamed i could barely go out 
what goes around always comes around but i never really cared i just smoke a pound
i just wish you could see me now 
know you'd love it know you'd be proud
i could never be in crowds sipping straight from the bottle i hope i drown

its hard to go outside

hi im hana 
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its hard to go outside

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