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prod. kinsei

cut me open and rearrange my guts
you dont love me back, leave me rotting in dust
there is blood on my sleeve from my heart that you crushed
can you hear my screams? whisper back to me just once

will you just listen? i have been waiting
hold my hand tell me that ive been patient
that ive been good, that ive been so committed
manipulate me until it fucks with my vision

leave me to rot, leave me out in the cold
you know i’ll forgive you
no matter how far
you go

you go

cut me open and rearrange my guts
you dont love me back, leave me rotting in dust
there is blood on my sleeve from my heart that you crushed
can you hear my screams? whisper back to me just once

heart on my sleeve

prod. injury

i can hear the bells ring
ringing through the silence
everything is so loud
everything that i’ve missed
i keep seeing crimson
red all on the carpet
blood covers my blades now
i feel like i’m starving

starving for your love
you don’t fucking get it
god i fucking hate this
you will never understand
the way that i feel
my words and the thoughts in my head
i feel like i’m drowning and
i’m going insane again

you make me feel crazy
feeling fucking paranoid
everything is hazy
guess its you that i annoy
yeah its me that you avoid
im devoid of happiness
and it all just feels like hell
all my words have been dismissed

look at me with sympathy
but im sure youre thinking “oh well”
my emotions are in fucking shambles
no one i can tell
premonitions of my suicide
i hope it comes true
reminiscing about everything
all that ive been through

hate my guts when you know
nothing about my life
rearrange my guts
really i’ll even provide the knife
i’ll be staying up all night
maybe i’ll jump and just die
i cant take your fucking lies
scream my motion in the mic

can you tell me what is wrong?
maybe i can try and help
that shits fucking pointless
you’ll get mad and just cry and yell
why do you treat me this way
im just waiting for the day
that someone will save me
grab my hand take me away

slit my wrists so fucking deep
wish you were the one for me
i dont need your company
fuck i need your company
i dont wanna be alone
you can fucking hurt me
for all i care but i dont
please will you just kill me?

lock myself inside my room
memories of me and you
bad outweighs the good
but i only see the good in you
knots all in my hair its so tangled
my limbs fucking mangled
look at what you did
my bones turned at different angles

premonitions

prod. wisssery

yah yah
(i stole death long ago, and search now for the dark path.)
yah yah
(that i might one day upend the whole of it, and rid the world of all that came before.)

tell me ur okay but i know thats a lie
cuz i make u so upset but i try to make it right
when can this be over i dont wanna fight now
but i still love u u make me so spellbound

listen to my words can u read my mind
its okay if u cant cuz i still will make u mine
my friends hate me they all want me gone
n im horrible at texting cuz nobody responds

yah yah im so sick of this life
can u save me from my suffering and cut me with a knife
yah yah i cant take this anymore
cuz u look into my eyes n then u tell me im a bore

please save me
theres no need
to leave me
listen to my song

please save me
theres no need
to leave me
listen to my song

digging down six feet deep put me in a hole now
for the rest of my days i'll be rotting in this underground
rotting in this underground maybe i'll see u around
listen to my song

cutting on my thighs deep watching as the blood seeps
screaming that u want me back scream that u need me
rotting in this underground maybe i'll see u around
please wont u listen listen to my song

yah yah im so sick of this life
can u save me from my suffering and cut me with a knife
yah yah i cant take this anymore
cuz u look into my eyes n then u tell me im a bore

(i stole death long ago.)

my song (wisssery)

idrc (sonicreations)

prod. 333

i cant fall asleep
couple bands up in my head
u keep talking hella shit
i'll just dream about u dead

n i wanna disappear
i make songs about my death
watch my wings spread wide
as im taking my last breath

yah casting spells likes its voodoo
idgaf bout u or wtf u wanna do
angel wings white but im tainted by these coke lines
bitches wanna die so u better fucking get in line

bloodstains on the snow yah thats a shame
thinking i'll go easy but ur playing the wrong game
bad bitch by my side i cant fuck with all u lames
i cant love no normal ho yah u better stay insane

i cant fall asleep
couple bands up in my head
u keep talking hella shit
i'll just dream about u dead

n i wanna disappear
i make songs about my death
watch my wings spread wide
as im taking my last breath

i cant fall asleep
couple bands up in my head
u keep talking hella shit
i'll just dream about u dead

n i wanna disappear
i make songs about my death
watch my wings spread wide
as im taking my last breath

heart on my sleeve

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