20/01/24
haven't done a solo in a while so i had to drop dis :D
shoutout @starboyrob @aria1k dey too swaggy
hope yall enjoy

lyrics:
(too far, i cant see)
(im with my bros, my team)
(he cannot hang with me)
(headshot, no scope, killing spree)

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

yea we on a killing spree now
he talkin down but he do not mess with me now
keep on talkin shit now ur gonna get a beatdown
rockin with some swag, ive been feeling quite elite now

dat boy he a bot yea he built jus like a drone
yea he keep on talkin down he get hit up with the chrome
wake up in the mornin yea i jus wanna be left alone
yea she hit me up, all her texts are all up in my phone

i jus wanna let go
i be stackin dough the way u be stackin legos
ive been with my bros yea we've been here from the get go
posted in japan yea we posted in the metro

like idk what to tell u
big ass blade got me feelin like im youmu
yea im posted with the crew, yea we stay tru
yea we posted with that scope we aimin straight thru, yea yea

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

spree (starboyrob + aria1k)

lyrics
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it festers farther
this bet just got darker
my sense of direction
is mangled and slaughtered
i burst into pieces
and tears as i mourn her
i'm sure as hell still breathing
you're dead in the corner
guess death was in order
head back to your quarters
lie still in my bed
stare at all i horde
her eyes blink never water
but i cannot fault her
i'm such a fucking shit head
she's somebody's daughter

dead in the corner (prod. neverforever)

prod. bloodsekai
its getting harder to try
with u not here by my side
all my dreams already died
its time to finally say goodbye
I THINK WE'RE MELTING INTO NOTHING
MY MIND IS MADE UP AND NOW IM JUMPING
so get in your last words cus its now or never
i know that it hurts you'll forget by december
ill tell god all about you
and all the things that we'd do
but its the end of the road

suicide note

10pm im at ur door
ill never be what ur asking for
so many problems i ignored
and i just hate to say it
u were right all along
the world will be happy with us gone
and we'll be together from now on
i did this all for u

always together prod. zakuro

amazon /w grisaia (1kamui)

prod. takuori

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

(fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now)
can i have my tears back bury our love in the ground
(give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy)
i know this isnt personal but ur what i fucking need

u could be my savior yah i’ll fucking praise u
promise that i’ll move on yah someday i’ll break through
wish someone would help cuz i dont wanna be alone
save me do anything turn my heart to fucking stone

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

fluorescent (takuori)

prod. takuori

(oh) please dont leave me i cant be without u
meant to be together but this situations feeling new
(oh) hold my hand so tight as u kiss my lips just right
one night after another i’ll be alone tonight

(oh) save my life u dont even need to try to
i feel like an addict cuz im so dependent on u
(oh) i dont want u gone but theres no way i can stop u
i dont fucking blame u cuz all we do is argue

all we do is argue theres no passion in that
passionate when screaming in my ear hope i fall flat
give me all ur love cuz im feeling kinda greedy
leave me on my own when im starting to feel needy

needy like my last ex think i got it from her
theres no needed context im starting to shatter
when im little pieces hope u’ll mourn and feel guilt tho
but u’ll never care like this wind u’ll just pass slow

(oh) please dont leave me i cant be without u
meant to be together but this situations feeling new
(oh) hold my hand tight as u kiss my lips just right
one night after another i’ll be all alone tonight

(oh) save my life u dont even need to try to
i feel like an addict cuz im so dependent on u
(oh) i dont want u gone but theres no way i can stop u
i dont fucking blame u cuz all we do is argue

without you (takuori)

prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

prod. wren
@kyxtsnxwy
@9wren

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

kishi:
yeah, she be worried cause im fucked up
she can see all my pain with my cuts and cups now
imma take a flight to LA, spend alone now
i be feeling like a ghost how im roaming around town
yeah, yeah, i be fucking up my mental
spend my money on impulse, i can’t trust no bad hoe
abg with thick thighs she want me to blow her back tho
demons in my head i can’t really trust a soul no

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

scars w/ kishi (wren)

prod. wisssery

yah yah
(i stole death long ago, and search now for the dark path.)
yah yah
(that i might one day upend the whole of it, and rid the world of all that came before.)

tell me ur okay but i know thats a lie
cuz i make u so upset but i try to make it right
when can this be over i dont wanna fight now
but i still love u u make me so spellbound

listen to my words can u read my mind
its okay if u cant cuz i still will make u mine
my friends hate me they all want me gone
n im horrible at texting cuz nobody responds

yah yah im so sick of this life
can u save me from my suffering and cut me with a knife
yah yah i cant take this anymore
cuz u look into my eyes n then u tell me im a bore

please save me
theres no need
to leave me
listen to my song

please save me
theres no need
to leave me
listen to my song

digging down six feet deep put me in a hole now
for the rest of my days i'll be rotting in this underground
rotting in this underground maybe i'll see u around
listen to my song

cutting on my thighs deep watching as the blood seeps
screaming that u want me back scream that u need me
rotting in this underground maybe i'll see u around
please wont u listen listen to my song

yah yah im so sick of this life
can u save me from my suffering and cut me with a knife
yah yah i cant take this anymore
cuz u look into my eyes n then u tell me im a bore

(i stole death long ago.)

my song (wisssery)

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