20/01/24
haven't done a solo in a while so i had to drop dis :D
shoutout @starboyrob @aria1k dey too swaggy
hope yall enjoy

lyrics:
(too far, i cant see)
(im with my bros, my team)
(he cannot hang with me)
(headshot, no scope, killing spree)

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

yea we on a killing spree now
he talkin down but he do not mess with me now
keep on talkin shit now ur gonna get a beatdown
rockin with some swag, ive been feeling quite elite now

dat boy he a bot yea he built jus like a drone
yea he keep on talkin down he get hit up with the chrome
wake up in the mornin yea i jus wanna be left alone
yea she hit me up, all her texts are all up in my phone

i jus wanna let go
i be stackin dough the way u be stackin legos
ive been with my bros yea we've been here from the get go
posted in japan yea we posted in the metro

like idk what to tell u
big ass blade got me feelin like im youmu
yea im posted with the crew, yea we stay tru
yea we posted with that scope we aimin straight thru, yea yea

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

spree (starboyrob + aria1k)

30/04/24
with @hartfxlt and @k4rson rahhhhh
prod @rewind214 @sleepingforest2004 so fye
enjoy :)

lyrics:

@fabs4k
wanna see u smile but i can't take it back
gave u all my luv, that's what i've been takin' back
thought u loved me too but u been fakin' that
i felt so lost so i hadda make it back

i felt useless, yea i felt stupid
so what's the point in better days for what u did?
thought u loved me but i was so deluded
isolated in my thoughts, i'm secluded

@hartfxlt
i don’t wanna face it, my heart racin'
knowing how this ends
and no i’m not ok with it (ok with it)
it makes me feel like shit (i feel like shit)

talk about me like im not real
i don’t exist
all this stress, imma get killed
and you’re fine with it
how could i ever sit still
i still miss you
do you feel how i feel?
when i’m not with you

@k4rson
you got me feelin' some time of way
i don't know, i think i jus wanna stay
i'm so sick of playin' all these games
i don't want this thing we had to go away

tell me who i am, i wanna change
maybe we should go our separate ways
you tell me that you love me, could you say it to my face?
i know that you don't want me, i look back on better days

@fabs4k
wanna see u smile but i can't take it back
gave u all my luv, that's what i've been takin' back
thought u loved me too but u been fakin' that
i felt so lost so i hadda make it back

i felt useless, yea i felt stupid
so what's the point in better days for what u did?
thought u loved me but i was so deluded
isolated in my thoughts, i'm secluded

better days +hartfxlt, karson (rewind + iel)

06/12/24
sexy song
art by uiha_xxx on twitter!!
prod @prodjayysoul @sxnnai @f4shionkill4 
with @k4rson

lyrics:

@fabs4k
unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

@k4rson
i need you right now 
hit it from the back, knock your lights out 
when we makin' love, make the right sound 
say you wanna know me, come and find out

i know you like that 
hittin' up my phone, call you right back
i already know where your mind's at 
grippin' on my pants, know you like that

only hit it once, oh ya
now she wanna fuck, oh ya
baby pull up, oh ya
straight sex, no talk, oh ya

love it when you on top, oh ya 
said baby don't stop, oh ya
love it when i put it in, so raw
keep goin' baby, don't stop
yea

@fabs4k
unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

unconditional
baby i could give you more
my heart heavy on the floor
yea my love's been feelin' sore

baby i need you right now 
been needing you, wow
need you right now 
been needing you, wow

(karson a freak😭)

unconditional +karson (jayysoul + sennai + fk)

lyrics
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it festers farther
this bet just got darker
my sense of direction
is mangled and slaughtered
i burst into pieces
and tears as i mourn her
i'm sure as hell still breathing
you're dead in the corner
guess death was in order
head back to your quarters
lie still in my bed
stare at all i horde
her eyes blink never water
but i cannot fault her
i'm such a fucking shit head
she's somebody's daughter

dead in the corner (prod. neverforever)

prod. injury

i can hear the bells ring
ringing through the silence
everything is so loud
everything that i’ve missed
i keep seeing crimson
red all on the carpet
blood covers my blades now
i feel like i’m starving

starving for your love
you don’t fucking get it
god i fucking hate this
you will never understand
the way that i feel
my words and the thoughts in my head
i feel like i’m drowning and
i’m going insane again

you make me feel crazy
feeling fucking paranoid
everything is hazy
guess its you that i annoy
yeah its me that you avoid
im devoid of happiness
and it all just feels like hell
all my words have been dismissed

look at me with sympathy
but im sure youre thinking “oh well”
my emotions are in fucking shambles
no one i can tell
premonitions of my suicide
i hope it comes true
reminiscing about everything
all that ive been through

hate my guts when you know
nothing about my life
rearrange my guts
really i’ll even provide the knife
i’ll be staying up all night
maybe i’ll jump and just die
i cant take your fucking lies
scream my motion in the mic

can you tell me what is wrong?
maybe i can try and help
that shits fucking pointless
you’ll get mad and just cry and yell
why do you treat me this way
im just waiting for the day
that someone will save me
grab my hand take me away

slit my wrists so fucking deep
wish you were the one for me
i dont need your company
fuck i need your company
i dont wanna be alone
you can fucking hurt me
for all i care but i dont
please will you just kill me?

lock myself inside my room
memories of me and you
bad outweighs the good
but i only see the good in you
knots all in my hair its so tangled
my limbs fucking mangled
look at what you did
my bones turned at different angles

premonitions

amazon /w grisaia (1kamui)

prod. takuori

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

(fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now)
can i have my tears back bury our love in the ground
(give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy)
i know this isnt personal but ur what i fucking need

u could be my savior yah i’ll fucking praise u
promise that i’ll move on yah someday i’ll break through
wish someone would help cuz i dont wanna be alone
save me do anything turn my heart to fucking stone

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

fluorescent (takuori)

prod. takuori

(oh) please dont leave me i cant be without u
meant to be together but this situations feeling new
(oh) hold my hand so tight as u kiss my lips just right
one night after another i’ll be alone tonight

(oh) save my life u dont even need to try to
i feel like an addict cuz im so dependent on u
(oh) i dont want u gone but theres no way i can stop u
i dont fucking blame u cuz all we do is argue

all we do is argue theres no passion in that
passionate when screaming in my ear hope i fall flat
give me all ur love cuz im feeling kinda greedy
leave me on my own when im starting to feel needy

needy like my last ex think i got it from her
theres no needed context im starting to shatter
when im little pieces hope u’ll mourn and feel guilt tho
but u’ll never care like this wind u’ll just pass slow

(oh) please dont leave me i cant be without u
meant to be together but this situations feeling new
(oh) hold my hand tight as u kiss my lips just right
one night after another i’ll be all alone tonight

(oh) save my life u dont even need to try to
i feel like an addict cuz im so dependent on u
(oh) i dont want u gone but theres no way i can stop u
i dont fucking blame u cuz all we do is argue

without you (takuori)

prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

prod. wren
@kyxtsnxwy
@9wren

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

kishi:
yeah, she be worried cause im fucked up
she can see all my pain with my cuts and cups now
imma take a flight to LA, spend alone now
i be feeling like a ghost how im roaming around town
yeah, yeah, i be fucking up my mental
spend my money on impulse, i can’t trust no bad hoe
abg with thick thighs she want me to blow her back tho
demons in my head i can’t really trust a soul no

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

premonitions

inertial

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