@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

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do it again w/ eunhae

prod. me and joeboi

lyrics:

Bullet to my head and now I

And I know we fell apart

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga
Marci I'm that type of nigga who don't really like nobody
All these bitches treat me different

Know my heart, you wanna win it but I'll never let you win
I'm busy in that motherfucker, tryna handle all my business

And I know we fell apart
Haven't seen you in a minute
Left a hole in my heart

Please talk to me, tell me what happened.
Please talk to me.
Please talk to me, Bunny.

Tell me, Bonnie. Are you slipping?
Did that girl give you some distance?
You acknowledge my existence.
Know my heart it can't resist it.

They tryna change my girl, you crazy.
Like the fuck I do to you?

Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

I know you turned a thousand and I'm only 23
It's just something 'bout the way you look at me I wanna scream.
Like I'd really let you murder me, Like all up to the third degree.
Like just as long as I can get a spot with you eternally. 

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga who don't fight with all these niggas
I don't really like nobody
All these bitches treat me different

Know my heart, you wanna win it but I'll never let you win
I'm busy in that motherfucker, tryna handle all my business

Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga
Marci I'm that type of nigga
Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping?
Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping?

And I know we fell apart
And I know we fell apart

Please talk to me, Bunny.

STREAM

marci

https://open.spotify.com/album/5OLPJ6C75VJSpk2oDL4WUw?si=1c2fwJxFRxOixvrJpXRG0Q
lyrics:

evan marzz:
i sent a text i’m just hopin that u call back
this ain’t a flex baby tell me where ur heart at
think that i’m next but i’m not the one to call that
head on my desk and i think i need it all back

bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin G u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya
i heard u impatient uh uh
waiting 
imma boss up make u think bout what u sayin 
u be on talkin shit but be chillin to my face man
u act like a bitch and i’ll put u in ur place man

this ain’t a joke make me mad like why u lyin
i feel alone ain’t nobody i can vibe with
i cop a wip windows down when im not ridin 
she take a sip and she askin if we tied in

yurms:
they said lil bitch like a drug it’s like a virus
up wakin get up offa my chest
tell me u want me u can feel it in ur eyelids
i cant ever get enough u need to try it

shot in my brain i can’t get it outta my head
blunt in my face i can’t get it outta my hand
up it ain’t stuck stand on shit until i dive in
blunt on my face had to get it above here 
we not on the same page i feel like u don’t care
everything i say hey i cant even go there
always say the same thing this ain’t goin nowhere
u act like u hate me i cant take u nowhere 

evan marzz:
bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin g u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya

bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin G u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya
i heard u impatient uh uh uh
waiting 
imma boss up make u think bout what u sayin 
u be on talkin shit but be chillin to my face man
u act like a bitch and i’ll put u in ur place man

glow up w/ yurms (p. xtasane)

feat. @aftrrs

[intro]
let me know if youre tellin the truth
please dont forget me 
cause i could never forget you 
yeah its best that you left for yourself and im glad
that you got all your help 
and hes there for your hand

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 

[verse]
talk down
talk down to me 
dont tell me what you want from me
you dont give just take all of the pieces that i needed

know this wont work out
work out i need it 
takin down these drugs repeated
i dont give no fucks bout my own feelings
no i dont see them ima

act so oblivious and say im doin fine 
but its just
so fucking hard you planted seeds inside my mind
i cant waste no time im fuckin fried
no i dont want no one hit my line
u know that ive been
ive been so lonely 
ive been
ive been so lonely 

ive been
ive been so lonely 

[aftrr]
tell me if you're leaving tonight
do you know how i feel inside
change the topic, press the issue
it don't matter who's wrong or right
waiting on you to decide
wanna skip to the end of my life
who gon wipe your tears when you cry?

i'm tired of missing someone
can't believe i thought you were the one
but i can't lie, without you, it's no fun
like who am i, who have i become

overdue communications
fall through on complications
stand on two's, i don't gotta say shit
acting rude with no basis

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 
x2

refrain

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refrain ft. aftrr! (plantcham)

@domerrz
@owtiss
@victxrw
@1yeezo

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
www.instagram.com/victxrw/
www.instagram.com/1yeezo/

[@domerrz]
my grass is full of snakes
you flourish, my heart decays
id rather die this way
i guess that never changed
it never goes my way
ill always end up breaking
then, ill go insane
its all the same at the end of the day

[@owtiss]
i worry bout the same things i dont care about the next day
i dont think ill ever change
i dont wna stay awake
i dont wna ever think
everything is all the same
does it rly even matter if i try
everytime u talk its the same old lies
now im counting down til the day i die
every single day i just waste my time

[@owtiss + @domerrz]
wish i could change :/
but i know ill stay the same (the same)
n i wont talk ill endure the pain (decay)
everyday til i go insane (insane)
wonder when ill finally break (break)
things never go my way (wake up)
getting tired of always saying it (saying something)
well i guess its okay.. (okay)
cuz its all the same at the end of the day!

its all the same w/ owtiss (victxrw + yeezo)

𝕿𝖔 𝖒î𝖓 𝖋𝖗ê𝖔𝖌𝖆𝖓, [𝕱𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖆]

𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍

𝒊'𝒎 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏.

𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

𝒊'𝒎 𝒊𝒏 𝒋𝒂𝒊𝒍

we snuck in the castle
they throwing a party
smell chlorophyll
they're destroying our garden

my soul was on fire
i took off my garments
tracing your body
it tore me apart and

don’t got no say in this matter
i'm talking
touching your skin
our phalanges they locking

both ran away from the kingdom
they stalking
holding me tight through this
village we walking

so damn bashful
i know sometimes i can be an asshole
but i promise i care
when you didn't know
and when you not sure
girl ima hold this shit down
til i'm twenty four

when the roof caved in
couldn't take it all
it’ll pass swear this motherfucker
heavy tho
can't keep putting my trust
in subliminals
i was boutta open my wrist
fucking pitiful

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

they put us on trial
they talking bout burning
girl it's been a while
this wound is concerning

consulting the king
he don’t want us returning
describing our fate
man this shit so disturbing

they off with my head
yea they tried its not working
i came back to life
i belong in the circus

the duke and the duchess
they mad i'm still breathing
love you i hate you
dont know what I'm feeling

so damn mysterious
girl, i know a lot of times i'm not serious
not a goddamn chance i'm oblivious
yea you know me
heart is frozen
but you warm me
baby hold me?
and now i'm so damn cold
what you told me?
bout that damn teddy bear?
told me hold it
when i start to feel scared
started holding
now my blood runneth over
God im hoping

i'm like damn
how bout you try acting like a man
haven’t heard from Thomas since 07
no i can’t
snuffed his lights out man it
hit me like a ram
head to toe in iron
couldn’t spare a single damn

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

fell down the stairs
girl you snuck in the dungeon
cobblestone steps know it's her
you so clumsy

never thought you’d
ever come back
now we hugging
swear i hear that yellow motherfucker
steady coming

ooo
not that candy lady
or that ice man
not that little penguin
he a nice lad

i mean that lemon muhfucka
inna black suit
get behind me
i won't let no one attack you

im a villain
for the way that i've done you
still pretending that you chilling
till it comes true

am i evil?
im thinking lethal?
i know the good from the bad
all these people

think im crazy
or a user
everyday someone new
call me "abuser"

𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙮?

𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙧?

𝙖𝙢 𝙞 𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙡?

𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙧?

and i YELL
"i really need you here"
wanna take my heart out my chest?
baby yea
bleeding on my desk
so grotesque
is it fair?
one meal
four walls
girl it feel like i'm in jail

23 hours in this room
i'm in jail
23 years bad mood
i'm in jail
i don't got a name imma number
i'm in jail
i can't catch a full night of slumber
i'm in jail

barely taking showers
man it feel like i'm in jail
i don't got no power
warden knocking on my cell
didn't brush my teeth
man i feel like im in hell
nobody like me
man it feel like im in jail

i can hear brutus
man it feel like im in jail
why the fuck i do it
someone get me outta here
low skin fade
steady pulling out my hair
i'm not getting paid
man it feel like im in jail

(girl tell me what it is what it is what it is)

𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐

jail

https://open.spotify.com/track/6E3Upv9HKLXkX4XJXOo5IW?si=b16b189b5cf4461d
THANK U @quietgrindset

oh im falling apart and i been outta luck
the over thinking baby its bit too much
u stand there thinking to urself, "maybe its lust"
but there is no worry in the end yea its just us

im sending text right through ur phone 
and u tell me u didnt read that
turn off ur location cause u tell me i dont need that
go head and stab me in the back 
i swear to u im gonna bleed black
u still gon find out where i been
yk lying is a sin

cause baby, areutiredyet?
we keep playing all these games
like its russian roulette
i still remember what u said and i wish that i left
ur words they lose their meaning when u say it again x2
 
so what a shame that u didnt wanna take no more time
whos there to blame when the trouble comes from both of the sides
im taking what i want, i gave u what u need
u taking everything for granted, baby what u please
but im worried cause it hasnt been the same
go and look into my eyes and tell me what is there to say
all ur words they have to meaning but ur still gon go complain
i been trippin too much so baby tell me im okay

im sending text right through ur phone 
and u tell me u didnt read that
turn off ur location cause u tell me i dont need that
go head and stab me in the back 
i swear to u im gonna bleed black
u still gon find out where i been
yk lying is a sin

cause baby, areutiredyet?
we keep playing all these games
like its russian roulette
i still remember what u said and i wish that i left
ur words they lose their meaning when u say it again x2

areutiredyet? (quiet)

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

@staggyucrazy @staggyucrazy @staggyucrazy @staggyucrazy

lobitupboyimapickthat

oh yeah uh prod me also

this sounds good on airpod pros god dam

wtf happened w/ staggy

produced by daywatch

lyrics:
tired of thinking up bars in my room that don't make sense
sometimes don't compute and i feel like i'm not cut out for this
sometimes
and i remember when they used to come up to me crazy, like
they had no respect for me but, i got ahead
in my own little way, in my own little space
in my head

and most don't even care about the consequence, i'm tryna guide
people like me to the light but only if they want to go
cus' when you fine with your situation, you gon' stay froze
don't matter how many loving people want you to be brave
i don't think you know how long it took too pull me out the grave
took me twelve long years just to figure out i'm hazed
took me four more years for my parents to relate
took me some more overthinking just to clear the slate

oh my god, i'm sick to core
y'know that it's bad when the hatred is decor
i think that i used it as protection
i'm older now and i don't seem to get the message

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward and i can't get the words out my mouth
i really hate how i talk so i put an impression on my sound
my friends say it's all in my head so i guess that i'm just full of doubt

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward-
sometimes i wish all four of my friends were packed in my skin
he wishes to be himself but, i wish i could be like him

oh, i think i'm done for the night
woah, feeling like i'm soft-locked
beat boys say it's beat block
but spitters say it's writers block
big boy in a corner
big boy in a corner

but i still try

could you sometimes think about us?
sometimes think about love?
cus' i need your company
would you do it for me?
i can't

sometimes think about us
i sometimes think about love and
it feels so dumb to me
i look in the mirror and fantasize about who i wanna be

dumb mic'd up wannabe
i wanna be seen
i wanna be me
i wanna find peace
imma let life do the finding

buy?

softlock

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

refrain ft. aftrr! (plantcham)

kurtis

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