Dancing In The Rain

A Hopeless Romantic

This Time

written by Lxst Boy and soku (@soku_music)
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
intro sample from Regular Show

LYRICS

VERSE 1

[Lxst Boy]
stuck in my head
feel so alive but im better off dead
probably should apologize wrote this instead
writing sad songs now im buried in the sand
running around for a girl in a frenzy
eating too much but im still feeling empty
im feeling cold from the love never sent me
i wanna run far away no one get me, yeah
darkness inside of me, im not a masterpiece
lxst in this world, not finding no canopy
burning alive while she holding the kerosene
im broken in pieces, the demons still tearing me
haunting my dreams, lxst in the sheets
getting tongue tied from the words try to speak
unwanted reasons, tell me your secrets
promise i'll keep them, yeah
tell me you want me, feel like im floating
im broken hearted cuz you were my chosen
you were my future, now hopeless and broken
and im stuck in time, yeah these pages are soaking
rain in my dreams, its not what it seems
tears filling up gonna sail overseas
over mountains i dream when im stuck in my sleep
and im looking for reasons on why i still breathe, uh

[Lxst Boy & soku]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

[Lxst Boy]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

VERSE 2

[soku]
stuck in my head
lxst in my mind
i tried to call but my call got denied
still feeling bad
tried to apologize
all those nights
that i could've had her but didnt
messed up this time
still dont know why im even alive
getting tongue tied every time that i speak
havent taken a shower since you left me, yeah i reek
our love hit our peak then had to decline
yeah you decline every time i call
i thought i had it all
now im on my fall
all my photos on your wall, yeah this is all my fault
im sorry that i hurt you in this way
i can promise you that you'll see better days
ayy, but you dont want to see my face
and i get it
im sorry that i did it
now im begging on my knees for forgiveness, yeah

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from the depths of my mind (feat. soku) [4lexf]

written by Lxst Boy
produced by 4lexf & Pizzle

featured on Promoting Sounds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voU3Zy70Qts

-lyrics-
i can never look at you and say no
thats what you say so
now im holding back tears
while im trying to read your gravestone
vision getting blurry 
and the clouds looking fake though
you left your mark on me
like a bite from a mako
now im back to writing like i used to
everything left on these pages really are about you
remember all the times we sat on this couch watching pokemon
share our fries at dairy queen but now i cry cause its all gone

yeah
and I just really wanna talk to you
I pray to God and go to church just like we always used to
composing this poetry
I'm glad that you noticed me
in that class that fateful day
when our eyes met, now it's way too cold to see
all that you've given
girl, thank you for all the blessings
that you had sent my way
first time you called my name
and I know that I'm selfish cause I really really want you back
I hope you're flying safe in Heaven cause I really miss you bad

yeah I'm really mad
wrote you like fifty tracks
and now I'm sitting alone
my heart's broken through the thickest cast
I miss going to see you on the hospital
wished it'd last
now I'm asking God why He took an angel from my grasp
I'm laying on the porch wondering which one of these stars are you
really shining bright now I don't feel the solitude
I just wanna hear your voice I miss calling you
now these feelings I hold inside will one day return back to you

flowers by your grave... (4lexf x pizzle)

surprise surprise;)
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don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
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lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

MiseryGarden Collective exclusive release!!

written by kobayami, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy
produced by jxsie beats
mixed by Lxst Boy & kobayami
mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by kobayami

-lyrics-
(Verse 1: kobayami)
been about a year since I felt your grace
and I wont lie
I been missing that pretty face
with bangs on the side
thinking bout what i could've done better for you
should've adored you
should've gone for it and kissed you
well you know it wasn't always that bad
got to finally meet when you drove me mad 
with your beautiful looks
and the rope that you took from me
I know what I ain't took
but you put the life back in me
2 weeks into meeting you and we're talking in the dms
blowing up my phone, stating up until the a.m.
talking bout cute days but we'll never see them
cause I dont talk to you no more
I'm sorry babe I should've done more
without me though you're much better off
I'm not the same as i was before
mostly cause I'm such a bore

(Verse 2: Vertigo)
never been that into bangs but they look good on you
I never meant to change my ways, sorry if I failed you
now i just need you to know that I made every shot count
and I counted up my sorrows while I'm still on this couch
got ice cream and movies, yeah thats where I'm at
I'm feeling empty in my chest, dont know where  my head's at
I got a grovel to my voice, she said lets smoke till 2
i like that you think that, so lets go smoke on the roof
wish that I could've brought some weed and ride the high like noble steeds
but instead I grow like weeds
and affect your love too
she said I always seemed like the man with the plan
those people annoy be though, they're the type i can't stand
and so I'm sorry that i bored you with my lackluster ways
i hope that you'll forgive me
maybe
maybe someday

(Verse 3: Lxst Boy)
yeah
brush your bangs up off your face
looking so cute
I tried to be a better person
but that's far from the truth
and baby i cant fall asleep
cause I'm thinking bout you
constantly i find myself
walking straight up the moon
i miss your pale white face
in the glow of the evening light
talk about our past decisions
one day maybe get it right
yeah
or maybe get our act together
I sit and ponder petty things like the rainy weather
you picked me like a rose and told me I was something special
and now i wither and I die, never elemental
I grow as old as the trees as they surround the middle
I'm sorry that I'm boring
oh baby just a little

you're boring (kobayami, jxsie beats, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy)

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