written by Lxst Boy and soku (@soku_music)
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
intro sample from Regular Show

LYRICS

VERSE 1

[Lxst Boy]
stuck in my head
feel so alive but im better off dead
probably should apologize wrote this instead
writing sad songs now im buried in the sand
running around for a girl in a frenzy
eating too much but im still feeling empty
im feeling cold from the love never sent me
i wanna run far away no one get me, yeah
darkness inside of me, im not a masterpiece
lxst in this world, not finding no canopy
burning alive while she holding the kerosene
im broken in pieces, the demons still tearing me
haunting my dreams, lxst in the sheets
getting tongue tied from the words try to speak
unwanted reasons, tell me your secrets
promise i'll keep them, yeah
tell me you want me, feel like im floating
im broken hearted cuz you were my chosen
you were my future, now hopeless and broken
and im stuck in time, yeah these pages are soaking
rain in my dreams, its not what it seems
tears filling up gonna sail overseas
over mountains i dream when im stuck in my sleep
and im looking for reasons on why i still breathe, uh

[Lxst Boy & soku]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

[Lxst Boy]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

VERSE 2

[soku]
stuck in my head
lxst in my mind
i tried to call but my call got denied
still feeling bad
tried to apologize
all those nights
that i could've had her but didnt
messed up this time
still dont know why im even alive
getting tongue tied every time that i speak
havent taken a shower since you left me, yeah i reek
our love hit our peak then had to decline
yeah you decline every time i call
i thought i had it all
now im on my fall
all my photos on your wall, yeah this is all my fault
im sorry that i hurt you in this way
i can promise you that you'll see better days
ayy, but you dont want to see my face
and i get it
im sorry that i did it
now im begging on my knees for forgiveness, yeah

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from the depths of my mind (feat. soku) [4lexf]

written by Lxst Boy
produced by 4lexf & Pizzle

featured on Promoting Sounds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voU3Zy70Qts

-lyrics-
i can never look at you and say no
thats what you say so
now im holding back tears
while im trying to read your gravestone
vision getting blurry 
and the clouds looking fake though
you left your mark on me
like a bite from a mako
now im back to writing like i used to
everything left on these pages really are about you
remember all the times we sat on this couch watching pokemon
share our fries at dairy queen but now i cry cause its all gone

yeah
and I just really wanna talk to you
I pray to God and go to church just like we always used to
composing this poetry
I'm glad that you noticed me
in that class that fateful day
when our eyes met, now it's way too cold to see
all that you've given
girl, thank you for all the blessings
that you had sent my way
first time you called my name
and I know that I'm selfish cause I really really want you back
I hope you're flying safe in Heaven cause I really miss you bad

yeah I'm really mad
wrote you like fifty tracks
and now I'm sitting alone
my heart's broken through the thickest cast
I miss going to see you on the hospital
wished it'd last
now I'm asking God why He took an angel from my grasp
I'm laying on the porch wondering which one of these stars are you
really shining bright now I don't feel the solitude
I just wanna hear your voice I miss calling you
now these feelings I hold inside will one day return back to you

flowers by your grave... (4lexf x pizzle)

Nine-Nine-Nine Tears Falling (1)

A soulful, grown-man R&B goodbye rooted in truth, clarity, and purpose. “Goodbye” tells the story of walking away without regret no love lost, no looking back. Smooth vocals, cold honesty, and a message every real one can feel.

GOODBYE

[Verse]
Euphoria
I feel it when you hold me
When you touch me, it's euphoria
I think you do it on purpose
I'm certain
When you touch me, it's euphoria
Falling in your ocean
Drowning in euphoria
Drowning in euphoria
Drowning in euphoria

[Chorus]
I pulled up off the street
Took two down, help me bleed
Hate when I'm in that mode
I should pull up with exotic
And your ex man, he a zero
But he still give you your problem
Let me put you on a jet now
Take you to the motherland
Euphoria

[Verse]
Tryna get lil' baby out that spandex
She don't need no friends
She got big plans
But she don't need a man with big bands
She don't need a man with big bands
But she want one
And she got one
Euphoria
When you see me, you adore me
Ain't nobody put it on me
Before you
Euphoria
I think you do it on purpose
I'm certain
When you touch me, it's euphoria

[Chorus]
I pulled up off the street
Took two down, help me bleed
Hate when I'm in that mode
I should pull up with exotic
And your ex boyfriend, he a zero
But he still give you your problem
Let me put you on a jet now
Take you to the motherland
Euphoria

Euphoria Ft. Nyx Ava

produced by https://soundcloud.com/bobbydexter
featuring https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific

verse

flipping switchblades bitch wait for the tidal wave
ignorant shit bumping green day - holiday
cruising with the windows rolling all the way down
what to say now bitches getting laid out

in the front seat cooling making things strange
flick the lighter flame you can call me dante
blonde hair blue eyes not in that way
eating pizza with the homies ristorante

i wanna be honest when im with you but just trust me 
all of these fakes be on the come up its disgusting
i tip my nike hat to the haters in back
with my boys on the road im jack kerouac

you better take this shit cause i aint faking shit
not in an underwater cavern wearing bape and shit
your beats is baby shit, i pour the grape and shit
pray my mother listen to all my forsakenings

chorus

you wanna know whats wrong with me
fucked up in the limousine
just another fucking song to sing
hot pursuit while i chase my dreams

sadboy's verse
ive been in the limo feeling tired 
light reflects off of the chrome plated tires 
hotbox the back of the car 
gas in the tank were going far 
remember back when they said wed never make it 
i dont have the time to think about a fake bitch
 they said wed never be anything 
now your girl calls me her everything
 begging for rides and a wedding ring
 i just skrt off the lot this aint meant to be
 stop killing the mood with yo attitude 
keep taking shit im coming after you 
i could fit the whole team in the backseat 
rolling backwoods of the dash we 
couldnt give less of a fuck about the ops 
we never stop for no ops 
you sending shots we pull up on the block 
in that limousine and then you get dropped
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
POORKID'S WORLD PART 1
THE ROSE CHRONICLES
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
a collection of songs that i
done did that loosely follow
a story of depression and
love featuring some of my
                goons
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
featuring 
https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
https://soundcloud.com/itspete

produced lovingly by
https://soundcloud.com/heart-breakhill
https://soundcloud.com/nogcha_loops
https://soundcloud.com/cphbeats
https://soundcloud.com/bobbydexter
https://soundcloud.com/synthetic_dream
https://soundcloud.com/huchick

i can't believe i get to say this is my album, thank you all for listening and supporting me and helping me grow while i start my career as a soundclout rapper/sadboy vocalist. Im only gonna get better for you people <3

poorkid's world part 2 coming soon

-poorkid

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its normal to be sad <3
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