w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

without you「krave + odel」

@venusrose4u
@kojowav
@glassxhotel

(syringe angel)
ketamine like kerosine
 i feel the heat
 always worried abt ruin this shit 
bb it’s a paradise to feel so fucking numb 
sticky embrace of suffering for all the time

(venus)
you’re so mean, i don’t get it
i’m so weakk, i’m so damaged

i’m all alone again
can we make amends
you’re getting in my head
will it ever end?

i can’t breathe right now
can’t speak right now
you stole my sound
i’m so let down

all i want is your love, i’m so dumb
& every time it makes me feel so numb

(yggd)
numb, oh bb close ur eyes around the shadows
go...or maybe go 2 sleep around the gallows
maybe it sounds so sick but u know iam
im loosin everything pretending its ok :/

heat

Spotify

heat + venus rose (kojo)

promise「jxlyy + odel + kimzhel」

https://open.spotify.com/album/3in5iS6xpNDVdZcJt71qOr?si=7EPcY2oEQQWkLW92rkzBDg

prod @silversxo @prod-roxa @methboiswag
feat @pradaaslife
art by @ddbkm the goat
swedish anthem fr

lyrics
just so alone all the time
(oh how i wish that i got back to you)
yeah but you know that's a lie
(hope you could feel the same i do)
just so alone all the time
(oh how i wish that i got back to you)
yeah but you know that's a lie
(feels like this happens everytime)

it feels so wrong
feels like you took my heart and stabbed it
just turn it off
i don't wanna keep on fighting
(i'm just gonna play along)
oh i'm so sorry for what i did
for what i did wrong
when i just wanna be a star

it feels so wrong
feels like you took my heart and stabbed it
just turn it off...
i don't wanna keep on fighting
(i'm just gonna play along)
oh i'm so sorry for what i did
for what i did wrong
when i just wanna be

alone all the time
(oh how i wish that i got back to you)
yeah but you know that's a lie
(hope you could feel the same i do)
just so alone all the time
(oh how i wish that i got back to you)
yeah but you know that's a lie
(feels like this happens everytime)

[@pradaaslife]
hear me out from the top floor
yeah i’m on your stereo 
count it up when i get bored 
nah you cannot let me go
tuchel mind playing games in my head when I’m off that dro
bank called me up yeah they told me i’m so up

racks on me yeah i run up
two bags gone when the sun up
always see the light through the tunnel
stones purple and pink like a munna
yeah just know when i got my shades on my mind on some trouble 
yeah you see how i get my bandz up still I’m staying humble (nah)

senses ft. pradaaslife (silver + roxa + methboiswag)

w/ @plasticgirl1

prod permafrost

mix + master by @dthxrgt

patchwork

patchwork w/ rezlaine (permafost)

s/o @pw4prez this beat insane

suicide wings they protect me
30 stories up dk my luck im feeling testy
everyday im waking up im breaking out my best weed
everytime im freaking out can u get out my head pls
ill be honest i dnt think im getting bettr
im pouring out my feelings n u didnt read the lettr
i dnt think tht i can go on im succumbing to the pressure..
i got way2much to do but im not gonna live forever

suicide wings they protect me
30 stories up dk my luck im feeling testy
everyday im waking up im breaking out my best weed
everytime im freaking out can u get out my head pls
its way to much i cant keep up
jus take my soul n carry on
i break apart reveal the truth
from the start i bleed for u..

eternal haunting
hateful feelings spawning
wait forever,,no responding
take my soul n call it bonding
woah..where did u go
i need my heart back i need the flow
now my lungs r black im breathing shallow
my minds all filled w faces tht idk

spotify ^w^

wings prod sochi

Disgrace w/ tera (jonny)

help me [prod. senses]

https://on.soundcloud.com/N4ABuT1cYbPBnTC9A

https://on.soundcloud.com/Z9gAv5vkDecRguGV8

echo ft. slushhkitten [prod. 5v]

snore (basic whores) [prod. souljuhed]

goddess of decay and rebirth
@1ilith
@decayedd

wings prod sochi

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