cant give u want u want

be gone

Ode To Lilith (Instrumental)

Death By Succ

beginning of the end

Acclaimed singer, songwriter and multi-instrumentalist AK Patterson announces her haunting new single ‘I don’t know how to die’, out everywhere on the 20th November.

The powerful new track is a fight against the personal struggles the artist has faced in recent years, including losing her voice after a nervous breakdown and choosing to split from her band of the past 5 years.

I Don't Know How to Die

i fell in love with drugs w/wtftrav

2 birds

when neanderthal_thebozo gets into his introspective bag and turns to sample-heavy shoegaze and makes a collab album with jane remover

uglybozobirth2007

when neanderthal_thebozo gets into his introspective bag and turns to sample-heavy shoegaze and makes a collab album with jane remover (on their phone)

uglybozobirth2007[phonedemo]

accidently switching my eroge vn with an eroguro vn at the ethical goonsesh and getting kicked out

halo (sapjer)

You
Can’t hold
Me down
I
Will find
My crown

I raised my hands up above
So far below I had come from
I am still so blind
My eyes can’t see in the light
I’m just like you
I raised my hands up above
So far below I had come from
I am still so blind 
My eyes can’t see in the light
I’m just like you

Okay
Let’s say one day
They take it all away
What then?
Think quick
Will it be okay?
No key
No cage
They took it all away
No way back home
Will it be okay?
Just tell me now
Oh you’re killing me
I’m way too cold for you hold me
You’d bring me down
I see it burning
Up far too high for you to reach me

I can take it further than this
Never repent for my sins 
Tell me how it moves
How it sees
I will push a blade through the Heart of God
Heart of God
Dogma will now starve
I will play my part

I’d rather dance alone
Wouldn’t you love to watch me fall
You are all so blind
The way is high
But your eyes are upon the ground

I Will Push a Blade Through The Heart of God

I once knew
What I thought was true
Hear me out
It can’t be helped

Well maybe I don’t wanna know
Lets keep it to a minimum
Check the time
I’m almost out

If it’s so perfect
Why do I feel so worthless
I think the rules aren’t working
Already made my mistakes
I played your game
And saved my face
I knew the stakes
I did it anyway
To get to me back to where I was
It’s not too late
Just let me go

Push me down
I’d never die here
Slit your throat
Before I cry I
I just know
We’re gonna do it again

Take me down
To see the sunrise
I forgot what I was looking for
One last time
I wanna see it again

Anti-Thesis

It’s way deep for me to cross here
I’m off it
I still don’t know
I still don’t know

It feels like I am at a crossroads
I’m awful
Cause I don’t know
Cause I don’t know

I see me look into our window
The paint peels off the walls
A place I thought I knew

I have so much to tell you
20 years of time
Can you pretend that you care
I won’t forget

Think it through
It’s just like just like time
I don’t mind but I don’t know
I still don’t know

I hope one day I’ll come and save me
I know what I said
Exonerate me
It’s not too late
To go and get it again

I thought it through
Won’t be like last time
I don’t mind
But I know 
But I know

Predetermine

The First Bride

The First Bride Alternate Version

Stillness in the Storm

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the musical equivalent of bum if that makes sense

AK Patterson is a London-based singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist whose music blends gritty honesty with haunting beauty. Known for her unflinching exploration of dark and complex themes, Patterson crafts songs that find hope in the bleakest corners of human experience.

Described by fans as “Buckley with boobs” (in reference to Jeff Buckley), she prefers to label her style as modern chamber pop fused with the melancholic spirit of 90s Lilith Fair.

Been playing guitar and bass since I was a kid.  Slowly transitioned to learning keyboard and drums as well.  Started writing my own songs when I was 15.  I’ve written well over 500 songs in my lifetime and am seriously seeking a deal to be a writer and get published.  Im registered with ASCAP and hope and pray daily for a major break. Check out my website at rorydavidmusic.com

Queer they/them system travelling through the oceans of 4/time dimensions.

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