YOU CHANGED IT?? WHERE ARE THE "YEAS" FROM BEFORE?!?! NOOOOOOOO

i miss her, but im glad im.... far from you

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

far from you

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prod https://soundcloud.com/shishy77 + https://soundcloud.com/prodsoulsss

she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

and i look in her eyes
and i just see a lie,
see the ghost of a smile
while i'm watching her cry, wondering why
nothing to live for, nowhere to die
look at the sky, stars in a flight
i just want love, guess it isn't my time

she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

i guess im the villain
gotta build my resistance
its a haunting existence
cause im the villain

evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

villain

villain (shishy/souls)

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

who r u? (yrsci + numb)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

@1yugenn
@nokiyzu
@mitsooya

notes:
yugen n i are rly proud of dis 1 hope it doesnt flop :3 enjoy!

(lyrics)

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

[mitsu]
wht do u want
i'm just a fool
wht do u want from me
i don't hve a clu#e
n i can't take
another1 sip
of dis liquor so i'll just have 2...
run back2u
【x2】

[yugen]
running back 
bby i just want ur love again##
n i been lost all the way i think its till the end
all the times i asked you out
u said it just depends
ppl tell me 2 b happy but i really cant :/

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

hook

back2u +yugen (noki)

getawayy feat. wells, blxty, popstarbills, idiot, roxas (taylor+kuru)

basically twitterloser but i’m even more mad

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[verse]
get out my head
wish u were dead
yeah when i bled
u laughed n stared
while i was down bad
left with dread
without a friend 
left in the end

i’m all alone and i’m ok with that
as long as u stay way the fuck right back 
yeah baby don’t attempt to come right back
cuz baby i don’t rlly know ‘bout that

[pre-chorus]
and even though u been gone from my life so long
ur presence lingers on and on
and all those scars u left on me
just make me want to fucking scream

[hook]
i h8 u! 
despise u! >:(
ur the reason i’m this way
suicidal
can’t get up, no
ur the reason i’m this way
i’m numb to 
the pain now :/
ur the reason i’m this way
your lies and 
your fake love
ur the reason i’m this way

[verse]
yeah it’s so hard for me to just pretend 
it’s all ok
when u were close to me, and u just gave my love away 
i trusted u, guess that’s too bad :/
i shoulda knew, it makes me mad >:(

well it’s ur loss
n it’s ur fault 
that we fell apart
n u left me to rot 
what we had, i laid it to rest
those wasted years, i feel regret

[pre-chorus & hook]

[outro w/ 28 ppl :o]

ur the reason im this way (jane remover)

@notlieu
produced by @threedimensionsapart

far from you

luvlxckdown

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