looking back 4 years ago when i first heard this song, i should've held her hand

i dont want to killl myself

mixed, mastered, and produced by me

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
and i run

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

stream

run run run

far from you

stop listening to this song

prod wayza + ragedrugg
with @trustt + @prkrblu + @1crusafix

lyrics:
@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

@trustt
why u mad
is it cuz im different?
fuck fuck fucked up
i can't see 
think i lost my vision
they gon talk down bitch
i never let that hit me tho
see me goin up rn?
i can't fold rn
ima stab u in the back 
ima make sure that u down
ima pull the knife right out
and i know that makes u mad
and i know that makes u mad

@prkrblu
uh-uh-uh-i-i be making money now they mad
i-i-i aint gonna listen that shit trash
uh-uh-uh-uh-i-i i be blowing off the map
u-u-u u be in ur twenties calling me a faa-bleep
im  with ellie we gon fuckin spin yo block
feel like crusafix cuz ima paint ur blood like ross
made that boy retire like its mo$h
and i feel like prkr plz go get a fucking job

@1crusafix
empty out da clip, hunnid bullets through his neck
steady talkin shit, u talkin shit up on da net
pockets fat like peter griffin
codeine what im sippin
tryna runaway, but my choppa got the distance
why u mad, ah-ah-ah-uh ah-ah
why u madd, ah ah -ah-ah-ah-ah
(wait)
why u mad? is it cause' I'm in my bag,
choppa shooting out, ill turn dat bitch into a tag. 

@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

spotify

ur mad prod wayza + ragedrugg

intro

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

beat prod by me
@1fns
@pincode8485
mixing by
@bedhead2001
bonus track on
"silhouettes"
coming soon TM

losing myself ft 8485

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3wGuOZiFXDZlwD3gMYI0rt
production/backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

Spotify

agony

music video :)

missing u (prod. deadat18)

yurms + blackwinterwells - died in ur arms (fatherblaze)

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

helix tears - tell me feat. goonncity, noheart, novagang and friends (prod. delto, angelus)

produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me @scrufff and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu

mixed and mastered by me

//LYRICS:

didn't care about it in the first place
how do you look so good on your worst day
it's not fair at all, how I feel great
ion gotta care at all, how you antagonize me

i'm, so, done wit it all
gotta life, imma throw it away overall
it's like week, after week, i'm so done get it off
but eventually... you know we all go fall away
(that again)

nevermind, imma stop talking bout my time
got so much ice up on my wrist I can't get caught between the lines
i don't know you anymore so i don't know why you just try
it's cool, but i don't really even wanna die

it's cool, but i don't really even wanna try
are you ok, I don't really even wanna lie
stop acting, like it's not ok to cry
it doesn't really have to be ok to say goodbye
(that again)

thank you for listening!!!!

i'm so done

https://open.spotify.com/album/1XWjuVYPyTieFN4M4y0Us3

art by @n9kki on ig

featuring
@p4rkr
@wido123456789

prod
@blackwinterwells

cruel w/ wido & quinn

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

all of a sudden they wanna text me
i feel like the outcast yea they dont get me
everyday an overcast, its getting windy
and ive been down u feel me

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

and my head hurts yea i need to get up
all of the voices i hear need to shut up
i swear that ur perfect u dont need no makeup
she said its not working yea she wanna break up
baby u can go
baby u can leave me
but there's something in u only i can see
im addicted to her cause she's what i need
i cant feel nothing if i cant bleed

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again

overcast

i made the beat if it says (original song)

give yourself a hug

luvlxckdown

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