lightheaded

midwxst + dltzk - ##GraveedUp (prod. dltzk)

#セ

guitar by the v talented @ayyitsryo
prod. @jimmydagum & me :p
mixing by me :0



lyrics:

i wasnt ready for ya call but i said i was
i wasnt ready for it all just to fall at once
i guess its over now
guess it was over done

oh my god 
goin crazy again
3PM 
ignorin all of my friends

you took everything 
took my energy

my mental medal 
baby i was in the first place
and we were cruisin through the thursdays 
early

weekends id spend 
time and money on you
and we would kill the time
hours gone in my room

but we were young and dumber 
fuckin off and on all day 
sleepin through the summer
drivin in the alleyways

drivin me insane
i would never keep up
could never keep up
it was all just a matter of 

time
i was ignorin all the signs
when we would say that we were fine 
but the tension kept buildin
i put my feelins to the side

and to this day i cant decide
if what we did was the right thing
my inner voices keep fighting
remember you were indecisive

so i think im 
finna let go
feelin like shit at home
i dont wanna pick up my phone
i dont wanna go outside
i dont wanna hear the ringtone
all alone

oh my god
i dont wanna hear you talk
cant believe we fell in love
back of my car 
you were sitting on top
with your head in my arms
and ya chest on my heart

omg (ryo + st jimmy + NATE!)

if im a newgen lil bitch u a ps1!!!!
thank u dltzk
shoutout funeral shotout blxty thats my 4L @funeral @blxty
EP soon..........

newgen w/ funeral + blxty (jane remover)

@prodsoma
@carna007
im at the barrel of a gun.

lyrics
(rubywitch)
im at the barrel of a gun
my life be hangin from a ribbon like i don kno wut i won
u can meet me at the finsh line, call me when ur done
i said winnings not enough 
im tryna get out of the rough 

my ride it jus gets rougher 
high tide i sink i blunder
don cry realize don wonder
does all the fun hurt?
i couldnt help but wonder
midnight rlly burns but i swer i think the suns worse
it still rlly hurts i swear i can feel my lungs burst
u still wanna heart ur still gonna hav to gimme 1 first
memory in parts, fuk im srry im still made of numbers

(carna) 
close the curtains
close the curtains
sick nd tired of ppl tellin me that im worthless
say that u luv me but ur the reason im hurting
thoughts of u wrap around my head like a turban
go to sleep wake up nd i still feel like shit
i...cant, keep livin like dis
i...cant, keep on fightin

i cant do this alone im losin my grip i think im losing control
(i don want u to go)
u don care bout me only care bout urself
wouldve been better off right by myself
i hope that u burn in hell

stream⚠

huntress ✰carna007 (soma)

Credits://
@prodelxnce
@bodygaard

Notes://
im one bad day from becoming the person on the cover...
im losing it...
plz help...

Lyrics://
ouch wtf
i just been here chillin in the cut
(like what)
till you decided to act tough
can you shut it cuz i’m busy rolling up

if you want to hold a grudge then keep it tucked
are you done i’m tryna go and get some lunch
you can’t pin it on me if you’re life sucks
cuz it’s gone on & on & on, long enough

i ain’t ever tread lightly
if you got a problem come and find me
you don’t ever talk of me highly
so i can never put that shit behind me

i can tell you want to be me ok
that fine but you have to wait
in line, in time you will find your place
don’t mind the shade when you on my wave

think it would be better if i was, (dead) nah
said he gonna kill me cuz i won’t stop
who the fuck is you, sorry i forgot
but bro won’t keep his word cuz he lies a lot

i ain’t ever tread lightly
wanna go astro just like Kylie
you don’t ever talk of me highly

wish i could get away from you
but this whole ordeal has turned severe
you aren’t the one i’ve learnt to fear
cuz you can’t ignore me when i appear

anytime anywhere you’re going
i’ll be right there, fuck about a motive
living rent free, had to smell the roses
so what you focus on is not my problem anymore

#IAmDelusional (prod. elxnce)

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inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

stream

what i needed

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

ft. @josslockwood
guitar by @kayzelledagum
mixing by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @destructionmanual on instagram

time w/ joss lockwood (st jimmy + kayzelle)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

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Help Me w/ Osquinn

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

micro-edits & mixing by grandee

@angelus7k
@gnde
@blackwinterwells

monster feat angelus & grandee prod blackwinterwells

hey lol 
follow @chanelfather he da best human creature on earth

1screwdriver

1screwdriver + chanelfather (freddiexo)

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

give yourself a hug

luvlxckdown

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