tf i should've listened this before and like it, anyway track is bop n lileffort never dissapoints as always

Sad Beats #3 ☹✧・ﾟ:*

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

leave me aside w/ angelicxmei (diligence)

featuring @1kidsora @mayflowermoe @miraie
prod @y4ndere
mastered by @josuanatanaell
186 bpm if any osu mappers here LOL
lyrics:

jacy ~

everytime i c ur face i wanna leave i wanna restart
wishin u could see me be me see that im a star
we should talk more, i rlly dont know who u are
ye u could see we winnin soon as we start (j-j-jacy)
in the nyteclub say she know what i love
w-w-when the lights up yea until the nights done
she love my style, she love my fashion
its been a while, idk what happened

sora ~

i just wanna keep it close, but you keep it so distant
i just wanna keep my hope up-
but its missing
i keep on talkin & talkin, & she just walkin & walkin
baby theres no other option, you gotta listen- yuhhhhh.
but i know she'll come around
shorty see my crown, bruh
now she wanna get attached-
yuhhhhhhh-
shorty step back
cause i dont want you on my back-
i cant really deal with that, yuhhhhh.

may ~

and im wondering how the hell that happened
paranoia mixed with my anxious attachment
wish i had common sense but idk what that is
anxiety turn my body into fragments
i dont know who i am, im just chilling in my villa
i know u want me dead, i dont think i wanna see ya
start a whole new life cause im bored of the previous
ya cause that shit was getting tedious
im a popstar ima mf idol
u be tripping i be sittin on this high note
get off my shit u cant fuck with me and my dough
dont know what reason i should care but what do i know
on my idol shit i dont talk to bozos
fuck with me and u fuckin with miraie tho 

miraie ~

I let my mind take a rest yeah, I've been dizzy
Fed up with the choices I made, I miss Vivy
I look up at the sky, flowers near the train station
Swimming from the bottom, on my way to be a dragon

I look back at the memories I wanna take my heart out
Take a hammer wanna crush it, see it bleed, see me hurt
I missed you, pretty girl
I wanna cry out loud, oh time's up
-

distant w/ kid sora, mayflower, & miraie (yandere)

ill wait a 1000 days...

produced by @winter

yea i hide my pain
yea i keep it all inside
i love all my friends
but i shouldnt cut the ties
i love when it rains
they dont see me when i cry
i try all my best
all u do is step aside

i panic so hard
soooo
i let my guard off

breath... calm
theres too much
stuff going on
everynight
it brings me on
i told uu
theres something off

and u left a smile
i wonder what it said
i try my best
u never seem to care
bleed from my wrist
its loud in my head
there must be a poison
behind this mess

how do i find a way
is there even a one?
im lost
im lost
im looost

and ill just sing and dance
ill wait a 1000 days
it may just tore me to shreds
but how do i get a(way)

1000 days (winter)

Credits://
@benxni
@skoolio
@bodygaard

Notes://
From 🇨🇦 to 🇯🇵...
Made with love...
We're fast ur last...
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bodyGaard & BENXNI - Street Style ⌈街 スタイル⌋ (prod. skoolio)

@i9bonsai
@y4ndere
lyrics
Tell me it's gonna be alright (Alright)
Let me trust my heart let me trust my soul
Gotta thing for you can't you see (Can't you see)
Let my guard down once now I can't feel safe 

I just wanna feel safe I just wanna feel safe
I wanna fall in love
I wanna feel safe I wanna feel safe
Let my guard down (Down) (Down) (Down) (Down) 

I wrote my feelings in a song now, I wanna let it go!
Held your hand in the snow now, I really wanna know!
Do you think of me cause I think of you
Everytime I sleep I dream of you...

When I wake up I feel alone
Have my friends by my side but I still feel alone
When you want something, you can't have
Hold in your tears and just laugh

I don't wanna talk and I don't need more...
Ima go a newpath and close that door
You don't really kno what I got in store
In store for myself Ima need that
Oo do you really kno
Oo yh I jus gta go
I've been down down this road before
You got me got me so damn torn

Wait I don't wanna risk that
I don't even know how I can get back
Maybe the first time but its last
Hope I don't see you down this path...

I don't wanna talk and I don't wanna run
Do i got more love? I got no more love
Pack my bags its the same same stuff
Leave me right out leave me out to rust
What's that's what this what's this all?
You jus wanna see me fall, please don't please don't call
Go to waste yh all in all

all alone w/ i9bonsai (yandere)

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

Track 2 for "through your eyes"

lyrics:

cant resist the capture, capture,
caught me and then twisted me,
you caused a fragile fracture,
took all the money, left no fraction,
fucking up some social interactions.

in my head i see my thoughts,
take my laptop lease them all,
watch me drop down on the floor,
i know you wanna get some more,
and with them bats and with them crows,
turn you around and kick your door,
feelin like I am liam neeson,
tie you up, your face is pog.

in your mouth i put that 4.
a big knife i just forged,
put it up on your nose,

shooting up my own eyes, eyes,
cover up my own blood, blood,
capture, capture, capture,
capture, capture, capture, 
capture, capture, capture, 
capture, capture, capture, 

shooting up my own eyes, eyes,
covering my own blood, blood,
covering my own blood, blood,
shooting up all my heart, heart.

cant resist the capture, capture,
caught me and then twisted me,
you caused a fragile fracture,
took all the money, left no fraction,
fucking up some social interactions.

cant resist the capture, capture,
caught me and then twisted me,
you caused a fragile fracture,
took all the money, left no fraction,
fucking up some social interactions.

cant resist the capture, capture,
cant resist the capture, capture,
cant resist the capture, capture,
cant resist the capture, capture,

capture

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

(dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

imma let you go
imma let you be
i know i’m annoying
and i know you’re sick of me
baby just don’t leave
you don’t have to fucking go
or else i’m gone go sleep
and i’m gonna dream so more
it’s a nightmare 
that i see in my dreams 
and it’s not fair
she be stalking me it seems
but shes not there
idk what i’m supposed to do
and everything is fucked up
cause i think of you
all the time

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

girl in a dress (dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

dolly + alice + angelus - leg room [prod. dolly + alice]

FOLLOW ME ON IG https://www.instagram.com/ssyyko/

[syko]

Took the backyards 
All the way under my skin 
Graze my head 
Imaginary fucking friends 
Sick in the head 
You’re always playing pretend 
Delivered to read 
I still love you! 

Can we make out in the bathroom?
Our stars don’t align but I always chose you 
My life is a mess 
But I still want her
I became my best just on my own 
Don’t look down! 
It’s just a DAY TO REMEMBER!
Kings crattle hangs from your chamber

[GLAIVE] 

Recording on the Polaroid
You can’t even dance back 
I can’t even think straight 
Always got a headache 
We can head downtown 
It can be a lesson 
I think we should maybe get away from this crowd 
But I know think about it 
Put your boyfriend in doubt 
And you really fucking hated me 
Mistakes it for love 
You been rolling on the floor 
I’ve been rolling on drugs 
Imma tell a story & it goes like this! 
And your aiming for the spot 
Can you Lean in for a kiss ? 
And you know he has a girlfriend 
Now you’re fucking pissed 

[syko] 


Can we make out in the bathroom?
Our stars don’t align but I always chose you 
My life is a mess 
But I still want her
I became my best just on my own 
Don’t look down! 
It’s just a DAY TO REMEMBER!
Kings crattle hangs from your chamber

111 SECONDS IN HEAVEN ft. GLAIVE(PROD. DEAD*AT*18)

to everyone new and old who've been supporting me. thank you :)

production: noki @nokiyzu
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:
just a while ago, i was callin your phone
hitting you up all night, saying:
“i love you, goodbye”
now all our texts are so dry
but at least my streams going high
i really do not know why :/
it’s so funny you’re talking to me
when you see me, moving like stocks in the scene
don’t act like you know me
if you see me on your feed

fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me
fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me

yeah i spent all my nights
stayed up, writing these fucking lines
wasting my energy and time
(god damn, i really need a life)
just know that i will never fold
cuz i got me and all my bros
strapped up and ready to fucking go
if u keep talking shit, you hoe
shout out to all my goons
kenny, gage, eric too!
the real adventure was the friends i made so far it seems.
you’re all i fucking need.
you’re all i fucking need.
(except for you bitch. fuck you! :D)

fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me
fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me

stream <3

twitterloser (noki)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PDebqHSQ1GztmM2y1O0wa?si=L2cUSHRFSNCWJQ9Jd4ZQ0A

close my hands like amen 
i dont pray to god i pray for payments
never-needed demon like satan
sacrifice myself to paimon

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do

im blessed that im nothing left 
i could write it on my chest with no ink it's red
am i ready to fall for them
my darkest truths
inside its you outside i lose
my mind: not bound by time
and the way that i lie 
its a fucking crime
i can only stay true when im splitting in two
cause theres only one glue when im apart its true

taste the rain its like wine
u get urs ill keep mine
cause sumtimes i would cry
itll wash off just like bye

fall has come and gone again
i was left without a friend
paint by number comprehend
the things i draw and recommend cause

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do (x2)

Fall (never Again)

life be hella fucking tough
i know
that im not really enough
i know
that im always fucking up
i know
that you think im fucking dumb
im a psycho

you dont even hear from me
what the fuck you want from me?
i need fucking energy
please dont fucking play with me
you say that you chose to stay
please dont fucking go away
actually...
get the fuck outta here
YOU FUCKING CUNT!!!

life be hella fucking tough
i know
that im not really enough
i know
that im always fucking up
i know
that you think im fucking dumb
im a psycho
(x2)

low effort (lileffort)

luvlxckdown

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