i guess in the end, i just screwed up everything. Do you hate me now?

ouchie

tell me w/ bunny & ivvys [prod. awwboy]

w/ @emotionals
**out now on spotify

i been on higher ground
better off lookin down
7s goin round
pullin up to ur town
better watch ur mouth
we’ll take u down
my boys stay loud
mess around n find out
(repeat chorus again)
-
-
yea, said she wanna go with me i make her come my way
shawty want the cake so you know i be celebratin
no i dont know you why u tryna say my name thats lame
no i dont f*ck with u cuz u dont seem to understand
woah, bad bitch wanna go home
said i wanna lay low
i dont wanna love ya
i just wanted your time
nah it aint a crime
just like stars we shine
neverending light
all the stars in line
when you smile i cry
everytime you say it
all the times i try 
-
she my starqueen
ooh girl your eyes look like daydreams
can't go to sleep when u make me feel things
who comes at night a star that never dim
yea she my starqueen, she give me that light in a smokescreen
i really wanna see my starqueen
drivin on a drop top travellin lightspeeds
yea she my starqueen, she give me that light in a smokescreen
-
i been on higher ground
better off lookin down
7s goin round
pullin up to ur town
better watch ur mouth
we’ll take u down
my boys stay loud
mess around n find out
(repeat chorus again)

right now

spotify

right now ft. emotionals (emo)

(gurushawty + cloudbxy)

maybe i should call
i dont wanna bother you
dont bother you at all
maybe its all my fault
im sorry for it all
i try to think of words to say
but they wont come at all
because of you
i know that i fucked up
you
have never gave a fuck
you
i tried to risk it all
you
have never gave a fuck

yea im finna get to the cash now
yea im finna get to these racks now
we hit up saks and we get the racks out
you dont want smoke so you better pipe down
switch up on my bros i cant do
walk into the trap looking brand new
switch up on my bros i cant do
walk up in the function brand new
rhinestones on my jeans and they shine
oh how you so beautiful and you so fine
and im wondering still if you are mine?
oh why do i try?

maybe i should call
i dont wanna bother you
dont bother you at all
maybe its all my fault
im sorry for it all
i try to think of words to say
but they wont come at all
because of you
i know that i fucked up
you
have never gave a fuck
you
i tried to risk it all
you
have never gave a fuck

Maybe I Should Call?

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

prod. @resolve1k

LYRICS:

hook

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

verse

never down bad can make a rack in my nightmares
take a step back had to go n get my mind clear
n i been fuckn up (x3)
but its ok if ur right here

dont wait
pls dont waste no time come n take my hand
it aint no way
i wont interact if we aint talking bands
this time i wont go away sticking to the plan
cuz lately i been feeling growing pains
(and i hope you understand)

i got 2 much up on my plate
30 racks jus hit the bank
30 clip so u know im safe
running quick cant leave a trace
if u dont know then i dont know
n i count the racks with my eyes closed
(and if u want, girl we can go)

hook (2x)

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

falling (prod. inno)

prod @yashio20k x @zixdown
mix & master @chriad

LYRICS : 
ik ur js like them i swear ur my hell
think ill be there soon cuz u kill me so well
guess im waitin… all by myself
i wont fight it. i wont cry for help

i js popped a pill now i wait for it 2 kick off
tell me is this real love… 
or shld i go n kick rocks
n ik i got u pissed off
u stole my hrt pick lock
dropped a pill inside this henny cup its filled up

i make one mistake n then its all my fault
all this weight on me sometimes it takes a toll
i start to think that u wna see me fall
cuz u wont pick me up when i gotta stand tall

i stay up grind my teeth
i got a blood all on my t
she say tht she lov me n im a star omg!!
took anothr im a Feennnnn
i found a pill in my jeans
ion ever get no sleep, 2 busy thinkng bout u n me
i cry 4 u id die 4u
y u leav idgi man im so confused
i js poppd a xn n i popd me 3 blues
got u on my mind want u in my rooom

MV OUT NOW

stand tall (yashio x zixdown)

@mental

ive been living fast but im dying so slowly
wishing for a change every day ive been hoping
crying in my bed i think thats how ive been coping
i can barely see with my eyes wide open
ive been feeling worthless, tell me whats my purpose
i feel like a burden, am i even worth it
i cant even hide it, its all on the surface
i cant look you in the eyes cause it always make me nervous

i cant take any more of the sorrow
i dont think i wanna wake up tomorrow
i always lose thats the hardest pill to swallow
keep losing my friends thats why my heart is always hollow

im not ok but i’ll keep playing pretend
its like every time i get up i just fall over again
in the cycle every day, think im gonna go insane
don’t know how much longer my heart can withstand all of this pain

hollow (mental)

[victxrw]

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

[ch2rms]

i cant take it any longer
other words i do not even bother
oh cause it dont work
and we strangers again and again
we going up off in circles
and u calling me out which is very hurtful
take her took you to the grave thats a dirtful
so much lean so i gotta stay purple

?

[victxrw]

its all over again
hate going from friends to strangers
to lovers, then strangers again
im feeling exhausted
tired of getting injured, healing, then injured again :(

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

from lovers to friends to strangers ft. ch2rms (poni)

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3U578ZQWzil2mILcukUzdk?si=CEGVFxrZQ26lEgCseoBbgQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4hmcQnGQdtz23kZjqnIXUG
beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

arid + karson - it's over (neohn)

gonna try for 1 more song before new yrs///
@neoprada  @dimpleb #beautifuldayguaranteed
#####
(oh, oh)
(i'll wait for you)
just tell me you're safe
tell me your okay
i'll cherish every moment
what you want me to say? (hello)
when i had no friends that would call me  (you say hey)
and last year she want me so bad
baby you know that 
i hope that she knows that

now she don't wanna text back
ay, i wake up head is spinning still
i'm gonna blow my brains out
i just wanna know
if your still missing me
i need that
(but not one call or text)
guess i just gotta laugh it off
(if i had you i would have it all)

@lifegiverr

just tell me what u really want
and what u really need
just cut the silence baby cant u tell its killing me
its all the violence in my heart and thats whats eating me
yeah ive been bleeding from the start i just want u to see

u want to play these games
just tell me who u are
i been away for so long girl u feel so far
i know its different noww
but thats just who we are 
and i just hope that u know that

Maybe I Should Call?

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