this life is so fuckin trash, i don't wanna do this
suicidal bitch, i just rly fuckin hate it
and i rly love the pain, cut my body up today
i dont wanna be here, i just wanna decay

i am just so fuckin done, everythings so painful
crying in my room, and im staring at the ceiling
yeah you broke my mental, threw it in the fuckin trash
you got what you fuckin want, kill myself and fucking rot

suicidal bitch (feat. ar7em) *prod. dj splash*

so confusing (feat. ar7em) *prod. dj splash*

count the days till september 20 basically haha ill turn 18 and leave dcf care <3 very soon guys
@hxnterbtw
roxu:
count the days till i am free
in my head no one can see
and im screaming in my sleep
i think everyones against me 

hate this fucking place
this is not a fucking home
wanna end my fucking life
i just wanna be free

hxnter:
i wanna be free
from all this fucking pain
i wanna be me
and smile so happily
i wanna say so much
but i dont have the words
i know that im the worst
i know that im the worst

i fucking hate my life
i fuckign wanna die
i get so fucking scared
pls tell me its not a lie

i fucking hate my life
i fuckign wanna die
i really need some help
or i might kill myself

i might just kill myself...

ohhh ohhhhhhh

count the days till im free (feat. hxnterbtw) *prod. luvroxu*

zombie suicide /w Kon (HellA)

i took this song right out of DDR lol

met her in the club
yeah she lit this place up
she got rainbow colored hair
and some tiny fuckin jeans

yeah i added her on myspace
and we're textin all the time
i just really wanna know 
do u wanna be mineee


piercings dyed hair
skinny jeans and kandi
shes a little cutie
wanna be with her

scene queen we're a pair
monsters and band tees
shes a little cutie 
wanna be with her

wanna be with her! *prod e-rotic*

Master @k1ttyf4ngz and mix me and @iamsodead  also I mix with headphones so please listen with XD

Lyrics:  
(Hook)
I don’t know what you think you’re doing,
Left me bleeding, cute and ruined,
Told you I’d die if you weren’t mine,
So now I’m cute and decomposing.

 So Was I ever yours at all,
Still waiting for you to come home,
You swore I’d matter I don’t,
Guess I rot real cute huh.

(Verse)
Do I look dead enough for you now,
I consist of rotten flesh,
I am not your little doll,
Pretty corpse behind the stall,
Tell me do you not feel at all, 
I was quiet, 
I was dull, 
tell me was I no good at all, 
I was nothing, paper doll.

(Hook)
I don’t know what you think you’re doing,
Left me bleeding, cute and ruined,
Told you I’d die if you weren’t mine,
So now I’m cute and decomposing.

 So Was I ever yours at all,
Still waiting for you to come home,
You swore I’d matter I don’t,
Guess I rot real cute huh.


Rotten gurl ( ´ཀ` ) (Prod.Omamurin)

know ft. hxnterbtw (prod. irlshitbih)

prod @g0re4ngel
mix and master @g0re4ngel

(lyrics)
im chop ur body up and throw it in the river
im in luv w alc ya watch my body wither
molly in my system ya whenever im w her
posted at the rave ya ik u want a picture
im chop ur body up and throw it in the river
im in luv w alc ya watch my body wither
molly in my system ya whenever im w her
when im at the party know im fucking up my liver

im stuck in a nightmare ya i thought i died there
seen her at the mall bb ya im tryna find her
pretty girl bright hair dont know if i like her
i been suicidal but bb only my knife cares
woah leave me in the snow woah watch me sniff my blow
2 much in my system ima overdose alc xanax molly got me moving slow

im chop ur body up and throw it in the river
im in luv w alc ya watch my body wither
molly in my system ya whenever im w her
posted at the rave ya ik u want a picture
im chop ur body up and throw it in the river
im in luv w alc ya watch my body wither
molly in my system ya whenever im w her
when im at the party know im fucking up my liver

suicide note

@birthdaysuicide 
instagram.com/birthdaysuicide
prod. purchase ur tracks today

baby let the ppl talk, they dont know you 
film me while im murdering, all dis stupid cunts
baby stab em up
lets go shopping, baby ill buy what u want 
lets go to a rave, party all night long 
baby drugs, yh i need them
but do you need me..?
im starving, baby can you see it
say you can see it, pls js see it 

baby im starving for you..

oh my godd, can you pls js hugg me 
hug me like a teddy bear 
and yea i need my mommy 
but she doesnt even want me 
baby im sorry.. 
am i too ugly? 
can you tell me 
am i too ugly 
baby pls come an fuck me

yh i know im fuckin ugly
can you still pls come and touch me

starving for you..

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/4LjH5syTs0SlVxGf7HZ8YP?si=1ec561fa0fbc446d

prod mix master ldlad

Lyrics :

Yeah
my room looks like a crime scene
no one bothered 2 solve
Clothes on the floor
problems I never resolve
Sink full of red 
looks like some1 coughed a lung
I aint fucking dying
and my heartbeat came undone

spilling my guts on the carpet floor
I didn't know where tf to go
crying alone
you mean so much to me ( shoutout snuff :D )
If you ask me how im doing
I would say I wanna bleed
leaking out the parts of me
I swore i'd never let you see
bb im the tinman
dripping slow like honesty
come and fucking cut me
if you really want me dying
I didnt know
where the fuck to go

Breaking my heart
everytime you text me i luv u
why would u lie
if you promised 2 b honest
Taking my knife n I keep
ripping at ur body
You know I feel nothing
not close 2 surprising
( shoutout Hauntingclaire )

chase u thru the night
im a killer in da dark
hide-and-seek
uh oh, you're gone
My brain’s a butcher shop
you can look around the hooks
every lie u fed me
in the corner of my looks

keep ripping at the versions of
you living in my head
You dyed your hair again
from purple to blue
3 2 1 hide n seek
lets go
pictures of ur corpse all
over my room
(x2)

spilling my guts on the carpet floor
I didn't know where tf to go
crying alone
you mean so much to me ( shoutout snuff :D )
If you ask me how im doing
I would say I wanna bleed
leaking out the parts of me
I swore i'd never let you see
bb im the tinman
dripping slow like honesty
come and fucking cut me
if you really want me dying
I didnt know
where the fuck to go