mixed by me
featuring @w6lker
produced by @w6lker
art by @1nvxderjax

https://instagram.com/1psion
https://instagram.com/hauntingclaire
https://instagram.com/jaxs_xanadu_

@1psion
I feel like nothing again
Tell me I’m something 
Started fucking cutting again
I feel disgusting
Don’t know if it’s worth it or not
Can’t ever trust things
Tied me down and left me to rot
I’m always struggling 

It’s so exhausting to look at my reflection
I’ve starved myself for days
All i want is perfection 
It feels like all i do is fuck up 
I’m an infection 
Quiet around all of my friends
Scared of rejection 

Obsessed with styros
Got razors on my night stand
I’m walking down a dark road
I’m anxious and im frightened
I don’t feel safe in my home
Might kill myself tonight 
And I’m drowning in my sorrow
I won’t be here tomorrow

@w6lker
And love won’t be enough if you leave me inside the cold
Leave me in frozen snow, and I'll be dying all alone
You never get it, but I'll cut until I'm seeing bone 
used for entertainment
I'm pathetic but it’s all I know 

I wish you would die with me
Conditioning me to bleed
I'm ugly & so obscene 
so I might never get it right
Suffering permanently
Ripping out all my teeth
Worthless and filled with hate 
You don’t deserve someone like me

On a four day bender I can’t remember 
Fucked up in a thought loop, and replay it forever 
Giving up on life because I know I won’t get better at all
Moving like a carousel and I'll be falling down in the hall

@1psion
I keep replaying everything that you said
Wish I was someone I’m not
I can’t get out of my bed
I fucked like everything up
How did i do it again
I’ll never be good enough 
Fuck I just want it to end

Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Yea I’m so fucking done
Yea I’m so fucking done
 
I feel like nothing again
Tell me I’m something 
Started fucking cutting again
I feel disgusting
Don’t know if it’s worth it or not
Can’t ever trust things
Tied me down and left me to rot
I’m always struggling 

It’s so exhausting to look at my reflection
I’ve starved myself for days
All i want is perfection 
It feels like all i do is fuck up 
I’m an infection 
Quiet around all of my friends
Scared of rejection 

Obsessed with styros
Got razors on my night stand
I’m walking down a dark road
I’m anxious and im frightened
I don’t feel safe in my home
Might kill myself tonight 
And I’m drowning in my sorrow
I won’t be here tomorrow

Tomorrow +hauntingclaire [claire]

prod ilybeam
this has like 10 months new song this friday on my main @xannndera

@1lav
let's just overdose
o-o-o-o-o overdose
we're on our own
let's do it all alone
baby I'm all yours
and I'll make you mine
baby turn around
so I can take your spine
she's an emo girl
she's the prettiest of them all
she got all the things I need
all the things that I would want
yes she wanna make me bleed
I guess I'm just fine with that
babygirl just fuck now
let me take off your pants
let's just overdose
o-o-o-o-o overdose
we're on our own
lets do it all alone
baby I'm all yours
and I'll make you mine
baby turn around
so I can take your spine

@xannndera
o-o-overdose
untill we fucking start shaking
we got so close
but we both know that we won't make it
on my own
o-o-o-o-on my own
and now I need it done
o-o-o-o-on my own
oh my god
don't hit me up
I gotta try it
make it fine
you were mine
I was so blind
baby please don't hit my line
benzos got me tripping now I cannot even tell
if I'm on my own or if I still wan' be with her

@1lav
let's just overdose
o-o-o-o-o overdose
we're on our own
let's do it all alone
baby I'm all yours
and I'll make you mine
baby turn around
so I can take your spine
she's an emo girl
she's the prettiest of them all
she got all the things I need
all the things that I would want
yes she wanna make me bleed
I guess I'm just fine with that
babygirl just fuck now
let me take off your pants

##PRETTY EMO GIRL + lavendr

OUT ON SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/14jDw43krGvfuChI1Zqt1d?si=09e9614658b144c8
mastered by @9surgery

𝓵𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼
@dollreal
i cnt be away from u
i got attachment issues
ill lock u up in my room
im sorry baby u cnt move
ill follow u everywhere u go
im a lil psycho
i jst hate 2 b alone
i jst hate 2 b alone
i know u kinda like it
its ur secret obsession
tht u hate to mention
ur guilty pleasure
tht u wanna die 4
tht u wanna die 4

@9surgery
xoxo pretty little psycho
party all night 
no ur not going home
xoxo pretty little psycho
cutting all then 
no ur not alone
pictures of the blood
paparazzi 
pictures of ur corpse
cameras flashing
meet u at the morgue 
no they won’t find me
hang u for the search party

@dollreal
i got attached i got obsessive
can u tell can u tell?
i got so mad tht i bashed ur head in
go to hell go to hell!
i want u 2 myself
plz dont look at no1 else
i know i get a lil 2 jealous
but u love it anyway

i cnt be away from u
i got attachment issues
ill lock u up in my room
im sorry baby u cnt move
ill follow u everywhere u go
im a lil psycho
i jst hate 2 b alone
i jst hate 2 b alone
I hate to b alone, i fkin hate it!
its ur secret obsession
tht u hate to mention
ur guily pleasure
tht u wanna die 4
tht u wanna die 4

attachment issues w/ 9surgery (glorygasp, xgatteora)

Lyrics: 

503scoob: 

I’m tryna hang myself feel like a bat
If I take it I cannot take it back
And she looks at me like that 
It’s a look so far passed sad
Baby I’m a goner
And my shadows the only one around me 
Like do I have a disease
I’m mixing all these fuckin potions to sleep
Hi Cs Oxys 
How can I live if I don’t feel alive 

Disoc8:

if i take it back
culd u evr take me backk?
omg im contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
co codamol then i extract
got my pipe its fucking packed
i still cant forget ur face
i still drunno how 2 act

Gutzxx: 

I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
you will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
and this bitch so ignorant 
I could never take her back
talking so much fucking shit
you don't know how to act

I could never take you back
your so controlling
and I hate like everything
everyday im crumbling
fuck it
your ruined me
everyday im in misery
and one day ima take my life
all I do is fucking cry

503scoob: 

Molly water got me floating on my back
I spill the drugs on my lap
I keep saying it’s the last time 
We both know that that’s a lie 
And I ain’t been alright
Like how you won’t take me back
So I’m just gon take my life 

Disoc8:

if i take it back
culd u evr take me backk?
omg im contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
co codamol then i extract
got my pipe its fucking packed
i still cant forget ur face
i still drunno how 2 act

Gutzxx: 

I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
you will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
and this bitch so ignorant 
I could never take her back
talking so much fucking shit
you don't know how to act

I could never take you back
your so controlling
and I hate like everything
everyday im crumbling
fuck it
your ruined me
everyday im in misery
and one day ima take my life
all I do is fucking cry

Take It Back w/disoc8 & gutzxx (aki)

feat. @imxofilo
feat. @disoc8
cover art by https://www.instagram.com/iam_doedoe

LYRICS:

[chorus - @lunagrace]

lets go for a ride in my pretty whip bro
bad bitches wanna drive, wit no windows
pretty high im pretty high, and i cant see yo
fairytale in my life, and i cant breath now

[verse - @disoc8]

let's get drunk and drive inside my hello kitty whip
"r u even good to drive?" baby i do not give a shit
throwing up throwing up out the window
i just blacked out and i woke up with a bimbo

all these faggots steady hating but these bitches heart my swag
oh my god im getting cravings can we finish this whole bag
tmz on me i can hear the cameras flash
oh me god i hate my fans i keep getting harassed

tell me what u want tell me what u wanna see
ill be anything u want and ill be anyone u need
i promise it's all ok u just gotta stick with me
cuz ill prolly kill myself if u ever try to leave

[chorus - @lunagrace]

lets go for a ride in my pretty whip bro
bad bitches wanna drive, wit no windows
pretty high im pretty high, and i cant see yo
fairytale in my life, and i cant breath now

[verse - @imxofilo]

lets go for a ride now in my new whip
party all day and all night, thats how it is
when they see my name, the ppl lose their shit
do this all the time, im boutta take a pic
im boutta take a pic, bad bitches are here to stay
i just wanna live my life and party every day
so imma do that, i dont give a fuck bout what u say
news report, everybody boutta know my name

[chorus - @lunagrace]

lets go for a ride in my pretty whip bro
bad bitches wanna drive, wit no windows
pretty high im pretty high, and i cant see yo
fairytale in my life, and i cant breath now

pretty lil whip! + xofilo + disoc8 (aki) [ALL PLATS]

pills + 503scoob + sedonicXD (glorygasp x lunagrace)

@hateoryx @imxofilo @veigayboy
www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
www.instagram.com/imxofilo/
www.instagram.com/veigayboy/
Cover art by: www.instagram.com/b_booppa_/
-
(Hook)
Heart beating fast like a drum
We only going up, & up, & up!
and this girl rlly loves me
n she always wanna fuck all the time
But I'm busy always tryna get on to my grind
Bitch I'm online shopping spending all this money
On fucking weed and clothes, I'm high & fly!
Baby wanna hit the cart and rip the bong
You're my biggest fan girl
Always singing my songs like yeah!

Rocking TapOut
Smoke and I won't tap out
He talking shit, Imma hit that boy with a roundhouse
Its crazy how since 13 I made cash on SoundCloud
Its crazy how I dont cap on shit that I rap about
You're words dont mean jack shit to me, I'll be the man I wanna be
And all you pussy wannabe's will never compare to me
I been scheming on the low, gotta move in silence
And I'm not worried bout a hoe, I'm on perfect timing

(Bridge)
None of you bitches even come close tome
Get the fuck out my vacinity
*xofilo glitches*

(xofilo)
I party all the time, every day and every night
I don't care bout what these bitches think
I'm always living life
She wanna suck me up but I don't got the time
I just want the money bitch I'm always on the grind
Yeah Yeah me and oryx in the club getting fucked up
Haters on some bullshit, I think had enough
All I do is put some molly in my cover art
I can't even feel shit I'm off way too many drugs (Dr-Dr-u-u-u-u)
I CAN'T TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW CUZ I BE GOING UP N UP N UP!
Everybody feel the bass in the party jumping up and down
Got a bad bitch on me and she shake it up and doooooown


(Hook)
Heart beating fast like a drum
We only going up, & up, & up!
and this girl rlly loves me
n she always wanna fuck all the time
But I'm busy always tryna get on to my grind
Bitch I'm online shopping spending all this money
On fucking weed and clothes, I'm high & fly!
Baby wanna hit the cart and rip the bong
You're my biggest fan girl
Always singing my songs like yeah!
(x2)

up & up!

SPOTIFY

up & up! +xofilo (Veigayboy)

beat by @fucklavendr
w/ @k1lltr4sh & @503scoob :3

medusa w/ 503scoob & k1lltr4sh (lavendr)

more than my life *𝐵𝓇𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃* ❤️‍🩹 +v4mpirz & k1ttyuni (p. noosehangingtight)

Replay w/ ap47hyc0r3 (lostsoundwtf)

૮(˶╥﹏╥)ა
mix/master @cholorofilm @1stress
prod. teeth 

--

i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink
i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink

drown in my thoughts yea drown in my thoughts yea
im okay im okay yea u dont hate me that much
ima fall down everytime i get hurt
i ask u for just one more kiss
i od u owe me living is just hard to be
sometimes i just cant breathe
i anxiously fall asleep
turnin up in the club i just want a 100 bucks
emo bitch cut me up emo bitch she suck me up

i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink
i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink

rzr on me i feel lik a zombi .___<
cut u up in the back leave u on da concrete
i feel like a monster when u try to leave me:( 
dnt txt me cuz u'll prbly b onn  liveleak xD 
my <3 is leaking from my chest 
i wish i wasnt obsessed v_v 
now youll probably see me
dying on ur tv xxx

medusa w/ 503scoob & k1lltr4sh (lavendr)

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