it's not rly smn i'd drop but here u go :P

prod me (:

whacky lyrics:
fucked up 
just want more of ur love
off your love can't get enough
you pierced right thru my heart
let's overdose can't give a fuck
this shit it gets too much
promise i'll be here 
when times are getting tough

i got eyes one me 
e-e-e-eyes on me
eyes one me 
e-e-eyes on me

baby let's just overdose 
pop a pill and make out 
posted up w @hateoryx 
hit the bong we baked now
ye we fuck it up
hit the club we fuck it up
in the club we fuck it up
off your love can't get enough

eyes one me 
e-e-e-eyes on me
eyes one me 
e-e-eyes on me
i got eyes one me 
e-e-e-eyes on me
eyes one me 
e-e-eyes on me

EYES ON ME

yea i got wyw girl
i can be the one for you if it's wanted
running after you ik that you want that
don't know how you luv me still with my problems
didn't mean to hurt you with the words ive spoken
don't know how to make up i swear that i'm broken
wanna get back to you it's turning to a notion
in the end i just wanna be all yours then
uhhuh lemme be the one for you now
tryna get you back don't know wut2do now
lying to your face so i'm acting cool now
didn't mean to ignore you i'm such a fool now
dead inside but i'm posted up with @luvhexx
text me back baby yk that i luv that
all the luv i gave you baby i just want it back
https://soundcloud.com/1lav/inyl but i don't think that i'll get it back

ALL YOURS THEN

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ALL YOURS THEN ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ #angelicjerk ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

(heartinloveee)
Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

Candy love, with that emo drip on my wrist,
Everywhere I go, bitches can't resist,
Don't fucking remind me of who I used to be,
That past shit is dead, now I'm living free.

Don't fucking remind me of who I used to be,
That past shit is dead, now I'm living free.

Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

Ain't tryna be that old me, you know I fucking changed,
Looking back at my past, I was so deranged,
Now I'm on that smoking grind, blunt in hand,
Leveling up, no blunt fucking cringe

Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

That Past Shit Is Dead [10n35t4r x Lonestar]

beat by @fucklavendr
w/ @k1lltr4sh & @503scoob :3

medusa + 503scoob, k1lltr4sh (lavendr)

lemme be your guy
i see the way you're seeing me
drowned in constant dread
i don't feel like i can be me
no one bats an eye
when they're awaiting your decay
staring with those eyes
i don't think that we are safe

looking into your eyes
the way you look at me
a pretty black dress
one thought of it and i can't breathe
thick thighs
and they're covered in cuts
i think that we're in danger
but i'll keep you out of uhhh

cut in deep into your wrist
i think they want our blood
let's pretend our sacrifice
and hope they're not coming for us
let's just go hide in the mud
i know this doesn't seem like fun
don't let them tear your flesh
as they're watching in disgust

baby save me
i'm going crazy
i've been watching you at night
as of lately
would you date me
i'm the same me
tell me it's gon' be okay
cuz i'm failing

i've been watching you at night as of lately
and i still fucking adore you
just open up to me i promise that i'll heal you
or maybe i'll just make it worse

stranded on a island
bloated corpses laying next to you
hide inside the stall
do not let the monsters get to you
let's go to a haunted house
inject some shit and overdose
girl you're so pretty
oh i love it when you do the most
girl i'll stalk u online
then following behind
away from a mile
adoring your pretty smile
creeping up from behind
a gentle breeze down your spine
don't know what more to gain
once i've taken what's mine

cut in deep into your wrist
i think they want our blood
let's pretend our sacrifice
and hope they're not coming for us
let's just go hide in the mud
i know this doesn't seem like fun
don't let them tear your flesh
as they're watching in disgust

baby save me
i'm going crazy
i've been watching you at night
as of lately
would you date me
i'm the same me
tell me it's gon' be okay
cuz i'm failing

COMING FOR US

Credits:
@1lav
@ldlad

LYRICS:
yeah i'm off the cyanide
i just wanna overdose
wanna bleed out in the club
cut me up i'll strike a pose
syringe full of heroine
i don't wanna hear your shit
keeping drugs all to myself
you won't get a piece of it
yeah, i fell in luv
with your lil pretty scars
girl you're perfect enough
lemme give you my heart
it's a suicide love 
for you i'd give it all up
now i'm drowning in drugs
nah i can't get enough

he gon shed a tear
once he's facing his decay
he said he wants two hunnid 
so i'll pump it in his face
i'll reap what i saw
I'm giving what I take
let's watch a lifeless body on the ground fade away
nosebleeds in crowds
feel like i'll drown
tear me apart
post on liveleak right now
slowly engulfed 
plagued by the hounds
haunted by clowns
as they're hearing the howls

wish it was me and you forever
even under pressure
never thought that we would break up
now it's faded tether
silent echo whispers
pulling on my heartstrings
lost in the shadows
where u used to trust me
echoes of your screams remain
as they're watching your decay
a symphony of your disdain
waiting in the path you paved
staring at the bloody sky
growing vengeance with each lie
memories they twist and burn
kill me under shadowed skies

yeah i'm off the cyanide
i just wanna overdose
wanna bleed out in the club
cut me up i'll strike a pose
syringe full of heroine
i don't wanna hear your shit
keeping drugs all to myself
you won't get a piece of it
yeah, i fell in luv
with your lil pretty scars
girl you're perfect enough
lemme give you my heart
it's a suicide love 
for you i'd give it all up
now i'm drowning in drugs
nah i can't get enough

PIECE OF IT

PIECE OF IT (PROD. LDLAD)

Credits:
@1lav
@ldlad

LYRICS:
yeah im at a fashion show
we gon throw it 
yea im getting my bands up
im gonna blow it
got a bitch on her knees
she gon suck it up
in the club we going hard
we gon fuck it up
drop 1 or 2 or 3 of them
we gon play em like dominos
got ur bitch on me okay
she gon cut and strike a pose
pretty little games we play
shes doing plastic surgery
oh that bitch she fucks me up
shes gon b the death of me

let me be your only guy 
let me be the only one
drown myself in kerosene 
overdosing for the fun
i'm in love with all these drugs
i'm in love with cyanide
now i don't know how to feel
i just wanna be alright
yeah i know i'm the worst
but you're just like that
off the drugs i'm getting fat
don't care 'bout what we had
imma die one day
you won't stick until the end
in the whip i'm living fast
in my car i'm finna crash

yeah im at a fashion show
we gon throw it 
yea im getting my bands up
im gonna blow it
got a bitch on her knees
she gon suck it up
in the club we going hard
we gon fuck it up
drop 1 or 2 or 3 of them
we gon play em like dominos
got ur bitch on me okay
she gon cut and strike a pose
pretty little games we play
shes doing plastic surgery
oh that bitch she fucks me up
shes gon b the death of me

DEATH OF ME

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DEATH OF ME (PROD. LDLAD)

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CREDITS:
@1lav
@p6inkillr

LYRICS:
(x2)
i cannot take the blame 
oh girl i'm so ashamed 
i might just fall in love 
with my own heart on the blade
press her ribcage to my face
love don't matter if it fades
i can't ever seem to change 
at the party fuck it up
go ahead and shoot my face

BLAME

BLAME +P6INKILLR

prod @1lav

@xannndera
@iamsodead
@1lav

@xannndera
baby cut my throat, let's just overdose on ketamine
let my monsters get to u, they prolly know we're playing hide & seek
u can run but u can't hide yea i'll kms online
u don't get to live and im thinking 'bout it all night

taking all these black bars, overdose on narcos
babe don't go to sleep, i'ma shoot u, u just take a pose
they know im alive so i'll kill 'em with the cold blood
guess they wanna die let's just throw 'em in a fucking mud

let's go!!
yeah i guess she wanna take a pic
yeah stab me till i fucking bleed
yeah taking lots of ketamine
side by side u let it all fucking get to me

@iamsodead
taking all the pills i jst wnna numb the pain
i don't wnna have a chance so dnt let me try again
od till my liver fails baby i dont need the help
let me fckin end myself taking drugs till I melt
yeah shes taking pictures of herself
shes so hot i dont think its the molly
ima use u, stab u, tear ur body
dont try 2 run nd hide from me
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed

take a pic + iamsodead (lavendr)

song out now on all platforms

feat @1lav

prod. @sqwensy

hate me + lavendr | (prod. sqwensy)

we are more often frightened than hurt; and we suffer more in imagination than in reality

@revenantmutilation

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