prod me (:

LYRICS:
lost and gone 
and never found again 
in your words i can't trust 
don't wanna do all this again
i see these pussies fan out 
like where's your mans now
i-i-i-in the club
popping bottles 'til i'm blacked out

pop a pill or two or three
i-i know they fuck w me
in the clu-u-u-u-ub
got me fucked up i can't see
don't know what you see in me
one thought of you and i can't breathe
lemme be your only guy 
omg you're such a tease

(x2)
lemme be the one for you
wanna be your only one 
all the feeling that i grew
i don't want it to be done
oh i love the way you look 
in my eyes you're looking fine
whatever happens between us 
i just want you to be mine

(x2)
pop a pill or two or three
i-i know they fuck w me
in the clu-u-u-u-ub
got me fucked up i can't see
don't know what you see in me
one thought of you and i can't breathe
lemme be your only guy 
omg you're such a tease

WHAT YOU SEE IN ME

WHAT YOU SEE IN ME [lavendr]

prod me (:

Credits:
@1lav
@hateoryx

LYRICS:
LAVENDR:
i don't feel like i'm alright 
too much shit up in my head 
tell that bitch to suck it up
off these drugs i'm feeling sane
yeah i said a lot of shit 
but just leave it in the past
don't know if it's love or hate
either way i'm feeling stressed

yeah i'm in the club 
tell that bitch to suck my dick
off these pills i'm feeling numb 
oh my god i feel so sick
yeah my head's full of bricks
i don't give a shit 
off these drugs i'm going numb
in the club i'm getting lit stupid bitch

(x2)
i'm so fucked up
pussies tryna talk, acting up
mess it up
talking shit so we pulling up, fuck em up
i'm off these drugs
can't give a fuck
bitch i'm posted up
popping shit we gon' fuck it up

HATEORYX:
bitch i fuck it up, smoking blunts in the parking lot
im so high that im nodding off, i just know that im popping off
hit the cart and i cought a lot, do my dance & they sit n watch
hit an opp they gon lay n rot, im with lavendr fuck it uuuuup

my heart is cold, all this shit is getting old
all particles, str8 up scattered round the room
now were all doomed n the end is coming soon
just know that im always watching youu!!

LAVENDR:
(x2)
i'm so fucked up
pussies tryna talk, acting up
mess it up
talking shit so we pulling up, fuck em up
i'm off these drugs
can't give a fuck
bitch i'm posted up
popping shit we gon' fuck it up

FUCK IT UP

SPOTIFY

FUCK IT UP! +HATEORYX [lavendr]

uh oh 
it's a hurtful love at first sight
baby fuck me up 'til i decay
in the moonlight i'm bleeding out

decaying bodies on the floor
tell your bitch to suck me up
posted at the freak show
slit ur wrist don't give a fuck
don't know if it's love or hate
off these pills i'm feeling numb
don't think of me when i decay
there's rotten bodies on the floor

i start to feel it 
a weird distinct feeling
as my body goes numb 
i don't think i'll be healing
yeah my body goes cold 
died in the snow
the floor's turning red
off the cuts that i sow

pretty bruises on your skin
baby can you take a pic
your touch intoxicating
as your fingers run up to my neck
choke me 'til i'm passing out
i know you want me to die
???
a hurtful love at first sight

i'm posted up with @bandiicam
don't care 'bout shit you tell me
don't think i need help
off these pills i'm going crazy
popping bottles lately
overdosing daily
off the pills i'm going numb 
i know they prolly hate me

decaying bodies on the floor
tell your bitch to suck me up
posted at the freak show
slit ur wrist don't give a fuck
don't know if it's love or hate
off these pills i'm feeling numb
don't think of me when i decay
there's rotten bodies on the floor

i start to feel it 
a weird distinct feeling
as my body goes numb 
i don't think i'll be healing
yeah my body goes cold 
died in the snow
the floor's turning red
off the cuts that i sow

COLD

COLD [ldlad]

@1lav
you're reminding me of last night
it's all pain and sorrow
i was so fucked up
yeah i'll try again tomorrow
oh i can't talk
this weight, it's so massive
up all night
can't sleep, it's so stressing
heard you talk shit
don't lack, you can catch it
better not be acting up
or we gon' get to packin'
bitch from last night
gave me head but she nagging
wager for 200, pull your ip
now you're lagging

i said that i'm sorry
but i'm really not though
losing all my friends
in the end i'm feeling awful
posted up with @bandiicam
pass the fuh-ing boh-ttle
don't care how u feel
i don't like being thoughtful
i don't keep my promises
don't know what it's like
pulling strings, cutting ties
i know it's gon' be alright
i know they don't fw us
spin around, we fuck 'em up
with the bros up in the cut
uh uh yuuuh-huhh

tryagaintomorrow

lavendr - tryagaintomorrow (takuori x idks3lfish)

it's not rly smn i'd drop but here u go :P

prod me (:

whacky lyrics:
fucked up 
just want more of ur love
off your love can't get enough
you pierced right thru my heart
let's overdose can't give a fuck
this shit it gets too much
promise i'll be here 
when times are getting tough

i got eyes one me 
e-e-e-eyes on me
eyes one me 
e-e-eyes on me

baby let's just overdose 
pop a pill and make out 
posted up w @hateoryx 
hit the bong we baked now
ye we fuck it up
hit the club we fuck it up
in the club we fuck it up
off your love can't get enough

eyes one me 
e-e-e-eyes on me
eyes one me 
e-e-eyes on me
i got eyes one me 
e-e-e-eyes on me
eyes one me 
e-e-eyes on me

EYES ON ME [lavendr]

Credits:
@lovepanel
@liamtakeover
@mis4ortune

LYRICS:
(x2)
i know i fucked up
i know it's my fault
i've been flipping pages
the time you were gone
insecurities
i can't talk right now
you had me wrapped 'round your fingers
now i don't wanna go

fiending for your love
i'm so sleep deprived
i look inside the mirror
i can't even recognise
the person i became
all closed up to hide the pain
black heart, drowned in hate
fuck your lies i still adore you
regret the times
that i didn't try
you're so pretty
but you love to lie
deprivation for your love
girl you got me feeling awful
girl i want you back
but i know that that's not happening

(x2)
i know i fucked up
i know it's my fault
i've been flipping pages
the time you were gone
insecurities
i can't talk right now
you had me wrapped 'round your fingers
now i don't wanna go

insecurities

insecurities (prod. liamtakeover & mis4ortune)

prods @qyurisuu @ne1ro_idk @takuoriswagga

(heartinloveee)
I'm trapped in this hell, red walls all around
Pentagrams and rituals, dark vibes abound

Hating my body, caught in a trap
Fatphobic thoughts, can't shake the crap
I'm in a dark room, painted all red
Satanic signs spinning in my head
Wrist cut, on cam, can't get out of bed
Gaining pounds, eating pain instead

Hating myself, fat thoughts creep
Want that skinny life, nightmares in my sleep
Feel like crap, can't find my leap
Hating on my body, wounds cut deep

Chowing down junk, in this hellish pit,
Life's on hold, I just don’t give a shit

(x0x0jolyne)
Stop tearing my heart
I can't take it anymore 
Im tired of this pain somebody 
Come and help me 
I'm tired of this pain 
I'm gonna blow my fucking brains 
imtired of this pain 
somebody come help me 
I can't get enough 
I need a fucking rush
need so more Adderall 
And need more fucking drugs
I can't enough
I need some more pills 
to sleep tonight 
To sleep tonight

(v4mpirz)
Gaining all this shit
I think I'm gonna stab my eyes
Taking all these pills
Cause I wanna fucking die
I might kill myself tonight
Cause I'm messed up in the mind
All these damn rituals
I'm tryna pass time
Demons horns in the night
Telling me die
I'm messed up in the head
Why couldn't I just lie?
I'm gaining all my feelings
I just deserve to die
I'm suicidal in the head
I hate myself
I wanna die

Eating Disorders w/ x0x0jolyne x v4mpirz [takuori x ne1ro x qyurisuu] #edtwt

clips july 24

prod me (:

Credits:
@1lav
@blairrwitch

LYRICS:
@1lav
it's a hurtful love at first sight
give me all you got
all the blood on your skin
all the scars on your face
you fucked me up
you're so pretty omg!!
now the police tryna find you but they can't find your location
desperate for your touch
nah i can't get enough
6ft underground 
promise they're not finding out
yeah don't what2do guess we'll figure it out

@blairrwitch
let me be your fetish
bby yk what i said 
breakin my heart
tear apart 
i know what you meant 
 saw what you did last night
omg i feel alright
 yur like my new drug cause your blood it gets me high 
you can run but you cannot hide
you can rot in internal homocide 
you can run but you cannot hide 
have your scent n now your mine

@1lav
bitch we run it up
bitch we run it up
off the drugs, can't get enough
bitch you lookin' dumb asf
bitch we run it up
bitch we run it up
you don't care how i feel
and it hurts so fucking much
it's a hurtful love at first sight
girl you hurt my fucking feelings
i think i'm gonna die
off the drugs, wanna feel it

GIVE ME ALL YOU GOT

GIVE ME ALL YOU GOT +IVEYY'S LULLABY [lavendr]

yea i got wyw girl
i can be the one for you if it's wanted
running after you ik that you want that
don't know how you luv me still with my problems
didn't mean to hurt you with the words ive spoken
don't know how to make up i swear that i'm broken
wanna get back to you it's turning to a notion
in the end i just wanna be all yours then
uhhuh lemme be the one for you now
tryna get you back don't know wut2do now
lying to your face so i'm acting cool now
didn't mean to ignore you i'm such a fool now
dead inside but i'm posted up with @luvhexx
text me back baby yk that i luv that
all the luv i gave you baby i just want it back
https://soundcloud.com/1lav/inyl but i don't think that i'll get it back

ALL YOURS THEN

ALL YOURS THEN ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ #angelicjerk ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

(heartinloveee)
Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

Candy love, with that emo drip on my wrist,
Everywhere I go, bitches can't resist,
Don't fucking remind me of who I used to be,
That past shit is dead, now I'm living free.

Don't fucking remind me of who I used to be,
That past shit is dead, now I'm living free.

Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

Ain't tryna be that old me, you know I fucking changed,
Looking back at my past, I was so deranged,
Now I'm on that smoking grind, blunt in hand,
Leveling up, no blunt fucking cringe

Fucking with an OnlyFans bitch, she my fucking juice,
Sceneslut on my dick, she tight, got me feeling loose,
Rolling with my gang, money stacking through the roof,
Candy love, colorful vibes, with them emo wristbands proof.

That Past Shit Is Dead [10n35t4r x Lonestar]

beat by @fucklavendr
w/ @k1lltr4sh & @503scoob :3

medusa [+503scoob +k1lltr4sh] [lavendr]

lemme be your guy
i see the way you're seeing me
drowned in constant dread
i don't feel like i can be me
no one bats an eye
when they're awaiting your decay
staring with those eyes
i don't think that we are safe

looking into your eyes
the way you look at me
a pretty black dress
one thought of it and i can't breathe
thick thighs
and they're covered in cuts
i think that we're in danger
but i'll keep you out of uhhh

cut in deep into your wrist
i think they want our blood
let's pretend our sacrifice
and hope they're not coming for us
let's just go hide in the mud
i know this doesn't seem like fun
don't let them tear your flesh
as they're watching in disgust

baby save me
i'm going crazy
i've been watching you at night
as of lately
would you date me
i'm the same me
tell me it's gon' be okay
cuz i'm failing

i've been watching you at night as of lately
and i still fucking adore you
just open up to me i promise that i'll heal you
or maybe i'll just make it worse

stranded on a island
bloated corpses laying next to you
hide inside the stall
do not let the monsters get to you
let's go to a haunted house
inject some shit and overdose
girl you're so pretty
oh i love it when you do the most
girl i'll stalk u online
then following behind
away from a mile
adoring your pretty smile
creeping up from behind
a gentle breeze down your spine
don't know what more to gain
once i've taken what's mine

cut in deep into your wrist
i think they want our blood
let's pretend our sacrifice
and hope they're not coming for us
let's just go hide in the mud
i know this doesn't seem like fun
don't let them tear your flesh
as they're watching in disgust

baby save me
i'm going crazy
i've been watching you at night
as of lately
would you date me
i'm the same me
tell me it's gon' be okay
cuz i'm failing

COMING FOR US

Credits:
@1lav
@ldlad

LYRICS:
yeah i'm off the cyanide
i just wanna overdose
wanna bleed out in the club
cut me up i'll strike a pose
syringe full of heroine
i don't wanna hear your shit
keeping drugs all to myself
you won't get a piece of it
yeah, i fell in luv
with your lil pretty scars
girl you're perfect enough
lemme give you my heart
it's a suicide love 
for you i'd give it all up
now i'm drowning in drugs
nah i can't get enough

he gon shed a tear
once he's facing his decay
he said he wants two hunnid 
so i'll pump it in his face
i'll reap what i saw
I'm giving what I take
let's watch a lifeless body on the ground fade away
nosebleeds in crowds
feel like i'll drown
tear me apart
post on liveleak right now
slowly engulfed 
plagued by the hounds
haunted by clowns
as they're hearing the howls

wish it was me and you forever
even under pressure
never thought that we would break up
now it's faded tether
silent echo whispers
pulling on my heartstrings
lost in the shadows
where u used to trust me
echoes of your screams remain
as they're watching your decay
a symphony of your disdain
waiting in the path you paved
staring at the bloody sky
growing vengeance with each lie
memories they twist and burn
kill me under shadowed skies

yeah i'm off the cyanide
i just wanna overdose
wanna bleed out in the club
cut me up i'll strike a pose
syringe full of heroine
i don't wanna hear your shit
keeping drugs all to myself
you won't get a piece of it
yeah, i fell in luv
with your lil pretty scars
girl you're perfect enough
lemme give you my heart
it's a suicide love 
for you i'd give it all up
now i'm drowning in drugs
nah i can't get enough

PIECE OF IT

PIECE OF IT [ldlad]

Credits:
@1lav
@ldlad

LYRICS:
yeah im at a fashion show
we gon throw it 
yea im getting my bands up
im gonna blow it
got a bitch on her knees
she gon suck it up
in the club we going hard
we gon fuck it up
drop 1 or 2 or 3 of them
we gon play em like dominos
got ur bitch on me okay
she gon cut and strike a pose
pretty little games we play
shes doing plastic surgery
oh that bitch she fucks me up
shes gon b the death of me

let me be your only guy 
let me be the only one
drown myself in kerosene 
overdosing for the fun
i'm in love with all these drugs
i'm in love with cyanide
now i don't know how to feel
i just wanna be alright
yeah i know i'm the worst
but you're just like that
off the drugs i'm getting fat
don't care 'bout what we had
imma die one day
you won't stick until the end
in the whip i'm living fast
in my car i'm finna crash

yeah im at a fashion show
we gon throw it 
yea im getting my bands up
im gonna blow it
got a bitch on her knees
she gon suck it up
in the club we going hard
we gon fuck it up
drop 1 or 2 or 3 of them
we gon play em like dominos
got ur bitch on me okay
she gon cut and strike a pose
pretty little games we play
shes doing plastic surgery
oh that bitch she fucks me up
shes gon b the death of me

DEATH OF ME

Spotify

DEATH OF ME [ldlad]

prod me (:

CREDITS:
@1lav
@p6inkillr

LYRICS:
(x2)
i cannot take the blame 
oh girl i'm so ashamed 
i might just fall in love 
with my own heart on the blade
press her ribcage to my face
love don't matter if it fades
i can't ever seem to change 
at the party fuck it up
go ahead and shoot my face

BLAME

BLAME +P6INKILLR [lavendr]

prod @1lav

@xannndera
@iamsodead
@1lav

@xannndera
baby cut my throat, let's just overdose on ketamine
let my monsters get to u, they prolly know we're playing hide & seek
u can run but u can't hide yea i'll kms online
u don't get to live and im thinking 'bout it all night

taking all these black bars, overdose on narcos
babe don't go to sleep, i'ma shoot u, u just take a pose
they know im alive so i'll kill 'em with the cold blood
guess they wanna die let's just throw 'em in a fucking mud

let's go!!
yeah i guess she wanna take a pic
yeah stab me till i fucking bleed
yeah taking lots of ketamine
side by side u let it all fucking get to me

@iamsodead
taking all the pills i jst wnna numb the pain
i don't wnna have a chance so dnt let me try again
od till my liver fails baby i dont need the help
let me fckin end myself taking drugs till I melt
yeah shes taking pictures of herself
shes so hot i dont think its the molly
ima use u, stab u, tear ur body
dont try 2 run nd hide from me
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed

take a pic + iamsodead (lavendr)

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