blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

prod. asecoamy
mix master art: kissherguts  :*

(limits that i set aside
 maybe we just need to make up
 touching where the pain resides
 baby i dont wanna wake up
 sleeping in is crowding up my head space
 take another hit 
 hint of bad taste)
waking up is tough on the week days!

maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things
i was jus blowing steam

tracking down the arguments
in which i find the hesitation
limits that i set aside
maybe we just need to make up
touching where the pain resides
baby i dont wanna wake up

crowding up my head space
take another hit 
hint of bad taste
waking up is tough on the week days!
maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things

hesitations

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hesitations (asecoamy)

@claudesdiary <3

sink ur teeth in my neck run the blade on my skin
i would tell her i dont feel safe but she'd never give a shit
try and sneak behind my back I know everything you did
i dont know why I wake up again dont really wanna live cause
baby youre driving me
so much further away than u could ever see
but i can't bring myself to leave i'd miss the memories
id miss every summer night when you were next to me
and now it seems like you can't respond a text to me

ive been walking round the sidewalk
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

(clod)

i was stuck where you left me i guess thats whats wrong with me
i could say things are indifferent but then thats an iron chain
just fuck off i dont even want your hand
you dont even listen to a word when i talk
how come when she wanna fuck me she gon fuck me with the lights off (boing)
you clean  all the blood off of my arms with a white claw
she devours his lips while i watch (stutters)

(kristin and clod)

ive been walking round the sidewalk (fuck)
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

sidewalk ft claude (stezzyxl)

tell me that you're alright w/ demondog7 (deathright + bleaky)

produced by @p-guda

soundcloud only <3

lyrics:
wore off
i don't wanna breathe no more
tore off
every feature u adore
so what am i left with?
a body i cant look at anymore
u will not find me where i been residing
at this point they all gon think im in hiding
always unstable but im never minding

i keep my door locked and my notebook blank
want no tension and no restrains
not sure when i turned to fresh air to feel alive
it's hard to breathe in with ur mouth when ur tongue stays tied
treated like i don't know what i'm talking about i fucking doubt it
oh u really thought u figured me out?
now i'm surrounded by the ones i love so how come it don't feel like they love me
love isn't more than a ceiling above me
i am not keeping a record but i've been ahead of the game for a minute
seep in the gutter i'm pulling u under i said would stop but i didn't
nowhere left to live u can take me out
will u make songs about me even when i'm not around?
all the stars look at me asking why i'm never keeping count

keeping count (guda)

nah im trippin💀

(Lyrics)
ive been losing a grip on your heart
she pulls me close in just to push me far
not the way I remember it what more can I do
I was trippin on the petty shit I couldn't forget about you

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

I'm not tired of being alone, just alone and tired 
it's like every time I sleep I forget my timer 
sometimes I just kinda wish that I wouldn't wake up
take a dip now put me six feet in the mud
now I can't even breathe 
I let her get to me
you know you aint shit to me
saw your post on instagram 
and with you your new man
ill pretend I don't care
but it's eating me alive

cause like how could you just turn so quick
you're like the lights on my wall you just went and flipped the switch 
wish that I could do it better wish that I could flip the script 
I just wanted you to care but you really don't give a shit about me
all you wanna do is doubt me
every time every time you just shout at me
it's getting cloudy see
I'm not allowed to be
who I was in the first place

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

trip

lyrics:

stuck in these four walls
waiting for your call
waiting for your call
waiting for your call

lately ive been fucked up
i dont wanna love ya, oh
baby oh my god
tell me what you're thinkin'
did you really mean it? 
no, uh
like, i dont wanna go through this no more
late night talks, laying on the floor
yelling at me baby, just tell me what for
she don't really fuck with me, no more

we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 
we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 

i'm so fucked up
all the ti-
(shh)
i don't wanna hear a word
out of your mouth
tryna talk to me
baby what you talking about?
see the stars fall
and its going down

you've been fucking with my head
better off dead
i don't wanna think about the
shit you said 
baby fill him with lead
leave em' dead
we dont gotta talk about
this shit, baby

starfall (guda)

this was the most fun i done had recordin lol xD

###LYRICS###
{@silentcxbin}
(ooooh)
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

{@jcastralife}
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
so you're waiting for the sun
but all you found was shade

{@silentcxbin}
talk shit!
ima make it whip
just like a bobble head
walk it I be in the park
I got my dogs again

{@jcastralife}
hold up

that lil baby be heaven sent
why she have to take my 
fuckin' breath again

{@silentcxbin}
daisies in my grave 
yeah ok that's my flower bed
nicotine and weed
with the night is my medicine 

{@jcastralife}
I stay up late at night 
in my head

{@silentcxbin}
I don't wanna talk bout 
where you been

{@jcastralife}
yeah I told you yesterday
that you didn't get your way 
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave

{@silentcxbin}
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah we mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

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!!other cool shit bout the song!!
mixed & master by: @silentcxbin
prod by: kibo
gear:  dbx 286s, shure sm7b, electro voice 410, scarlet 2i2
inspo: shinigami - vengeance ft: fats'e & 93feetofsmoke /// Savage Ga$p x Shinigami x convolk - i guess i'm over it

#5  w/ AstraLife (kibo)

push up prod. 6xson

AKATSUKI

UP SCORE [p. gelatoo]

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@luvstormm

starfall (guda)

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