have it all (prod. irlshitbih)

chorus:
she hates when i do drugs don't feel alive without them
don't stress abt the money i just swiped the atm
i'm sorry i wasn't there for you and your problems
baggy full of downers you know that i'm on them

bad things keep happening to me (and i can't make it stop) [prod irl]

i luv how u dance 
i luv the kandi on ur wrist
girl u taste so sweet
it’s like sugar on my lips
drugs and romance 
baby that’s just how it is
yeah ur kiss is so addicting 
and it makes me fucking trip 

i luv how 
you move ur hips hips hips
kandi look sweet
on ur wrist wrist wrist
girl i need you more
than a cig cig cig
cut me up 
leave a cute slit slit slit

kandi on ur wrist (prod.irlshitbih)

@hoshiestar
@marrymeproz

(zeija)
yeah it’s me and hoshie star under club lights 
too scared to go out in public i got stage fright 
doing drugs so i can stay up all night
i get super crunked when i am sleep deprived 
they wanna be me cus i got hella bands now
rocking tiny pants and i’ll never leave this town 
catch me in the club and i’m crying on the dance floor 
wear my makeup i got on hella contour

(hoshie star)
money falling out my jeans 
ecstasy and lsd 
u can do them all with me
come and keep me company
come and show some love for me
zeija in the club with me
make a wish it’s count to three
i just want u to see
i’ve been working so hard on myself
now i got designer on my belt

THE BEST OF ME

Produced by me
Mastered by @neioxo
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Flashlight dark room 

Snuff coming 2 ur browser soon

Cameras on me 

Talking about the bodies in the interview 

Sun going down 

Creatures rising from the crypts 

Cute girl under my bed

Blood dripping from her lips



Knife going down your stomach 

Pressures boutta tear 



I know you hate this life

I can make you disappear 



Get pretty for the photograph 

If only you knew 



That your cute face is gonna be immortalized on the news 



search parties gonna be so disappointed 



When they find you in two different places 



I wanna be with you in the place that comes after 



There’s demons in my room please don’t tell the pastor 



I don’t know why



Our body parts must share the same art



fly in the sky



Watching over the forest where we lay to rot 



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I found your picture hanging on the back of my door 

Don’t come to my house 

No one lives there anymore 

And we lovers 

Until the saddening end 

All the time we’d spend

All the blood we’d bled

LAY AND ROT

i cant feel my face everytime that im with u
shawty said she love me baby i dont love you
shes got those long sleeves n i wonder what shes hiding
pretty little cuts n shes still fucking crying
i cant believe all the shit that u said 
im so fucked up its all in my head
u can find my body in the bathroom
it isnt a surprise that i ended up dead

baby im a corpse i see bodies in the hallway
meet me in the morgue little bitch i want it my way
going to the top and ill never fucking stop
kissing in the graveyard bitch i love ur tongue
cut cut cut all u ever do is fucking cut
i have rope marks around my neck and i wanna try again 
obsessive over u n i hope its enough
beautiful suicide bitch i wanna die

horrorz horrormovies + od1

roshyw - lost in lust w/ hxnterbtw (prod. oatblood)

horror; 
i’ve got hearts carved into my skin 
bloody wrists lay this razor across my lips 
u know i fucking hate my self it’s horrormovies bitchhhh
i forever cut it up shoutout nightmarehouse bitch 
what a pretty thigh 
i wanna fuck it up
stitches for these kisses 
cuz i love the way they cut 
tie me in the fucking woods leave my body to rot 
i cry in the dark 
i never leave my room 

hold my hand as if i was dead 
she eats at my heart but remains in my head 
bby love me till i’m all bones 
i’ll bury my self in ur bedroom 

my body lays still in a pool of vomit 
my corpse waits for u emptied it’s stomach 
i’m fucked up but i love you forever 
id die for u but would u even want it 

skype;

miss when u would hold me tight
miss when i could call u mine
watch me overdose
watch me overdose tonite
bby don’t u hold his hand
he’s not right for you
you don’t even know what im going thru
bby come n hold my hand 
oh my fucking god
don’t u run away from me
the razors gripping hard
no i don’t understand why i wait for u
bby don’t u know that it’s so true
don’t fuck me up
do it all for love
do it all for love idk at all
do u wnna do it all
u look cute in the dark with ur nightdress
oh my fucking god i can’t forget
all the fucking things u said 
there stuck in my head
sit alone in my room 
with some blood on my bed

bad things keep happening to me (and i can't make it stop) [prod irl]

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