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do I have adhd, autism and schizophrenia?

This song described me a little too much-

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

lyrics:
i’m online, i waste my life as time passes by
i’m a burden and i just wish id just fucking die
i ran away from my home y i do that
i lost all my fucking friends y i do that
i miss binging on chocolate so i avoid it
i wish that i could fall in love but im avoidant 
don’t know where im going in life if im being honest
all my friends love noz or theyre making out in closets
and u think i’m super cool until u meet me
i’m cutting ties with ppl i love plz delete me
ur kiss is warm but the way u left was so cold
life is pain bby engrave it on my tombstone

ppl r selfish and ppl r dumb
life is a bother but sometimes its fun
i thought u liked me turns out ur lying
ik u need blood i can’t give you mine

i don’t know my purpose i lack faith in everything i need
i feel so damn stupid i own books but i just never read
destroy my body for your comments yk they mean so much to me
displaying signs of mental illness on the internet for everyone to see

i’m online, because i hate my life
i’m a burden, bcuz i cry every night
i ran away, and i regret that 
i lost all my fucking friends and now i’m so sad
im gonna binge all day on chocolate 
and then i’ll meet the toilet later with my vomit
i wanna fall in love but my genetics fucked me
i’m so lost in my head and its so lonely

i think i'm anemic prod.me

Produced by me
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A wedding day for the scissor and the socket 
If you find my eyes can you put them in your pocket
I hope there’s space in your room to put my head 
I cannot see I think that they both fell out the socket 
A wrinkled smile fading because it’s forgotten 
A tear sheds for the goodbye of whats within
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Did you see her face last night 
Yeah, she looked like a disaster 
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can we get a different meal
Because this pudding tastes like plaster 
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I want to know what went on
Somebody go and ask her 
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What’s the denomination 
Free of charge we bring a pastor
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Will they be dancing 
Where we are going 
I see several deer
Can you slow down the rowing 
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Will the foxes be prancing 
All over the place
Or stalk in the bushes 
With ephemeral grace
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Oak or doug 
Over there we have chessnut 
Worms and mums 
Haven’t shown to have a preference 
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The Persian rug
The audience roars
the pattern juxtaposed
Against the body on the floor 
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I think I’m misremembering I thought you had green eyes
Take your shoes off at the door if you wouldn’t mind
But what if i leaped and suddenly flied 
If you listen closely you can hear the the circus 
But as the sound draws nearer you start feeling nervous 
can you see how the clowns feel from their eyes 
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Incandescent lights
Shows the crowd the rotting suture
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The meat hook hangs the arms
A vibrant bis applauds the butcher 
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The man with the boat
Looks not trusting through the fog
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At least my sides n quarters might nourish some friendly dogs

FEATHER PILLOWS

mix and master @g0re4ngel & @v4mpirz

(lyrics)
@g0re4ngel
oh no u think im crazy
dont dont dont try 2 save me
woah woah u are my bb
i been biting down ur neck u look so tasty
im a stupid fucking s1ut but u amaze me
ima rip out all ur gutz if u wan play me
i been cutting down my wrists i do it daily
u think im crazy i could show u crazy

@v4mpirz
ik im crazy, but be my baby
i need u so bad, u can break me
fucked in the head, but my love runs deep
wanna watch u bleed red
wanna see you sting
ur so cute, when i watch u
my lips turn blue, i need you
i need you so bad, im going crazy
want u so bad, be my baby
damn im goin real insnae
need a needle in my brain
or maybe js ur soul to take
aww, i crave u every day
wrists to wrists, baby please
cut wide open, bleeding deep
beg, beg, beg, on my knees
just for u to notice me
once i have you, i will never let you go
id rather die cold, in white, pure snow
u js mean so damn much
no one else can have ur touch
no one else can have ur luv
ik im so fcked up

@g0re4ngel
oh no u think im crazy
dont dont dont try 2 save me
woah woah u are my bb
i been biting down ur neck u look so tasty
im a stupid fucking s1ut but u amaze me
ima rip out all ur gutz if u wan play me
i been cutting down my wrists i do it daily
u think im crazy i could show u crazy

Crazyyy </3 (v4mpirz)

produced by me

lyrics:

take me to the light before I hit the killing floor
there's a million tiny birds singing words I can't ignore
we were both born as rabbits, living in our abbatoir 
if i'm living just to be slaughtered, well then my heart is yours

see the sky, and it's moving closer
i wanna see my eyes, way before it's all over
my chest is getting tight, god i wish i was sober
can't tell if i'm alive, won't need to know where i'm going

/// 

and now i die here for weeks on end,
save me your eulogy

i want you to give back all that you took from me

you keep all your little words, not something i'd ever need

i live as a leveret, pray i stay evergreen

died here for weeks on end,
save me your eulogy

i want you to give back all that you took from me

you keep all your little words, not something i'd ever need

i live as a leveret, i'm living in atrophy

///

i die here for years on end, can you believe in me? 
as frail as the morning dove, i'll never have purity
all things decay in time, that's not excluding me
you're sewing my mouth shut when i didn't try to speak

died here for weeks on end,
save me your eulogy

i want you to give back all that you took from me

you keep all your little words, not something i'd ever need

i live as a leveret, i'm living in atrophy

Frail

prod @misalivee

lyrics

@gutzxx

hanging like a carcass
I wanna see your face
I wanna mutilate your body
and watch as you decay
I really like your face
it'll look good as my façade
and rip your body open
is this what you want
uh uh uh uh I know where you are
ah ah ah ah your just everything I want
I wanna open you up and see your insides
your so pretty tonight
i'll leave you traumatised
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
your so pretty tonight
i'll leave you traumatised
I left your body rotting
I make sure I stay cautious
omg im like a psycho
and nobody can stop me

I'll bury you where its cold
I know your scared to be alone
like i'll never let you go
cause I know your scared alone
l-l-lone l-l-lone and im scared to let gooooo

is this what you want
uh uh uh uh I know where you are
ah ah ah ah your just everything I want
I wanna open you up and see your insides
your so pretty tonight i'll leave you traumatised
i'll sink my knife into your flesh and watch you bleed out
I love the way you gasp for breath and nothing comes out
out out ou ou out I wanna watch you suffer and bleed ouuut

hanging like a carcass prod.misalive

Instagram.com/luvwillowxx
Prod me


I don’t wanna take a pic with u
Get the fuck away
Dying like a model snorting ❄️ up my nose all day
I’m so fucking drunk let’s go to my bedroom
Take ur panties off yea i rly wanna fuck u
Slicing up my wrists im so emo idgaf
Carve my name inside ur wrist and turn urself into my slut
These bitches hate their boyfriends sending pictures of their fucking thong
Y the fuck u steal my swag if u just gonna do it wrong
Im so tired of fucking scenecore.
got an emo bad bitch like toopoor
I’m eating kpins with coven need 2 more
No i can not be ur fucking bf cuz ur just a whore
Purging out my insides bitch ik u love that
Everyday i fucking die n no i can not backtrack
Step up in the club n they treat me like I’m vip
Got bitches on my dick treating me like fucking royalty
Dont cancel me for talking abt fucking life like yes I’m anorexic yes i rlly wanna fucking die
And I’m watching movies in my room at fucking 3am
I wanna make ur legs shake i wannna hear u scream my name again 
Omfg stawp stealing all my swag -_-
Y u all up on my dick like last year u called me a fag
How u tell me that i fell off when im like ur fucking dad
I’m so sorry that i took ur bitch like plz dont b mad
Kpins in my mouth now im walking like a zombie
I just took ur bitch now shes acting real naughty
Shes sucking on my dick yea ur bitch she gimme toppy
Ur my zombie whore fuck my corpse while I’m rotting
Imma tear that pussy up like I’m a fucking fiend 
Out in cali smoking loud yea we smoking hella green
No u can not fuck with purge we is not the same team
Puking up my guts at lax i feel so scene

dying like a model

crestfallen, knelt down in the abyss
my hollow hands are reaching out to razorblades of lips
stop stalling, my heavy heart won't last another wisp
two hands on my claymore, there's no light inside the mist
take me back to high school
take me out of this
i'm stuck inside a cycle 
graveyard on my wrist
nothing here that's left for me
no solace on the bridge
i need my saw, i need my steed
no love for skeletons

and there's chains on me
like i've been forsaken
change for me
or i cannot take it
rain on me
but they're tears in reflection
same only
i know nothing ever changes

and no i cannot wake up
i'm a knight in jester makeup
still scratchin' at the same bugs
can't be your martyr nor your saviour

tears in reflection

everything by me

lyrics :

mostly gone, just in some other place
and if my heart keeps beating, then time won't wait
you wanna drop your cards to save your face
oh, if i let it go to plan, then who's gonna stay?

all tied up in a knot,
she kept her hair in a bow
but everything breaks into shards,
like it used to
i'll tell you, you mean nothing at all
i'll give you just what you want
i'll fix you up if you let me use you

/

kiss me, like you love me still

need you to show me why this just ain't real

and if it's all bad, push me back in the mood

say you need this, get me back into you

if you go then, don't leave a draft in the door

can you help me, i won't make you hurt anymore

hands tied, break me down, cut me loose

give it to me, let me rip into you

/

taking what you want, i give you what you need
you carve your name inside, i make you gnash your teeth
kept gnawing at the heart, and took a little piece
repeat the cycle until there's no more of me

this can wait, like all good things
cos, all good things just abandon me
when i give you hate, you give me pleads
i take what's mine, then i make you leave

/

kiss me, like you love me still

need you to show me why this just ain't real

and if it's all bad, push me back in the mood

say you need this, get me back into you

if you go then, don't leave a draft in the door

can you help me, i won't make you hurt anymore

hands tied, break me down, cut me loose

give it to me, let me rip into you

Unforgiven

i’m seeing grey skies and bright lights
know i only come alive in the night time
i’m taking blue pills i’m drinking red wind
i’m stuck in my ways i’ll be this way till i die
don’t wanna change,
if i’m honest i just think that i’m afraid 
it’s like everyday
i’m feeling less and less sane
let life fall in place and i’m falling on my face
i don’t think that i can,

i don’t think that i can live without you
you were there for me every time that i was feeling doubtful
now it’s pills and weed everyday i wake up take a handful
please don’t be like me watch your back and just please be careful
i know this life is stressful smoke until my lungs full
i do what i want to ,fuck with you, no i don’t want to
doing drugs that i want to i know i needa quit it
sometimes it feels like i need it i don’t even want it

at the party all alone
 i think it’s time to go home
you can see me moving slow
10 lines in my nose
i’m so over all these clothes
when i die i’ll die with nothing
on my gravestone just put nothing
feels like i’m missing something 
blacked out at the function 
you can see me wearing all black 
flimsy shield army,
 man where the fuck my friends at
i’m stuck in the city 
and i’m tryna see where you at
i just want you back i need you so bad

dying like a model

luvwillow

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