love at first internet

Merch

@luvwillow_
@gothlovee
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i wanna live in the house that jack built 
feel my spirit fly away and i can see the blood guilt 
lay me down in d&g, adore my cuts and rest in piece 
wristcheck’s written in the ink, take some bars and go to sleep
i need a surgery & a mcflurry
1000 xans so nothing can hurt me
nobody cried at my funeral it’s so sad
i’m sorry g o d, i’ve been so bad

adore my cuts, everything is awful
make me stick thin , i want everything
i need perfection in the mirror
i can sense that my end is near

driving to the haunted house let's have a party
it's like halloween i'm a celebrity
cameras flashing in my eyes paparazzi
i'm so pretty i'm a fucking dime piece
new identity plastic surgery
in my tight dress wanna get skinny
i'm a skeleton feel my fucking body
on elm street let's go fucking trick or treat

adore my cuts ft. gothlovee (dullxx)

@WEREALLINLOVE
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lyrics:
willow:
lol i just got a new nose
demons they surround me i don’t fuck with u hoes
do u wanna make a horror flick with me
slit my neck and make me scream i just wanna go to sleep 
tight clothes and scars on my body
why u trying to talk shit like ur somebody
oh my god h-o-t-t-i ur such a hotti
ur a fan ur a groupie u just follow me
uh oh yeah i knew it from the start
ur so evil why u have to break my heart
stab me in the back i don’t even feel it
xanax in my cup did u rlly mean it

6383:
My life is Spooky & Scary
And nobody hears me
The crowd is fucking cheering
Bae, I like your nose ring
I won't go outside
Bich, I wanna die!
And I can't fw you
You make my eyes cry!
It's one for the gang
It's two for the fame
It's three for name
I'm not Punkin
We are not the same
'WE'RE ALL IN LOVE' til' I die
Kms in Christmas time
I don't cap
I don't lie
I'm in the crib
You're outside

L.O.L.  ft. nick6383 ☆☆☆ #TMZHOT ☆☆☆❤️  prod.6383

piece of me by 9aradox featuring luvwillow 

produced by jpxf

piece of me

piece of me + luvwillow [jpxf]

https://open.spotify.com/album/222rK0spRGY6e39gJmF1na?si=qX4x4rFmQjaDHOL7c_GfjA

self prod


said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
she said do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed
i wud try anything

crystal 
k 
or ketamine

wnna get fked up
can u fry my fkin brain

ooooo
oooo
ooooo
turn the fk up

said she wnt on me 2x
imma fk her til she screams
oh my god im a feind
said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed

oooo
do ur fkin worst 
ooo do ur fkin worst

she went up nd down
nd rode me like a pony
im to fked up
shots of bacardi
said she wnna fk
cuz she fkin on me
nd im high off my ass
trippin off sum dmt

i know that u wnna b with me
but im fked up
bby just give me time
i will get myself in line
imma get myself out of here
idk wuts real
imma take another fkin pill 
i dnt wnna go

self prod
said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
she said do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed
i wud try anything

crystal 
k 
or ketamine

wnna get fked up
can u fry my fkin brain

ooooo
oooo
ooooo
turn the fk up

said she wnt on me 2x
imma fk her til she screams
oh my god im a feind
said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed

oooo
do ur fkin worst 
ooo do ur fkin worst

anything

lyrics:
i’m online, i waste my life as time passes by
i’m a burden and i just wish id just fucking die
i ran away from my home y i do that
i lost all my fucking friends y i do that
i miss binging on chocolate so i avoid it
i wish that i could fall in love but im avoidant 
don’t know where im going in life if im being honest
all my friends love noz or theyre making out in closets
and u think i’m super cool until u meet me
i’m cutting ties with ppl i love plz delete me
ur kiss is warm but the way u left was so cold
life is pain bby engrave it on my tombstone

ppl r selfish and ppl r dumb
life is a bother but sometimes its fun
i thought u liked me turns out ur lying
ik u need blood i can’t give you mine

i don’t know my purpose i lack faith in everything i need
i feel so damn stupid i own books but i just never read
destroy my body for your comments yk they mean so much to me
displaying signs of mental illness on the internet for everyone to see

i’m online, because i hate my life
i’m a burden, bcuz i cry every night
i ran away, and i regret that 
i lost all my fucking friends and now i’m so sad
im gonna binge all day on chocolate 
and then i’ll meet the toilet later with my vomit
i wanna fall in love but my genetics fucked me
i’m so lost in my head and its so lonely

i think i'm anemic prod.me

Instagram.com/luvwillowxx
Prod me


I don’t wanna take a pic with u
Get the fuck away
Dying like a model snorting ❄️ up my nose all day
I’m so fucking drunk let’s go to my bedroom
Take ur panties off yea i rly wanna fuck u
Slicing up my wrists im so emo idgaf
Carve my name inside ur wrist and turn urself into my slut
These bitches hate their boyfriends sending pictures of their fucking thong
Y the fuck u steal my swag if u just gonna do it wrong
Im so tired of fucking scenecore.
got an emo bad bitch like toopoor
I’m eating kpins with coven need 2 more
No i can not be ur fucking bf cuz ur just a whore
Purging out my insides bitch ik u love that
Everyday i fucking die n no i can not backtrack
Step up in the club n they treat me like I’m vip
Got bitches on my dick treating me like fucking royalty
Dont cancel me for talking abt fucking life like yes I’m anorexic yes i rlly wanna fucking die
And I’m watching movies in my room at fucking 3am
I wanna make ur legs shake i wannna hear u scream my name again 
Omfg stawp stealing all my swag -_-
Y u all up on my dick like last year u called me a fag
How u tell me that i fell off when im like ur fucking dad
I’m so sorry that i took ur bitch like plz dont b mad
Kpins in my mouth now im walking like a zombie
I just took ur bitch now shes acting real naughty
Shes sucking on my dick yea ur bitch she gimme toppy
Ur my zombie whore fuck my corpse while I’m rotting
Imma tear that pussy up like I’m a fucking fiend 
Out in cali smoking loud yea we smoking hella green
No u can not fuck with purge we is not the same team
Puking up my guts at lax i feel so scene

dying like a model

produced by me
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I see that bitter look
across your face 
There’s nothing wrong with
Coming in second place
Besides, there’s little to say from the ones who won 
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The prettiness stolen 
Without leaving a trace 
I doubt their eating berries and strawberry cakes
It’s hard to see perspective when your eyes are gone
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Onlookers staring
Compliments on the hair
I think there’s an offer 
From the man over there 
The feeling of nausea from a call going more than once 
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Eyes piercing and stabbing 
A most cherished mare 
A must needed picture 
So Move over there 
A misstep from the platform 
Now a bone disrepair 
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In tandem the tendons 
Nailed to the floor 
A murders onlooking 
Their eager for more 
The pieces bright crimson 
Like shells on the shore 
The soul reincarnate
In flowers and spores 
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The sweet smile rotting 
Sweet tears of a whore 
The crows cheer in triumph 
For their final course
The butcher start crying 
While eating his horse 
The sounds of its gallop 
He’s forced to ignore 
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The easiest way to wake from a dream
Is to pick a good spot and then jump
You can take in the view
For a minute or two
But then you should probably run

TO WAKE FROM A DREAM

i’m seeing grey skies and bright lights
know i only come alive in the night time
i’m taking blue pills i’m drinking red wind
i’m stuck in my ways i’ll be this way till i die
don’t wanna change,
if i’m honest i just think that i’m afraid 
it’s like everyday
i’m feeling less and less sane
let life fall in place and i’m falling on my face
i don’t think that i can,

i don’t think that i can live without you
you were there for me every time that i was feeling doubtful
now it’s pills and weed everyday i wake up take a handful
please don’t be like me watch your back and just please be careful
i know this life is stressful smoke until my lungs full
i do what i want to ,fuck with you, no i don’t want to
doing drugs that i want to i know i needa quit it
sometimes it feels like i need it i don’t even want it

at the party all alone
 i think it’s time to go home
you can see me moving slow
10 lines in my nose
i’m so over all these clothes
when i die i’ll die with nothing
on my gravestone just put nothing
feels like i’m missing something 
blacked out at the function 
you can see me wearing all black 
flimsy shield army,
 man where the fuck my friends at
i’m stuck in the city 
and i’m tryna see where you at
i just want you back i need you so bad

live without you (prod. ronin)

buffalowingz prod eddiepoz

error//you_shouldnt_be_here//

//lyrics//

can't fix mistakes that are permanently placed

digitize my heart
pop a cybernetic bar
erase my feelings
can we just restart 

CAN WE JUST RESTART
REBOOT MY HEART
YOU BROKE IT INTO PIECES
HOW AM I TO EVER FIX THIS
HOW AM I TO FIX THIS

I'm just a soulless, monotone ,fucked up, computer
at least that's what you said to me

I'm glitching out
you left me drowning underwater
now my circuitry is breaking down

NOW I CANT HEAR A SOUND
IM OVERLOADED FROM EMOTIONS
IF I CANT REBOOT
THEN I MIGHT SHUT DOWN FOREVER

forever

ctrl alt dlt me
i dont wanna be here anymore
ctrl alt dlt me
there's nothing worth living for
living for

digitize my heart
pop a cybernetic bar
erase my feelings
can we just restart 

can we just restart

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