I LIKED YOU BETTER WHEN YOU HATED YOURSELFFFFF

pt. 2 of putting all my reposts in a folder

@youngkeygen
@moth_ra

luvwillow:
my heart hurts when you’re not here
whyd you have to disappear 
kill me slowly let me die
bury my body underground 
dance dance dance til your body drops dead
i want him in my room is what she said
we’ll party all day and we’ll party all night
we’re getting soo crazy just turn out the light
“omg false claims”
all my friends wanna die
and everyone’s gonna cry
running out of time
i’m running out of time
i wanna make you mine
will you please be mine
you’re the only girl that’s ever on my mind
thinking of your skirt
and what’s under your shirt
and everyone is questioning
hopping on new trends
i’m just too busy resting
i hope that we’re forever
cus we belong together

mothra: 
U Drive me crazy like initial D 
I want your fucking luv 
throat me in the movies 
oh my god 
ur such a little slut 
when u raped me in da bathroom 
and told me not to budge
 did you mean it when you told me u H3art me or was it lust 
I got problems in head 
hella scars upon my legs
 and I’m drowning in Enormous waves of existential dread 
wish I od’d when I popped those pills with olu better yet 
wish when I was 16 
I had put that bullet thru my head 
all my friends of fucking dead
 tweaking off expired meds 
I jus wanna cry 
yeah I just wanna cry 
love me even though I broke your heart six times 
daddy’s Angel
 take my last kiss for I take my life 
put me in the dirt 
bloodstains soaked in my shirt 
feel hollow all the time 
I swear I don’t belong on earth 
lets fucking die together 
noose tied in winter weather 
cause we belong together 
Cause we belong together

youngkeygen:
tie me 2 the floor and mutilate my body
idgaf  ima cum thru w the shotty
when i leave this earth would u even fuckin miss me
bullet to my head n i want u 2 film me (x2)

suicide thru skype bitch i live online
bash my skull against a wall and then i do a line
i’m not gonna lie i don’t think i’m fine
i’m so fucked up but i want u 2 be mine
baby i’ll do anything, baby i’m a whore
u kno i nevr gave a fuck i’m lying on the floor
drink a couple monsters then i watch some bestgore
man i hate this world n ima pour up a four
floatin thru the sky like i’m in the aether
wearin a sweater in the wrong weather
baby i hope this lasts forever
cuz we belong together, we belong together

we belong together <33 ft. mothra++ & youngkeygen

lyrics:
i don’t lie, i never do
communicate manipulate
the same thing everytime again
i always make u wanna cry that’s why u always wanna die 
i am scum of the earth cuz i am a man
and u get hurt cuz that was the plan
i’m the victim here but no i’m not
i made you feel dumb
manipulate and overtake
well aren’t i so fun

i’m vulnerable but that’s not true
i know that you love me too
i’ll tell you my secrets if you tell me yours 
make you feel special then leave you at the store
i’ll make you block all your friends
and pretend we’re dead
and you’ll say you hate me
and i’ll just nod and agree
i am scum of the earth cuz i am a man

i’m the victim here but no i’m not
i made you feel dumb
manipulate and overtake
well aren’t i so fun

manipulation song *demo*

@fanboy808
prod @marrymeproz

(ashton)
tokidoki bag when i walk into the club
all these scene girls wanna hit me up
she told me i was pretty bitch i do not give a fuck
party all nite omg im so drunk
bitch im in the club and im feelin so cute
scene shawdies yeah they be callin me their boo

(fanboy)
calling me ur boo
my diamonds they all blue
fucking on ur bitch and 
u didnt have a clue
yea im pretty cool
everybody fucking knows me
all these scene girlz
got no time to be lonely 
Do u really think this means anything to me
i looked death in the face and it smiled back with glee
bby i just have one question for u plz,
can u grant me the redemption i so seek
call me ur boo 
if it makes u feel better
ion gaf
bitch u warship a letter

ashton + fanboy808 - scene love 2 (prod. proz)

changing the name cuz it’s so cringe…. 😭 “bdsm slut “ is such a bad name fr sorry…
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2021!!!!!!
oryx forever getting betta while all yall adoring <3 !!!
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LYRICS:
get fucked up! got designer drugs
catch me in the party ^_^ getting fucked up!
got a bitch on my left, got my homies on the right
got a bdsm slut and she put on sum cuffssss! ;)

honestly, i dont care if im roood! >:)
too drunk too much i consumed
walked in the club and yall doomed >:(
"scene slut wanna fuck up in my room?"

kandii bracelet on it says "oryx"
and when im in the club bitch
imma pour a four in >_<
YEAH YEAH YEAH

im such a fun guy
it seems like all of yall are boring -_-
oryx forever, getting better
while all of yall adoring

all the bitches staring
i cant blame them tho
ask me who did it,
i said "joe" xD

"JOE WHO" bitch imma fuck up ur tooth 0_0
WANNA FIST FIGHT, IMMA MAKE U GOO *BOOM!!!!*

SIGN MY NAME ON UR TITS o-o
lil whore ur a bitch
she can take my whole fist
dont kiss me, suck my dick o^o

imma keep me a stick ︻デ═一
imma hit me a lick
caffeine, take a shit
but i dont give a shit!!! >:)

get fucked up! got designer drugs
catch me in the party ^_^ getting fucked up!
got a bitch on my left, got my homies on the right
got a bdsm slut and she put on sum cuffssss! ;)

honestly, i dont care if im roood! >:)
too drunk too much i consumed
walked in the club and yall doomed >:(
"scene slut wanna fuck up in my room?"
(x2)

bdsm slut

INSTAGRAM

2021 scene song

heard uve been smoking and drinking
if u wanna die ig thats fine
do u wanna die she said i do
guess its too bad i dont love u

sorry i do things wrong
wasnt my intention
omg got after school dentention
kms u blocked my flipphone
im a mess i just wanna go home
lmfao im not sorry
wtf r u wearing
kms im such a mess
kms im such a mess

i liked u better when u hated urself :/
everytime i think about love i think abt me thinking abt u
changing ur anatomy
hipbone connected 2 my heart
everytime i think abt love i think abt u thinking abt me

u can do ur drugs just go away
i dont wanna see ur stupid face
im failing and ur dying
im failing ur not trying
im wailing and im crying
i dont love you
but im lying

and truth b told i miss you.

cover art: https://twitter.com/04119__snail/status/1412079765217898497/photo/1

u turned into wut u hated.

love at first internet

Merch

JOIN THE DISCORD BDAY BASH!!!
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gleaming

2009 life B) (prod. pixel hood)

how could you hate me? :-) (prod. neioxo)

@horrormovies666 @pixelhood
[od1]
i dont like this anymore
u dont gotta hit the floor
show me all u adore
bitch u always wanting more
come on baby whats this for
ima stand here by ur door
im not leaving thats for sure

 u can see me right here
never let u down before
yes i didnt look at u
when i really said that
maybe u know the truth
told u now and once before
u dont gotta hit the floor
u dont gotta hit the floor
u dont wanna hit the floor

i hurt
i bleed
i dont wanna feel leave

tear me
break me
i dont think u noticed me
but youd never agree
u just wanna feel free
and i guess i get it
please just understand me

cut me
rip me
it wont even hurt me

watch me
face me
i dont wanna see ur face

and u think its just for space
yeah u wish that was the case
wishing i had ur taste
i dont wanna be stuck now

[horror]
do u wanna see what it’s like 2 make me bleed 
turn the fucking lights off i hate everything 
i got blood on my shoes 
i’m sorry that if i’m mean 
come on baby just come w me 

try 2 teach this fucking corpse 2 feel something 
baby im so fucked up i can’t feel anything 
and im so fucking scared that tunnels gonna close 
and i feel so wrong cuz i know that ur gone 

i don’t wanna feel like this anymore 
my brains so fucking stupid 
take away my phone 
baby will u stay w me till the end 
everything’s so fucking cold 

i don’t know where 2 go anymore 
seems like i’ve crossed this path once or more 
fuck it i’ll just hurt my self till everything’s okay 
i can’t handle pain and i wish ud go away

nothing else w/ horrormovies (pixelhood)

lyrics:
skinny on my instagram
you’re so fat like goddamn
took an addy i feel great 
she’s in love with the bass

i’m in love with d&g 
eat me up like jeffrey
drugs gon make me die soon
od in ur bathroom

it’s not my fault that your girlfriend likes me
and i can’t keep away she’s so enticing
puke out ur guts
imma make u throw up
brand new razor blade 
make u bleed out all the weight

listen to your heart
check my myspace all day
smoke another cart
i feel just like a fucking star
omfg i’m so skinny look at me
shut up hoe get on your knees
look me in the eyes and plead
tell me that i’m all you need
tell me im the only one
tell me im the only one that you’ll ever ever love

baby i got scars 4 u
both our arms are cut through
bleed so much i pass out
bleed just like a waterspout

surrounded in my darkness 
i wanna hold you 
into your skin i’m carving 
nobody told u
puking and crying daily
do you even love me baby
puking and crying daily
i need you to come and save me

eat ur heart

mix / master (me)
wujek mix their own vocal z
prod wujek

Wujek

Im Sad u died u know I cried
Called u last night tears in my eyes
x2

I tried to call u so many times last night
U said u'd be cool u said it was fine
I knew that it Weren't it wasn't right
U went anyway without saying goodbye

Stress

Called u last night this girl make me go n cry
I met this girl online she told me slit my wrist *GOODBYE*
And I'm sad u died u know I waste so many lives
Hoping that ur fine IK U'll never b Alright :(

Now I Jus sit n Cry : (

Im Sad u died u know I cried
Called u last night tears in my eyes
x2

im sad u died + wujek

TRACK LIST
0:00-3:33 - gucci flip, kaneda
3:33-5:50 - celebrity, horror + od1
5:50-7:50 - at night, horror + od1
7:50-10:43 - in the moment, od1 + horror
10:43-12:44 - what r u gonna do, kaneda
12:44-16:36 - bloodfeast(clubland birthday massacre 1995),vivi
16:36-18:40 - i hurt myself, kaneda
21:07-21:07 - untitled, kaneda + horror
21:08-22:49 - friday night, horror
22:49-24:52 - weekend, kaneda
24:52-END - horrorz, horror + od1

nmh comp mixtape 1

lyrix:
reading thru my diary u can find out what it’s like
i don’t wanna fuck bby i just wanna die
bleeding in my bed cuz i fucking relapsed
and i’m crying out for help but all they do is laugh
do u think abt me ever bby ur so far away
don’t stop stabbing until u see my face decay
im too ugly mutilate my body
does ur heart still beat when u think of me :/
bby let me go cant u see im suffering
im too ugly thats why u wont hold me
soulless eyes they're looking at me
im falling fast, can u catch me ?
i can’t stop cutting i’m so addicted
show me what it’s like to die is what she said
infest my brain with all ur shit
clip off my wings bby i feel sick

cut me open now !
i feel sick in the head !
destroy me ! 
destroy all of this shit !

put me on the meds doctor i need them
dont u ever leave me bby or imma bleed it
im not crazy bby no no no im eccentric
i like the way u dance on the floor it's electric
imma rip ur head off and leave the corpse lying around
i love it when u scream bby i love the sound
lets make a flic, we can make a snuff
i can't stop watching, i can never get enuff

i feel sick

lyric

when im in the fucking club
scene sluts wanna fuck
gtfo my face
cuz i know they all fake

dj play my song
ya i am a 1/1
saw her smoking out the bong
bitch u better fucking run..

omg ur such a fucking slut
go n cry to ur dad 
i bet he fucking beats u

wtf u gonna do
i be rolling with my crew
gotta think of smth new
bitch u look like fucking gru

omg! yeah yeah yeah!
when im the club
im getting soo crunk
idgaf i dont even fucking care
idgaf bitch i dont careee

when im in the club
ya they wanna suck
bitch im next up
get off my nuts
feel like h3artcrush
cuz im starstrukk
tiny pants on me n they love me

when im in the fucking club
scene sluts wanna fuck
gtfo my face
cuz i know they all fake

dj play my song
ya i am a 1/1
saw her smoking out the bong
bitch u better fucking run..

cutting on my wrist
ya i love to see the blood
ppl ask me if im okay
i just tell them that im good

cut ur fucking wrist
cut ur fucking thigh
cutting on ur bitch 
ya ur gonna fucking die

i just killed ur fucking bitch
love seeing her body twitch
imma rip out all her guts
yea i am the fucking worst

anorexic slut 
imma cut her body up
ya shes such a fucking bitch
like she is a fucking witch

one of one

lyrical. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND 
my dedgrl shawty <3

@hxnterbtw
oh my god she got cuts all on her body
baby so cute ya she such a fucking hottie
baby wanna fuck can u touch all on my body
imma fucking kill u
be my dedgrl shawty

in the fucking club 
baby got u so crunk
i just shot the club up
then i fucking ate ur guts
baby i just wanna fuck
ur so dead i think ur hot
drag ur body in my car
let me fuck that pussy up

oh my god she got cuts all on her body
baby so cute ya she such a fucking hottie
baby wanna fuck can u touch all on my body
imma fucking kill u
be my dedgrl shawty

omg i fucked u under the clublights
stab wounds ur dead body oh its so fine
now ur dead it just means that ull be all mine

@hxnterbtw 
oh my god she got cuts all on her body
baby so cute ya she such a fucking hottie
baby wanna fuck can u touch all on my body
imma fucking kill u
be my dedgrl shawty


stab me all over my body
u know how i like it
bite down softly
i want blood drippin down ur white t
the look in my eyes while u kill me slowly

im just ur dedgrl shawty
u know how i like it ;3
bite down softly
everyone cant see what i see
chasing after u dont play nice plz?

@hxnterbtw
oh my god she got cuts all on her body
baby so cute ya she such a fucking hottie
baby wanna fuck can u touch all on my body
imma fucking kill u
be my dedgrl shawty

dedgrl shawty!!!

dedgrl shawty!!! w/ 11dedgrl

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u turned into wut u hated.

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