cover art done by @lucefuh on ig

-----lyrics-----
[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

[Post-Chorus: skypebf]
Tell me that you love me, even if it's fake
I don't, I don't wanna talk
Baby, I don't wanna play no games
Oh my God, I'm sick and tired
Of you, of you, of you, of you

[Verse 1: skypebf]
Baby, I been bawling, bawling on the floor tonight
Hate it everytime you lie
I don't wanna fight, yeah, you know I'm in the right
Always wanna switch sides
Wanted you to be my sweetheart 'til we die
Living in this cruel fucking life
Suicide always on my mind
Asking myself, "Why?," I wanna die
You already know that answer, it's cause of you

[Verse 2: skypebf]
Miss the sound of your voice at night
Now you're saying to another boy, "Goodnight"
You were full of spite, I was out of my mind
I was so alive, now I hate my life
It was a cold gloomy summer day
That was when you threw my heart away
Now I'm sitting in my room, thinking bout you
And all the reasons why i hate you
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
I don't wanna

[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

y r u afraid of me w/ skypebf (buhguul)

Do you have any Ibuprofen? I got a headache ... >_<

Non-Binary
Name: Shira
He/They 

If you ever died, what would your memories start looking like?

It's ok to cry, Jayce. I love you.

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