I re-uploaded a new version of my original song I posted 3 years ago called Hindi Sinasadya. This time with better audio recording and quality. I got to learn some new tricks in Audacity this time.  I wrote this song with one person in mind. I met this person at a bar before new year of 2010. We celebrated new year together and after a week of dating, I was ghosted. So read between the lines...

Lyrics: Hindi Sinasadya

Malinaw pa sa aking alaala
Kung paano tayo unang nag kita.
Pagkakataon na sa buhay ay
Nag hahanap ng makakasama.

Mga mata'y nangungusap na, "Masaya akong ikaw ay nakilala."
Ngunit bakit ngayon ako'y humihiling na sana...

Kalimutan mo na tayo'y nagkakilala.
Hindi na mahalaga ang bawat sandaling nakasama.
Gayon pa man ay minahal na kita ng 'di sinasadya.
Minahal na nga kita ng 'di sinasadya.

Kung ibabalik ko ba ang nakalipas,
Ikaw ang lalapit at ako ang iiwas?
Malalaman mo ba ang aking pangalan
At ako naman ang mag aalinlangan?

Mga ngiti at tawa mong mula noo'y nagbibigay pag-asa.
Ngunit bakit ang tanging hiling ko nalang ay sana...

Hindi na pinangarap pang maging parte ng buhay mo.
Kung may halaga ako sa iyo'y hindi na ako iiyak ng ganito.

English Translation:
I Didn't Mean To

It is still clear in my vivid memory
How we met each other for the first time
It was the time when I was looking for
Somebody to spend my lonely life with.

Our eyes met as if saying, "Hey, I'm happy to be able to know you."
But now why is it all I ever wanted is for you to...

For you to forget that we have ever met.
It's not important how long the time we have spent.
But then again I have loved you and I didn't mean this to happen.
I have loved you but I didn't mean this to happen...

If I ever be able to bring back the past,
Will you introduce yourself and I will be shy?
Will I be able to know my name 
And I will be the one who would think twice?

Your smiles and laughter has always been giving me hope.
But right now all I wish is that for you to...

I never really wished for me to be part of your life.
Because if I really mean something to you,
Then I wouldn't be crying like this...

Sounds of a Broken Heart

Hindi Sinasadya - Remastered (Luwirap Originals)

he lost Him but he found himself... and somehow, that was everything.