this makes me realize how well fitting slam poetry would fit botanica

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/heartsick-feat-akkiro-2

prod. by @1kaynn
lyrics by @1kaynn
vocals by @1kaynn and @7akkiro
guitars by @1kaynn and @und3rw3ather

the end of a story

____________

two weeks without a real conversation
two weeks without knowing if you are alive
i keep stalking with fragile observations
posting shit on my close friends for you to find
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be
what's the verdict
was this shit in God's script 
i vow i want to fix it but im growing sick
written down my neck
expressing in this project 
i guess it's over now 
and im nearing to accept
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be

every step away just leads me back to the truth
i dont want to get over you
i dont want to get over you

"shattered by the silence you left behind, heartsick"

when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset does not feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises, promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

i prayed to God to show me the truth
i begged for mercy and asked for the proof
i saw you the next day, soaked head to shoe
but i was left with nothing, just traces of you

few weeks without a deep conversation 
few weeks and now i know you're not mine
i keep stalking with fragile observations
and i am heartsick 
     
i dont want to get over you
but i have to   

i was waiting like you asked me
i gave you the time 
but it felt like i was screaming for help
my path to learn
with no return
do you know how it feels?
do you know how it feels?
when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset doesnt feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

heartsick (featuring akkiro)

produced by me with the help of @paloris_music

performed by me & @ivuo2

cover art @paloris_music


(friendd)
im in the backseat
youre not persuasive at all, im sorry
oh girl, I cant tell you what Im thinking
oh what are you doing to me
its hard to belive
are you still thinking of me

(ivu)
the way you think of me i might just be somebody different now
new id card no soul new person new persona
rose tinted glasses bout our past i might just have to pay the cost, eternal starcrossed

(ivu, friendd)
lovers in another life, i think that i'll remember it in every lifetimex4

starcrossed

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tysm to @papercuties for helping me in the production

another day is coming to an end

be my inspiration_chapter484

11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

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