original/s demo/s (unfinished)all recorded off my phone. life sucks. Im a self deprecating piece of shit........a .....dick. hope you like my version of  sounds that come out from time to time. 

demos I ducked up

I've been down for too long 
Not waiting any longer 
To heal my heart and soul 
That's my current agenda

I hate conditional love 
It's fucked up an it's dumb 
Your words ain't rational 
Unpredictable
An I'm shaking off these chains. 

Let it go 
Drop it now 
Sick and tired of the same 
Conversations in vain 
We ain't measuring pain
That's what I mean by conditional
You go off at me for wanting more. 

Hate getting wrapped in guilt 
That's mind manipulation 
Had so much as a kid 
Im not a saint but listen. 
You want me in your life 
But you want the best of both sides...
Your words ain't rational, unpredictable an I'm shaking off these chains..

Let it go 
Drop it now. 
Sick and tired of the same 
Conversations in vain 
We ain't measuring pain.  
That's what I mean by conditional 
You go off at me for wanting more 

(I hate conditional love, it's fucked up an it's dumb)

Smash that wall,
Break a glass, grab someone round the neck.
Think about what you want 
Im leaving here for good 

You ain't the only one that feels pain 
You're no expection 
One in the same 
Like no other feeling this heart is learning fast. 

Like no other feeling this heart is learning fast. 
Ive been forming bad habits and this is where it ends 
Like no other feeling this heart is learning fast 
I know that you've been hurting
But man I gotta pass. 

Let it go 
Drop it now. 
Sick and tired of the same 
Conversations in vain 
We ain't measuring pain.  
That's what I mean by conditional 
You go off at me for wanting more 

I've been down for too long 
Not waiting any longer 
To heal my heart and soul 
That's my current agenda

I hate conditional love 
It's fucked up an it's dumb 
Your words ain't rational 
Unpredictable
An I'm shaking off these chains

Let it go 
Drop it now. 
Sick and tired of the same 
Conversations in vain 
We ain't measuring pain.  
That's what I mean by conditional 
You go off at me for wanting more













CTP Mixtape

Conditional. (Explicit) original

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Conditional. (Explicit) original

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