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its like time moves... n i always stay behind
@LXCCA


Lyrics -

ahay -

it's like time moves and I always stay behind 
drownin in my cup now im feeling alright
masked up I never leave without my 9 
these voices telling me I'm out my mf mind
"why do u always say that?"

I don't believe a word they saying 
can't even trust myself wth was I thinkin
these feelings fk my health everyday feels wasted
I do my best to keep a face but I don't wanna feel a thing 
I don't want this shit no more 
leave my body wit these sores
u can hate me idgaf I'm broken to the core
ashing on my true religies gotta wipe that to the floor
gotta wipe that to the-

LXCCA - 

How'd I hit rock bottom in a
years time
Used abused and left to rot
Off these drugs can't See right
Say she love me loves me not
So Close to blowin my head off
When did I become so weak
And If this is my Send off
Please Don't remember me

F43 - 

haven’t felt this way in a minute 
feeling like a fucking burden, i can’t start when i’m finished
yes i love 2 see the flashing lights believe i won’t give in
i don’t even gotta face u 2 walk away living

sick of living on my own
ofc i had 2 pave the road
sick of living on my own
you’s a bitch go catch a bone
sick of living on my own 
ofc i had 2 pave the road
sick of living on my own

instagram <3

stay behind w/ LXCCA & F43 (tgwog & jeunekash)

Pick Up The Phone (prod.arcxsounds)

mixed n mastered by me
prod by @tgwog & @sshinju
lyrics:
ahay- 

all my friends are fuckin dead I stuff em right into my pocket too
I'd stay all in my bed if I ain't had shit that I had to got to do 
living thru the day jus tryna get comfy with all the trauma 
get my life back, 
my thoughts back,
atleast for what I got through 
 
I think I don't Fw no one yall make me feel uncomfortable
"you gotta go ur own way" ... been doing that I feel unstoppable
doing what I did, it felt impossible
hell.. every day I wake's another fuckin obstacle

I can't change the way that you see me 
keep my strains stacked like CDs
make promises I fail delivery on
u shouldn't wanna be me 
I'm trained to go but I'm sleepy 
speak my mind as freely as I want 

get out my bucket here we go 
can't trust a thing you show 
pistol on the stove , who's at the door, can't trust a soul
murder what she wrote , burdens I'll never disclose

LXCCA-

When you livin fast then you know the crash is imminent 
Say they’re open ears but there’s really no one listening
Try to Keep my head Keep my head up Through the Dissonance 
I might Pop myself pop myself just like a Ritalin  
World spinning will you be there when the day it stops 
I could make the whole show stop just like a clot 
All this pain and I only know one way to stop it 
And I try but can’t forget

pocket

insta :3

pocket w/ LXCCA (shinju & tgwog)

My Ex (feat. Yin)

mixed n mastered by me. 
prod @blxty & @tgwog
Lyrics: 
ahay- 
I know everything exists within my pain 
can't keep running, but I never change my pace 
Medusa, there's some shit I'll never face 
there ain't no way I could be rich, my feelings changed 

I don't sleep right 
I don't think right 
I don't act right 
Yeaa
I don't feel right 
on the brink like 
is this sink too high? 
bluhh
Im in that zone again 
everything is closing in
nothing seems fine 
but ima be alright 

just another day 
I disassociate 

at least I changed.. 
you wanna talk about me? 
at least I changed.. 
you always talk about me... 

LXCCA-
Gave me a lil hope and then ya snatched it 
Havent seen right ever since like broken glasses
She was the cause of my decline and it was rapid 
Remember back the words would rhyme I  wasn’t rapping 
It hurt so bad said said how it was I wasn’t cappin 
She wasn’t at fault but was a factor 
I wasn’t at fault but was a factor 
Now I got motion shoutout Kappuh 
Help my dawg out in the field just like a tractor 
Ya I smiled in some faces then adapted 
Ya I smiled in some faces started laughing

I might’ve changed but I evolved 
You stay the same bump on a log 
I always work like a revolver 
Been in the game not far along

medusa

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medusa / changed w/ LXCCA (blxty & tgwog)

prod by @blxty @47e @tgwog
lyrics:
me-
let me be real 
i dont know where my heads at, whats the deal
need to process not choke, but i cant feel 

i dont wanna face it anymore
will anybody ever listen to me?

7gs a day i don't wanna fuckin feel a thing anymore ay
get my keys and skate, I just wanna feel the way I used to before ay 
i dont wanna explore a
different kind of escape plan
made it this far i cant wait man 
no more no more
rip my lil brother wish i got ur feet out that door 
now everyday feels accompanied by the past I can't ignore it

medicate (idk) till I suffocate and boy am I all for it x2

LXCCA-
Seeing things, can’t feel a thing 
Tried all the meds there ain’t no healing me 
Know all my friends don’t wanna hear from me
 All the people I wish were here to see
 I don’t wanna face it wanna wake up but I can’t 
I don’t wanna chase her but she got me in a trance
 Don’t care to be famous but still rock designer brands
 Get to the paper to the paper like a stamp
 Hang my coat on my way out
 I won’t need it where I’m going 
The way that things are going now
 Tryna fix it I’m not proud 
And my feelings always showing
 Painted to look just like a clown

My Ex (feat. Yin)

LXCCA

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