i care so much that i dont care at all

dont step like that
she stabbed my back she stabbed my back
trick stab :D
like uh yeah i hit her with an icicle
so sad D:
really thought we had something magical
too bad , its her loss tho
so sad , its her loss tho 
too bad , its her loss tho
so sad , its her loss tho
im so back , yeah im up now
you get struck down
.556 made him freeze up
came up with some bread now these bitches want the stallion
yeah i pull up to the outskirts shootin down medallions
sorry ashley imma catch you laterrrr
on a bigger mission now hank schrader
must suck when your own bro a traitor
i've leveled up missin out on this labor
i cant save her , i cant save her
must suck when your own bro a , yuh
i cant save her , i cant save her
must suck when your own bro a , wha
i cant stand her , raised my standards 
know im better , can do better
yeah i hit that stain got blood on my dcs
this shit is my swag you cant be me
yeah im swagged out , she be acting out
what she on abt now yeah tell me yeah
if the stars aligned would you tell me yeah? x2
i been trippin out
waiting for things to get better
inside my brain but shit i let her
also hope you peeped my letter 
but like my heart you tossed it in the shredder

ashley

LXXIV & Kashimotu - GET OUT ALIVE [PROD. ILEDLESS]

Y’all

Crying, Laughing, Loving, Lying

Fuck

(feat. LXR)
[prod. wiley]
{remaster of all day long}

all day long (Remastered) w/LXR [prod. wiley]

(feat. LXR)

I can’t feel good, when you’re upset//
I can’t forgive, cuz i’m a wreck//
I can’t forget, your marks on my neck//
Light a cigarette, my life’s a mess//
All my friends are dead, and i am next//

Russian roulette, with a full of a gun//
Full of regret, and i’m coming undone//
She’s a brunette, it was always in a bun//
I get what i get, and i get it upfront//

She out with her friends right now, she’s fine//
I wish i was dead, oh god i’m not//
Oh god i’m not, i forgot//
I wanted more, and you just  stopped//

Please, don’t talk//
Please, just stop//
Just don’t talk//
Make it all stop//

In her room, there’s a pile of clothes, on her floor//
I got drunk, passed out on her floor//
I got sad, all the blood on her floor//
Wish i could live, on her floor//

I be on the floor//
Thinking ‘bout all the things, that i regret//
All the shit you said//
You just want me dead, oh god i know//

I know my life’s a mess//
Empty pills, sit on my bed//
I don’t really know what’s next//
What the fuck do i expect?//

You just want me dead, don’t lie//
Take down my meds, til i die//
I am fed up, so i sigh//
Try my best, but i still cry//

What the fuck is wrong with me?//
Don’t feel good, i cannot breathe//
I’m not blind, yeah i can see//
That you want me to leave//

Don’t know why i feel stuck//
You can go, i do not give a fuck//
Reap what you sow, i am running out of luck//
Why am i not enough?//

Playing roulette, by myself//
Loaded gun, send me down to hell//
You hate me, and i can tell//
I can’t feel good, you don’t mean well//

i cant feel good. w/LXR

@everettlatte

and i remember when we promised forever to eachother
i remember those nights in summer
when we were bothing fighting over the covers
do you remember all the walks that we took
do you remember the lake that we went to on my birthday
do you remember all the flowers that you told me tou loved
remember all the times that i put you first
you ignore me like im nothing but dirt
now you have me looking so damn stupid
writing these songs with hopes that are useless
i cant bear to do this
sad what i call existence its fruitless
girls n guys n in my phone but ion want them i want u
but that doesnt seem to bother you moved onto somethin new
lovin you the only thing i knew how to do
now all i have is drugs in my room
and i been doin em tryna forget what we were
pass out when i wake up all i feel is hurt
the shit im mixin it should kill me but im not dead
peace is too sweet a release for a soul like mine
as i look into the sky
and i ask creator why
i never asked for existence im asking to die
every song that ive made has been apart to a suicide note no ones cared about
its been a long time coming all that i ask is that you spread my ash
my soul has no more fight and it scares me
war within myself and its scary

spread my ash (everett latte)

yea i been so far (o-o)  
backwood so big that it look like cigar <~<  
i cannot function unless i am armed [!]  
dont wanna say that ur toxic u are (x_x)  
i just pulled up in a luxury car [=^=]  
i been smokin on this gas im on mars *~*  
saw me i disappear im a mirage (0_0)  
im seeing figures i see em through fog ~~~  

damn im like was i wrong (._.)  
thinkin bout u like all night long (-_-)  
never understand nothing im drunk @__@  
i been outside bitch i came from the mud (^v^)  
i dont want see ur face im done >:(  
i been on my couch on shit im drugged @_@  
like what would i shoot 7.62 slugs [!]  
ye put em in the dirt now he sleep w dem bugs (x_x)  

yea i been so far (o-o)  
backwood so big that it look like cigar <~<  
i cannot function unless i am armed [!]  
dont wanna say that ur toxic u are (x_x)  
i just pulled up in a luxury car [=^=]  
i been smokin on this gas im on mars *~*  
saw me i disappear im a mirage (0_0)  
im seeing figures i see em through fog ~~~  
bitch i been smokin im smokin alot (-.-)💨

𝕆𝕍𝔼ℝ𝔻𝔒𝕊𝔼 {sulvyr}

feat. @nferior
prod. lipkona

tungtunjgtungsahur who wants to help mer write all teh lyrics down 4 every song ever

homicide (feat. nferior) [prod. lipkona]

LYRICS//

I think I should go
You hate me I know
I think I should go
You hate me I know
I can’t really wake up sober
You left me so hurt
I got no words
Things have got worse
I get on my own nerves
I get what I deserve
I get on my own nerves
I get what I deserve
I told her I think I should kill myself

Told me that’s a great idea
I cannot think I think I need her
Turn me a bleeder
Blades go deeper
I get weaker
I can’t leave her
I can’t read her
I cannot think I think I need her
Turn me a bleeder
Blades go deeper
I get weaker
I can’t leave her
I can’t read her
I get weaker
I can’t leave her
I can’t read her

Took me to her room said “ignore all of the gloom”
I just have assumed that I am fucking doomed
Leave me in my tomb yea leave me in my tomb
Ignore all my wounds yea ignore all my wounds

I gotta go go go
You hate me I know know know
In my dreams you glow
Just hope that you know
That I will not come back
I am cool of that
You’re easy on my eyes cause you wear all black
I cannot go back
No no no no
I cannot go back
No no no no
I cannot go back
Told her that I’m gonna kill myself