i care so much that i dont care at all

meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow

prod. @user-806806482
mixed by @everettlatte

meow [prod. ludatalesi]

TRAP [fiftyzeros]

{feat. LXR}
{prod. wiley}

Talk, and I’m walking
Walk, you distracting
I, I do nothing
Bye, you just walk away
You don’t like me

You don’t frighten me
You talk just like me
Thinking that you might fuck with me

Please fuck with me
I do not fuck with me
Why would you fuck with me
Thinking that you might fuck with me
Please fuck with me

All up down, 6 feet in the dirt
Shotty to my head, feel like Kurt
Drank too much, all my vision blur

All up down, 6 feet in the dirt
Shotty to my head, feel like Kurt
Drank too much, all my vision blur

I can’t even put the bottle down, at the break of dawn 
Reality is slipping through my fingers, it’s too gone
Life is just a game, and we are a helpless pawn
12 hours of sleep, just to wake up and yawn

Stay away from me, it’s best for your safety
All these visions drive me crazy
But please don’t go, my baby

I Took a left, when i shoulda went right
Guess you learn some things in life?
I can see my shadows, at night
Blankly staring during conversations, man my mind is too fried
But atleast I can say that i tried

i dont like it here w/LXR [prod. wiley]

w @corpse-disposal
walk away like its nothing
i remember when
i remember when we were something
and told me that you love me
fool to believe that you loved me
i was a fool to believe that you loved me

memory is nothing
i remmember back when u told me u loved me
i remember all the lies that i believed that you told me
i can see clearly now tht was the old me
do you really wnna bury us
without you all i have is drugs
i miss your words i miss your touch and above all else i miss your love

but u disappeared
coz of all the drugs
im a junkie n it fkn sux :/
black out everyday
im in love with the pain
i hate my brain
will you please, please come my way
the world is cold without you n idk wat 2 do
every single song i make is about you

try to hide how i feel but i cant
hard to keep a poker face on alcochol and xans
ive been told i can do it but i know that i cant
this world isnt for me i an just an ant
im nothing
im useless
this barren life is fruitless
we were in love
i dont understand
how you could you do this

constant reminders coz we did everything together
i recorded this song while wearing your sweater
love sucks and thats a lesson i hate i had to learn
i cant bear this life its for you that i yearn
but i dont think that itll happen
every time we talk about us why u use the past tense
were young and in love and so much could happen
love is a story and i dont want our end to be tragic

(i dont want our end to be tragic
my heart you know that youve always had it
all the places that i took you too
well both forget and find someone new
js like we always do
just like weve always done
i wish my prayers were answered and you were the one)