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drowning in poison w/ Balphegxr♰ #acidclub2k23 (Prod. HVVXCK)

Beat by @owleeng
Mix/Mastering by me & leow
Feature: @le0w

Song Nr. 3 from my EP "suicidal thoughts"

Lyrics:
Try to killing myself
Hanging on a tree now 
Cutting deep in my skin
My veins bleeding dry out 
Try to killing myself
Hanging on a tree now 
All i want is u Girl
Let's sleep in a treehouse 

All i want is you
All i want is you, girl 
I don't know
What you wanna to do now 
Lay down back 
And enjoy the Moment 
You're the one of thousand
and my heart is broken 

All i want is you
All i want is you, girl 
I don't know
What you wanna to do now 
Lay down back 
And enjoy the Moment 
You're the one of thousand
and my heart is broken 

Yeah my wrists bloody
I feel like a zombie
I be in the back of the club off a molly

Your bitch want me
I don't want that hoe though
Just like jeffery dahmer take a photo

Got your bitch in my room with no clothes though
Imma kill myself, you can type the rope hoe
Suicide note left on the front door
There is no hope
Watch my body float

Chop my head off
Fuck the system in my head 
Cutting "lone forever" in my skin
Because i lost my girlfriend 
Even 6 Months later burning all these motherfucking scars

I have deathwishes and last but not least
I wanna be a star
Wanna be a star

Dancing with the corpses on that motherfucking beat
Cause dreams are too way far 
Like the fucking stars 

Try to killing myself
Hanging on a tree now 
Cutting deep in my skin
My veins bleeding dry out 
Try to killing myself
Hanging on a tree now 
All i want is u Girl
Let's sleep in a treehouse 

All i want is you
All i want is you, girl 
I don't know
What you wanna to do now 
Lay down back 
And enjoy the Moment 
You're the one of thousand
and my heart is broken 

All i want is you
All i want is you, girl 
I don't know
What you wanna to do now 
Lay down back 
And enjoy the Moment 
You're the one of thousand
and my heart is broken 

All i want is you

SPOTIFY

try2kms * all i want is you * +leow (beat by Owleeng & Happytears)

I take not enough drugs for this ngl
beat by me

Balphegxr:

https://soundcloud.com/lxrd-balphegxr
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/balphegxr/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4Q7x16GwNe0B0zWfgh6UOS?si=ARiivnBGSSWfyL6orylv1Q

My:

Insta: https://www.instagram.com/seishin999/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5CfpeCKy5ESQbrKCsR7MIQ?si=jBcX9AVGTQ-YI13QThOGww

Distorted Dream w/ Balphegxr

warm me up, i'm freezing! (beat by Z?iN & Twomollyincup)

Beat by @z-in-925801120
Mix/Mastering by me & koy
Feature: @user-436565787

Lyrics:
Wanna be cuddle you, girl, i'm sad 
Cheer me up for my heart is dead 
Hate my life but i try my best 
I'm cuter than you, so what do you next? 

Wanna be cuddle you, girl, i'm sad 
Cheer me up for my heart is dead 
Hate my life but i try my best 
I'm cuter than you, so what do you next? 

[Goregeous Nightmare:]
Imma go now n cut up my wrists 
U left me in the dark left my stomach in twists  
I lived for you yeah the the reason i exist 
Taken advantage of you left me so pissed 
Now i can manage 
After u left me stranded 
Better on my own 
Yeah you took me for fucking granted 

Carried ur baggage 
I took all ur damage
Broken, nothing to salvage
Fuck you girl ive had it 

Carried ur baggage 
I took all ur damage
Broken, nothing to salvage
Fuck you girl ive had it 

[Balphegxr:]
You don't care about my feelings 
Gonna go now, cause i got bad experience 
Fuck my life's gonna hard, so i Kill myself 
I scream cause i need your help 

I miss you so much 
You hurt my little heart 
I was touched by your voice 
I was not your choice 

[Hook:]
Wanna be cuddle you, girl, i'm sad 
Cheer me up for my heart is dead 
Hate my life but i try my best 
I'm cuter than you, so what do you next? 

Wanna be cuddle you, girl, i'm sad 
Cheer me up for my heart is dead 
Hate my life but i try my best 
I'm cuter than you, so what do you next?

cuter than you <3 +Goregeous Nightmare (beat by Z?iN & negative.creeper)

Beat by @luvnotee
Mix/Mastering by me
Coverart by @ray-idk-370219188
https://www.instagram.com/ryyxxq/

Lyrics:
Why you leave me alone
Why you burning my hope
Why you pretend on friend
Why you go on distant 
Why you go on distant 
Why you go on distant 
Why you go on distant 
Why you go on distant 

You move away from me and i'm really sad
Going on distant
Became a heart attack
I know it was my fault and i hate myself
I need you by my side
Forgive me, let be friends

You move away from me and i'm really sad
Going on distant
Became a heart attack
I know it was my fault and i hate myself
I need you by my side
Forgive me, let be friends

Fuck i miss you
Fuck i need you
Fuck i want to kill myself
I hate my life at this moment
I would be try to kill myself 
I scream my soul out and i thought about you, baby 
My life is a nightmare, fuck off
Girl, you drives me crazy 

You move away from me and i'm really sad
Going on distant
Became a heart attack
I know it was my fault and i hate myself
I need you by my side
Forgive me, let be friends

You move away from me and i'm really sad
Going on distant
Became a heart attack
I know it was my fault and i hate myself
I need you by my side
Forgive me, let be friends

distant (beat by luvnote)

Beat by @aki-prod
Mix/Mastering by me

Lyrics:
I need oxygen
I think i drown like ben
The darkness is my friend
I'm lonely at the end 

I want to breathe again 
Please come and help me out 
I want to see you again 
You know, i need you now 

I want to breathe again 
Please come and help me out 
I want to see you again 
You know, i need you now 

I be drowned in pity
She is pretty skinny 
I need her number on my phone
She say's i am a silly

But i don't give a fuck
Girl, i meet u in the city
I think i need a hug
Eye contact with you is trippy

Yeah, i don't give a fuck
My life is a maggot
I'm so ugly
I'm disgusting
And i speak another language
Geh beiseite, bruder
Ich zeig dir, dass sich das Blatt bald wendet
Drop 'nen deutschen Part 
Und alle denken sich dabei what's happened

Shoutout to germany
Make this for eternity
Music for me is more than a few sounds
It's like therapy

I think you can murder me
Hanging on the christmas tree
Keine weiße Weihnacht
Aber dafür schwarze wenn ich geh' 

I need oxygen
I think i drown like ben
The darkness is my friend
I'm lonely at the end 

I want to breathe again 
Please come and help me out 
I want to see you again 
You know, i need you now 

I want to breathe again 
Please come and help me out 
I want to see you again 
You know, i need you now

breathe again (beat by aki)

Selfhate! (PROD.H8)

Beat by @aki-prod
Mix/Mastering by me

Lyrics:
I write my thoughts on the paper 
And the work can wait, I'll do it later 
Big middle finger to the haters 
I rock the stage without satan 

I can't fly with my wings
The feathers burning a while 
I need an guardian angel
Cause i'm falling from high 
I only see how my life is ending
Look in the sky 
I think I'm going to go now in the paradise 

I can't fly with my wings
The feathers burning a while 
I need an guardian angel
Cause i'm falling from high 
I only see how my life is ending
Look in the sky 
I think I'm going to go now in the paradise 

My head is a complicated dungeon
And my world is faded 
Making scenecore songs in the acid club
Time is a never ending race, yeah 

Got another tattoo on my skin
Because i need it 
Pain is best fought with pain 
And therefore i won't to keep it 
I have the anxiety of lose important peoples 
Scatter all my ashes in ocean
And don't believe that 

I will never manage to fly like an angel 
cause dear god has us our wings fucking taken 
Free me from the shackles 
And I will the ice breaking 
That stands between us
Even if I will for that paying 

I can't fly with my wings
The feathers burning a while 
I need an guardian angel
Cause i'm falling from high 
I only see how my life is ending
Look in the sky 
I think I'm going to go now in the paradise 

I can't fly with my wings
The feathers burning a while 
I need an guardian angel
Cause i'm falling from high 
I only see how my life is ending
Look in the sky 
I think I'm going to go now in the paradise

can't fly with my wings (beat by aki)

Beat by @2brokesc
Mix/Mastering by me

Lyrics:
Set on and cutting myself
Cause i hate myself 
Making pictures of bleeding
Post it on myspace 
Cutting, i need blood
Cutting, i need blood
Have a identity crisis
Want to cut you up 

Set on and cutting myself
Cause i hate myself 
Making pictures of bleeding
Post it on myspace 
Cutting, i need blood
Cutting, i need blood
Have a identity crisis
Want to cut you up 

Oh my god, you see it
My bloody bloody secret 
Store bodies in the basement 
Just for fun lol 
Cause i need it 

I'm going now to cut you into itty bitty pieces 
Only God can save you now
Praise be holy jesus 

Give me, Give me, Give me
Give me now the holy water 
I drink the holy water and piss it out lol

Snip Snap, Snip Snap
Put your limbs on bestgore 
Put your limbs on bestgore
Try your body restore 

Snip Snap, Snip Snap
Put your limbs on bestgore 
Put your limbs on bestgore
Try your body restore 

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Set on and cutting myself
Cause i hate myself 
Making pictures of bleeding
Post it on myspace 
Cutting, i need blood
Cutting, i need blood
Have a identity crisis
Want to cut you up 

Set on and cutting myself
Cause i hate myself 
Making pictures of bleeding
Post it on myspace 
Cutting, i need blood
Cutting, i need blood
Have a identity crisis
Want to cut you up

cutting! #bestgorecontent (beat by 2broke)

Balphegxr

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