artwork @astrosux
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Lyrics:
it was a long time ago that
i used to believe
in something bigger than myself
but this world is hell
and we all need, somebody else

got a lotta problems inside my head
never know how to fix them
so i lay in bed instead 
try to see the light at the end
but i just see red

and i been thinkin maybe i would be better off 
dead x3

and i think i saw you in a dream
you were doing better than me
and i think i saw your new man on instagram
how cute is he?

and i hope that you're so happy together
happiness comes a the cost of someone elses
we all know how that works
how that works !

problems in my head ! [+yungspoiler]

01 [scene setter]

darkness doesnt come from nothing.

lyrics

please dont pity me

with drunk words pillaging 

the heart drops defences

it might stop levelling 

even the mightiest fall when the tone turns frivolous

/
if you stay i could tell u bout tommorow

is it evil is it just to leave a hollow soul

trapped in the abandonment of what was a home but horror had 

followed, i guess you just triple the sorrow

/
sorry, im sorry for what i said 

i know i touched a part that was tryna rust could be a little dead 

i guess im lookin at the light, its just that hole in to the shed

got my attention, i know you’re eyes it couldnt sense 

/
anything that doesnt construe the darkness in your head

you portrayed a product of an angel just now with 

input filled with dread

letters never read 

messeages not sent 

dreams swept under like the dust under the bed

/
she sleeps tonight she sleeps tonight but

this candle light is, shrinking in life, its a prevalent scythe

tossing and turning but in the mind 

an exhalation thats close to its time 

things fall into place but dont always aline 

cafsque get back in line 

/
weekends u looked forward to 

i turned water to wine 

i made most of the time i had with you 

and ignored all the signs

i accepted a future of silent demise

/
in this bed where she lies

not an ounce of regret is there tied

its the end of the world in this town 

not a scream, not a word, not a sound.

please dnt pity me

please dont. (stillvanishing)

produced by 4lexf 

-lyrics-
she said she wanna start over
i gave the cold shoulder 
and i’m turning my back to the wind 
i know when she turned colder
in mid to late october
i ain’t going through hell again
somewhere down the line we fell
too far from the road
i drag myself back to my home
i got a 10 inch incision 
right down my heart
but that’s just how the story goes

acknowledging that i am talking too much 
baby i’m stuck in a rut
i cannot seem to get out, making no sound
i’ve had enough 
maybe it’s all in my brain
don’t even try to stay
say that you changed, i know that you didn’t
i better hideaway

she said she wanna start over
i gave the cold shoulder 
and i’m turning my back to the wind 
i know when she turned colder
in mid to late october
i ain’t going through hell again
somewhere down the line we fell
too far from the road
i drag myself back to my home
i got a 10 inch incision 
right down my heart
but that’s just how the story goes

how the story goes - demo (4lexf)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

~2300~

i wrote this song a few years ago about my predisposition to drug addiction. I never planned on sharing this publicly but I wanted to keep my SC page as more of a "time capsule" so here it is. I've lost many loved ones to the cycle of addiction and i'm grateful for my friends who have helped keep me grounded over the years even when things have been hard <3 love you.

predisposition (you weren't meant to hear this)

all i wanted. (trying.)

the riptides interlude - demo (pizzle)

deal or no deal

“After the Blur” is a soul-deep journey through emotional clarity, crafted by Kaelion with haunting precision and poetic restraint. Across 20 tracks, the album explores what remains after the chaos fades — the quiet truths, the unsent signals, the soft armor we wear to survive love.

Each song is a vignette: cinematic, intimate, and structured like a memory. From the ambient ache of “Poignant Flow” to the sensual defiance of “Spicy Hot Ballads,” Kaelion builds a sonic archive that feels lived-in and timeless. The production is minimalist but textured — ambient pads, lo-fi percussion, soft piano, and vocals that glide between confession and control.

Themes of emotional interference, quiet resilience, and late-night vulnerability run throughout. The album doesn’t chase resolution — it honors the blur, the bloom, and the breath that follows.

18. Echoes In The Fabric

video: https://youtu.be/iUqo9aZckzU

promises are scarier than secrets
don't leave before i wake, please
all my love xo
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lyrics: 
don't fall asleep
i think we took too much
say i talk too much
when i'm too fucked up
i'm seeing faces in your windows 
baby, don't look up
wrote this song in my dreams
you were too shook up

need some more dope, i'm finna cook up
better off without me? bitch good luck
only want me cuz she know that i'm a good fuck
baby, YOU SHOULD LOVE YOURSELF cuz i'll never be enough

verse:
tell me how you love me, tell me how you hate me
say you wanna fuck me, say you wanna rape me
that bitch wanna kill me, used to wanna date me
i don't think you feel me, these bitches is basic
molly that i'm tasting
fingertips are shaking
11:11
make a wish before you're too jaded
i don't wanna face it
i really fucking hate it
but i don't really care
right now, they got me faded

producers:
https://instagram.com/sketchmyname
https://instagram.com/kuroimetsuyu

how the story goes - demo (4lexf)

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