produced by 4lexf 

-lyrics-
she said she wanna start over
i gave the cold shoulder 
and i’m turning my back to the wind 
i know when she turned colder
in mid to late october
i ain’t going through hell again
somewhere down the line we fell
too far from the road
i drag myself back to my home
i got a 10 inch incision 
right down my heart
but that’s just how the story goes

acknowledging that i am talking too much 
baby i’m stuck in a rut
i cannot seem to get out, making no sound
i’ve had enough 
maybe it’s all in my brain
don’t even try to stay
say that you changed, i know that you didn’t
i better hideaway

she said she wanna start over
i gave the cold shoulder 
and i’m turning my back to the wind 
i know when she turned colder
in mid to late october
i ain’t going through hell again
somewhere down the line we fell
too far from the road
i drag myself back to my home
i got a 10 inch incision 
right down my heart
but that’s just how the story goes

how the story goes - demo (4lexf)

death and decay - demo (hero)

backyard beetle - a self aware song about love w/ lxst boy, sixthirtyeight & mackk

taking pictures of the sunset (prod. cløud)

i dont think u understand
what i meant when i said that theres parts i want to fix
i was talking bout myself cuz i saw me turning out different than this
kiss ur lips
fight for the hell of it
be content for a little bit
shes an angel
she fell from the sky
n ur arms feel like heaven where i lie
its a beautiful place to die

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

i dont think u understand 
give in to ur every demand 
i dont think u understand 
give it all the energy i have 
i feel it inside
cast it aside
our feet in the grass
think i turned to a ghost
i would stay by you when it hurt most
a swing n a miss
man was i ever close?
been on my mind i dont know if it shows
i dont think u understand
give in to ur every demand
i dont think u understand

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

fel w/ evergarden (nathan p)

produced by po9t

-lyrics-
i can’t sleep again and you know why
why
only thoughts of you running through my mind
my mind
i tell myself i’m fine oh i’m alright 
yeah
but i can’t seem to rest i’m wide awake at night
at night

i can’t seem to settle down
it’s evident i’ll go insane
i don’t wanna go back
i cannot relive those days
tell me when the pain goes
you left me with a sour taste
only time i smile is when 
you see me in the picture frames 
sit down write a song or 5
i do not feel alive
i been chillin in my room
until the sunrise
i’m getting anxious 
do i miss you or do i miss the highs?
i don’t mind
you can see it in my eyes
yeah 

i can’t sleep again and you know why
why
only thoughts of you running through my mind
my mind
i tell myself i’m fine oh i’m alright 
yeah
but i can’t seem to rest i’m wide awake at night
at night

i dream about u - demo (po9t)

produced by jxsie beats 

-lyrics-

(intro: rxseboy calling jaden a b word)

yeah 
let me tell a story
i could tell you about my life
i promise you won’t say it’s boring
rain and pouring
oh baby it’s distorted 
i got poetry in my DNA then me and jxsie record it
uh
never did this for attention 
stay focused on myself 
from the nursery i had a vision
now i speak out like tattletale 
talking to ghosts like Jennifer Love
call me Bateman how i go insane
life is beautiful honestly

how the story goes - demo (4lexf)

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