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jomie & skinny atlas - lost my voice (lxst boy remix)

high speed cargo train to the middle of nowhere w/ brecken & backyard beetle (idly blare x lxst boy)

produced by steezy prime & lenny loops

-lyrics-

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

you left swift like a tortured poet
left me lost, girl dont you know it
i’ll put on a cape and act heroic
and save the day to protect my Lois
devine intervention, you’re a Godsend
thank Him every day for the time spent
tears on a page while im writing this
dont need a watch, you were timeless
huh, timeless
couldnt get you to stay, im spineless
can we go back to the basics
dont know how it progressed but my guess is
as good as yours and im sorry girl
i couldnt give you the entire world
now i make songs that you hate
now im the one that u hate
yeah

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

dance in the rain w/ steezy prime & lenny loops

◾️ Self Loathing - Dead by Dawn ◾️
First single from our newly form duo band
Hope you all enjoy! 

Production from Blu52 .
Vocals from Vails + Silent Storm🗣️
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Self Loathing

prod. heyzbee

(2x)
take my hand and don’t look back 
until we land cuz you will never
speak again but don’t sad
because you’ll have love in your life

one word of love and i’m ready to go 
never gon look back so let’s start the show 
when you held my hand i could never say no
so i why do i feel bad when i am not home 
with a loved bomb attached she said that she hate me
then she started laughing, but what was so funny 
somewhere inside i know that i was hurting 
in the back of my mind, i thought she was joking 

set me on earth 
then you put my worth 
yeah, your touch i yearn
but i cannot earn it 
i know 
i wasn’t the first to throw a stone 
and it’s all my fault
i don’t wanna be alone 

(2x)
take my hand and don’t look back 
until we land cuz you will never
speak again but don’t sad
because you’ll have love in your life

hand

Huge shout out to my brother @halfhearted for his verse.

If you enjoyed listening, we would appreciate any support on the song, thank you all :)

**lyrics**

So tell me how you lost your feelings in such a quick matter of time
I could lose sleep over who you’ve been texting, but those arent matters of mine

Breaking my spine just so you can survive, and Id do it again if it gave me more time
Just to ask how you’ve been, if you’re feeling all right
I get too attached now there’s nowhere to hide

So was I important to you-
Or is that just a thought in my head?
Am I more than a fool for believing in things that we said? 

Maybe if I could change the structure of all that I am,
It wouldn’t be so hard for me to let go of your hand.

(Halfie)
I could lose my sleep over things that don’t matter, like how my tears splattered on the bedspread
I been sevenfeet with my fear and I’m drowning
Don’t tell me there’s a chance it’ll go right to my head 

She’s the monster deep inside my closet 
Can’t call her, she’s only talking nonsense
I don’t feel alive anymore, but I’ll digress
(Yeah I’ll digress, yeah I’ll digress)

Cause you know, I’m happy to walk around in circles
just avoiding the blame or any people
I’m scared i know, i gotta be a better man but my eyes are closed
im just waiting for your hand

ashed w/ halfhearted (everest)

lyrics //

wrong turn, girl it hurt
idk why
been having visions of ur face almost every night

walk down, every broken road
and ill tell you that im homebound
you just wanna play me like a joke
idk how
u could never get it out ur throat
spit it all out

make a list of every rule i broke
write it all down
just another number in a phone
i wont call now
autumn came and it left me so damn cold

(chorus)

just avoid all my pain god its pushing me down 
im not better now x2
got me scratching at my face
god i hate what you found
scared to sleep
ion wake up now
harder to speak 
when my head so loud
people and pressure be weighing  me down
walk in the function my eyes my eyes to the ground


(verse 2)

last week
spent some time got my mind out the gutter
and all you do is waste my time
girl that’s word to my mother 
it’s got me breaking every night
god i hope this gets better
 wrote down all my love
on the parchment  and paper
if i wasent enoigh
take it up with my maker
put ur knife in my gut
twist the fate with the saber
now im leaking out blood
and all the love that i gave her

(chorus)


(outro)
way too long iv been cointing my sheep
you love to break each bone
get me down ok my knees

scared to sleep [sorrow bringer]

produced by tiedforsilver and ryan kelly
mastered by nate2timez
written and mixed by epitomeoffailure
artwork by melmige

lyrics:

looking back at my life, in black and white, all i see is the past
since hindsight’s is perfect and clear i knew i’d never last 
staring in a bathroom mirror, while life just keeps on going by fast 
i bury my face in my hands all night and scream this 
world is trash 

i just lack the confidence to get over myself today
the demon on my shoulder telling me that he gon have to stay
beggin me to fuck up and to give into my selfish ways
but i could never do it even with a mind to mold like clay

terrified, to the core i think i might be paralyzed
petrified although i can’t help but fucking wish for more
problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
if i looked outside this balcony would i see you by the shore 

pages i cant seem to read because im in the dark
tell me can we shine the light before i fall apart
please patch up these bloody wounds around my blackened heart
as you can see when left to me they start to form up scars

i just need comfort
in this moment
i still suffer 
in the slowest 
ways
i’ve lost the number when counting up my days
now this regret is what i’m smokin to the face 

terrified, to the core i think i might be paralyzed
petrified although i can’t help but fucking wish for more
problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
if i looked outside this balcony would i see you by the shore 

t-t-t-t-terrified, to the core i think i might be paralyzed
petrified although i can’t help but fucking wish for more
p-p-p-problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
if i looked outside this balcony would i see you by the shore 

looking back at my life, in black and white, all i see is the past
since hindsight’s is perfect and clear i knew i’d never last 
staring in a bathroom mirror, while life just keeps on going by fast 
i bury my face in my hands all night and scream this 
world is trash

paralyzed (tiedforsilver x ryan kelly)

produced by cxrter & VITO
mix & master by cxrter & evergarden
📸: Lizzy Chew

lyrics:
(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

tell me what's the cost
something just to have
everybody else gets on easier than that
i could make a call
you could send it back
i could give you everything
just tell me what you want
i could put it all to the side
it's just a noise now
i could make it right in the end
but what's the point now
fuck it up so late the game
who i'm supposed to be
i was me, but it's really not a choice now
voice down, breathe in, breathe out
never one to fall, but i'm in so deep
dream of death when i fall asleep

white lies just complicate it
painted in colors fading
wonder why i've been so pressed
feet on top, my neck have started pressing down again

go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

(notcursed)
don't wanna cause a loss of my own life
my own voice don’t feel right
you called it, under the street light
i walked back alone
i’m craving for a feeling
creating my own meaning
heart drops, a fleeting
but you wouldn’t believe it
let it sink in
i can't find a reason for all the commotion
when will i learn all the parts i’m supposed to
don’t understand the new feelings that grow though

(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

cxrter, greenwood, & notcursed - circles (prod. cxrter x vito)

ty amo

lyrics
 
with those beautiful eyes i’m wondering how u see
with that shit u said on sunday wondering how u sleep
and the more i smoke i feel this kush push me in my seat
and the longer that we fight i feel the less we agree on
and u think that i’m a star
i got my hands in my pockets
u got your hands in ur hair
u know there’s no way u can stop this
i’m not rlly there
can’t tell if i’m even talking
but i rlly care
it’s been that way since i started

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

i hate when you look away
open up those sunny eyes when the skies are gray
get so lost when i take walks in your iris maze
just don't forget my microphone when you throw me away
there's so many roads
and where they go i don't know
i hope you dig a little hole for me inside of your soul
cupids nice with a bow
he hit my heart with arrows
and they all point right to you
they point right to you

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

clementine w/ kiddamo (king theta)

produced by ‪nevrfall‬ 
featuring Vails 
song by wes & Vails

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[lyrics]
make me feel alive
take me somewhere else
i dont feel alive
youre the fix to my bad health
oh cant let you out
when im with you 
i feel like sombebody else
oh cant let you out
kinda wanna die when
youre not around

good for u 
baby i dont think
that  im good for u
t- t- tell me what you wanna do
wanna do
w- wanna do, wanna do, wanna do 
good for me
baby i dont think
that youre good for me
t- t- tell me how its gonna be
gonna be, gonna be, gonna be

i thought it would change
but i was so wrong
i thought bout mistakes
that i made on the way to the end
i hate the way that you said goodbye
hope i feel better tonight
and i thought that i was good for you
and i thought that i was good for you

good for u 
baby i dont think
that  im good for u
t- t- tell me what you wanna do
wanna do
w- wanna do, wanna do, wanna do 
good for me
baby i dont think
that youre good for me
t- t- tell me how its gonna be
gonna be, gonna be, gonna be

good for you w/ Vails (nevrfall)

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