I think I'm gonna go somewhere that you could never find me 
Or just some place I've never been
I'm think I'm gonna leave this world 
Leave it all behind me
Please don't say you weren't my friend

I think I'm gonna take some time
Find some empty space to grow
So I can forget this disease that follows 
Everywhere I go
I think I'm gonna take some poison
Take less, they call it medicine
Could never take enough to make me whole

Nothing could ever fix me
Nothing can replace my bloodstream

Space To Grow

sewerperson - solitude RE (slowed)

the bottom (ft. sydcxx)

produced by nate2timez & blocktane

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
sent a text with no response
baby pick up your phone
I been calling day and night
I know its out of control
I miss your messages
your paragraphs saved in my Notes
in this realm of make-believe
I hope you're coming home

staying inside, outside its cold
hitting you up girl where did you go?
feelings in a text that I type right now
got me dizzy like merry go
like go
walks in the park then I walk you home
I hope you know that im still 10 toes
still seeing your face when I open my phone
yeah

sent a text with no response
baby pick up your phone
I been calling day and night
I know its out of control
I miss your messages
your paragraphs saved in my Notes
in this realm of make-believe
I hope you're coming home

(po9t)

I miss how we talked it clicked
you’re bitter I’m sweet were opposites 
but now we just talk in riffs 
our songs at a close
those chords I know they hang so ominous 
I want to hear what you think, talk about your day 
But you gave no thoughts to sift 
running out of charge with no positives 
an optimist can only suffocate so long without your oxygen 
it’s like I’m talking at a door you gave no lock to pick 
know if you ever need a friend you can let me in 
i’m here to listen to your every riff

imessage

Breathe w/halfhearted (prod. moneo)

Inscrutable by Vails.

Lyrics & Vocals : Vails 

Beat Production :  Mackk 

https://on.soundcloud.com/iLEqEiCdTZ5ddmiy5

Master & Mix : etai s0

https://on.soundcloud.com/m6SKvVKM5pXNDJg98

Lyrics: 

Did you intend to come across malicious?
did the conversation end? 
Then why do I still hear ur voice 
It whispers whilst I lie in bed
choked up, so asphyxiated
this a pattern, all related 
Is it in my head? 

hear me now, we should break up
Oh I’m so  sorry 
you’ve cried off your make up 
it’s like a ghost of you 
Haunting me daily 
I didn’t mind it at first but now I’m crazy 

if ur gone be with me, just show me the way
know we had these differences , i always remained
babe by ur side , u forget I was there 
you at your lowest, I haunted u then

But now all the tables have turned and i feel just depressed 
You shout with a vengeance it’s piercing my chest 
words leave one ear as they passed through the first
Blank in my thoughts but my face is far worse 
no sign of remorse?
Wondering now if it’s something I want
Thinking oh maybe I do not deserve
Anything other than pain it’s a curse

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Inscrutable

Track 4/5 on my upcoming EP, "Lost In A Fantasy".

Castle (LOST IN A FANTASY EP OUT ON 3/5)

-- Raw reflection of pain, perseverance, and survival. From childhood scars to the daily struggles. This track is all about turning trauma into testimony -- balancing gritty storytelling with flashes of hope and defiance. It's about carrying the weight of the world, seeing through darkness, and still finding light on the other side. Honest, unfiltered, and rooted in real-life-experience, this is gospel from the gutter.            Gutter Gospel Album Coming Soon!

imessage

Lxst Boy

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HDLxst(@hdlxst)

safehaven.

halfhearted

mikhan

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