Vocals by @autumndropsdead
Produced by @solofttt
Mixed by @autumndropsdead
Mastered by @autumndropsdead
Cover art by @autumndropsdead
Curated by safehaven.

Lyrics:
maybe if i take my time, someone will take mine
that's something that i can do
only in my mind do our eyes collide
letting go of that fictional handle
like fuck, i wake up to the room still spinning
my head still hurting
my heart still beating
my thoughts still lurking
so i dumb me down with some drink and chase
have my thoughts erased, now i'm out of place yeah

i just wanna feel like you
i've grown so far from my youth
still searching for truth
underwhelming doom
who are you (3x)

fragile love never lasts
i'm too detached
i besought you of that
now i sit and wait, and recap the day
as i loop the night and let death permeate

now with their souls sown into air
(it doesn't matter now)
(oh, i'm wearing thin)
there's not much left to spare
that's always how it's been

where are we going
where are we going now
(where are we going now)
putting on a front 'till you notice
nothing but the sound of locomotives
i block out the commotion
i sought how you floated
and if the mountains stay as clouds,
i might stick around
'cause i've been seeing silhouettes of subtle texts
strewn all around about;
it's always the likes of:
former glory, forgotten stories,
violent break-ins, or quiet mornings
it's never bright, or the light is dim
i wonder when i'll feel whole again

i still haven't ran into anyone else
who knows me quite that well
at the end of the day, do i wanna be saved
from my, eyes

autumndropsdead - propel (soloft)

Released alongside @iamsavagekitty
Vocals by @iamsavagekitty
Produced by Prod.byCian & daks9k
Written by safehaven.
Mixed by @iamsavagekitty
Mastered by addmixx
Cover by @iamsavagekitty

as the morning rain fades away
you fall into a shallow grave
plagued by all these haunted days
laying there, trying to stay awake in this hollow place
All these darkest thoughts begin to lay, yeah

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

I'm stuck inside this gutted place
stare at the sky, but what you see
is not reality to be, a dream
but what is left?
an empty void, with nothing left
you start to drown, it's getting darker
but soon you realize this is not the end

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark

$AVAGEKITTY - morning rain (Prod.byCian x daks9k)

Vocals, Mix & Master by @breckenford
Produced by @prodcxrter & @sorrow_bringer
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7VJQt0OEMk

lyrics:
it's more than the look in your eyes
it's all of the places we've been to
i really wish you wouldn't cry
but really that's all that i'm used to
everyone leaving my side
after everything that we been through
maybe it's time to realize
everything gotta end too

heard you've been hoeing around
blocked so there's nothing to talk about
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause I got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you want a part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough
honestly, you've been so toxic
take me by the hand, watch as i go
oh my god how could I stop this?
i'll stick to the plan and hope i don't implode

25 minutes to go
i've been alone on the bus with my notepad
writing out thoughts on my phone
when i get home, ima scream and record it
thank God for the music
speaking my thoughts never gets old
it's so therapeutic
how my words can make you feel like you could fold

understand what i mean now
there's a lot left, can't repeat out loud
lookin' lifeless in the lost and found
do you like this? do you like when i drown?
looking around, see all the faces with frowns
leaving this town
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause i got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you wanna part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough

what is my luck
life has been rough
for way too long
tell me it's over
tell me it's done

brecken - not in my heart, not in my soul. (cxrter x sorrow bringer)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @vito2300, @breckenford
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter & @itschrismarek
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_ggkLZCXOI

lyrics:
Taylor's Diary:
do you fuck with me for real, or is this just some sick joke?
if you plan on leaving now, go ahead I’ll grab the rope
bet I jump right off this bridge while the rope digs in my throat
I just need you in my hands, swear to god, I won’t let go 

I need you right hear
you're my new chandelier
met that girl in Cleveland, now my team's the cavaliers 
tryna overcome these obsticals, I’m too filled up with fear
every girl I fell in love with made a ocean full of tears 

I fucked up when I looked in your eyes
my ex went away, I hate goodbyes
you gotta get used to days where I cry
you gotta get used to days where I’m fried
blue eyes, they fit you so very well
tell all of my secrets to the mirror he would never tell
it had to be some magic cause the love that you give is more then a spell 
I’m so glad that you pulled me outta hell 
blue eyes, blue skies, I can’t tell the difference
'cause I still hide behind despise
and when you find out, it’s good riddance, yeah

brecken:
why you tripping, baby?
I could feel the distance lately
listen what I'm saying when i tell you we could make it
you think that I'm crazy
i think that you way too dangerous 
and you been changing up the path that i thought we created

i've been defeated because i been tryin' my hardest
and you just never wanna see it i get pushed in the darkness
all my feelings i been grieving gettin' tossed in the garbage 
and i just can't explain the thought I'm seeing without you just dippin', departin'
yeah, you would wait where ever that i'm parkin at
now i feel like it really might be far from that
now i'd do anything to get that parking pass back
if i could just explain what you been disregarding
and thank god, that i ain't somehow have a heart attack
saw the dog tags from my brodies, and i thought it made my soul collapse 
i just used to think that I can't be a part of that
but i just gotta face my fears, and dying friends is part of that
lemme roll a wrap
i'm anxious with my peers I readjust my hard hat
i been stupid sad
when i'm at work i cannot focus i get sidetracked
i'm just in my head
i'm just tryna get out before friday hits
and if not i don't think i'll make it up to the weekend

VITO:
get you going
got you feeling right
and when you're coming down
I'll be there to hold you tight
and now you remember
i loved you forever
just call me whenever
and we'll be together

i don't wanna pick a side
don't know to play it tight
you been on my head tonight
i thought a lot about it
dude you can't change my mind
so come meet me on the outside, the ouside
hearts pierced through the middle
skin strung out and briddle
don't care about me a little
being up in the littles
dig my head in the pillow
i'm exchanged for the willow
man i cry till i'm mellow
comes back around, tell me "hello."

Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

Vocals, Mix & Master by @alex-thomas-fox
Produced by @everythingmackk
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CqJG0Qzo-E

lyrics:
It doesn’t matter what I said to you
I didn’t mean it, I just didn’t think it through
Now I regret it, and all these words I can’t undo
Echo in my head like a ghost in the room

Late nights, replayin’ all the damage I made
Cut too deep, but I swear I never meant it that way
Tried to stitch it up, but the scars still stay
I keep losing love in the games I play

I hate the silence, it’s louder than the fight
Wish I could rewind and make it all right
But every broken promise is stuck in your eyes
And I can’t hide the truth behind all my lies

It doesn’t matter what I said to you
I didn’t mean it, I just didn’t think it through
Now I regret it, and all these words I can’t undo
Echo in my head like a ghost in the room

I never wanted to hurt you
I just didn’t know what words do
Now I’m drowning in the fallout
Praying you won’t shut me out
I’d give anything to change this
Erase the pain, rearrange it
But I’m stuck inside the mess I made
And I know I might have lost you

vails - lost you (everythingmackk)

Vocals, Mix & Master, Production by @solrisyours
Guitar by @prodacey
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jblAxk9VOgc

lyrics:
can we go to a forest no one knows
keep out feelings close, we have a world left unexposed
beauty will show itself through the doors that we closed
just hold my hand as we'll go unbeknownst
of the love that we give
the love that i call my home
don't know why i feel like this
just wish you weren't in my phone
i don't need anyone else, just you and i alone
we can make it happy in a forest no one knows

our bodies intertwined, i feel all of you right now
place your hands in mine, i know we'll figure it out
and i'll hear what you say from the whispers of the leaves
i'll feel okay in the presence of your peace

solr - forest (solr)

Vocals, Mix & Master by @xsrvnge
Produced by yxngxs
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video:

lyrics:
Yeah, I thought you really loved me before
Now you’re slammin’ the door
Guess you don’t want me comin’ back
Yeah, I swear I seen your face in the crowd
Friday night gettin’ loud
With some other boy holdin’ your hand

Okay, now I get it, ho
You just wanna flex a show
I can’t even trip no more, no
She said "Why you so detached?"
Baby, I been losin’ sleep
Demons tryna cut me deep, oh
Blood on my ripped jeans, bitch
Cause I had to swing on shit
Heart steady bleedin’, ho, oh
Shawty lookin’ evil though
Free my brothers, keep ‘em close
I just wanna see ‘em home, oh
I’m a fallen angel, though
I can see the halo glow
I just can’t believe you, no, no
She said I’m in danger, woah
I don’t see no danger, ho
I’m the one that’s broken, ho, oh

Yeah, I thought you really loved me before
Now you’re slammin the door
Guess you don’t want me comin’ back
Yeah, I swear I seen your face in the crowd
Friday night gettin loud
With some other boy holdin’ your hand

Maybe I’ll see you when the lights fade
Maybe I’ll forget you on the highway
Maybe I’ll regret what I don’t say
Why you always playin’ games with my mind?
Why you always wastin all of my time?
I been pourin liquor, mixin’ with lines
Yeah, I’m doin’ fine

Yeah, I thought you really loved me before
Now you’re slammin’ the door
Guess you don’t want me comin’ back
Yeah, I swear I seen your face in the crowd
Friday night gettin’ loud
With some other boy holdin your hand

xsrvnge - coming back (yxngxs)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @irlswamp, @notaheroo, @notcursed
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlt / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dB8A5P62H-s

lyrics:
(Taylor's Diary)
I'm sorry, but I don’t relate
'Cause there’s no one to call when I break
They tell me i'm wasting my life
'Cause I’m doing drugs til they rids me away
Take a look at myself in the mirror I’m disgusted in everyway
My life full of stress and I’m so depressed
I wish you would pull me outta my brain
200 the dash
Took my pride and threw it in the trash
Whole time I was wearing a mask
Tryna be someone else didn’t last
But either way it goes 
Imma be alone until I’m bones 
All I have is our memories
I’m sorry that I built a broken home
I’m sorry I was never perfect and sorry I was never worth shit
I just wanted you to love me and maybe realize I was worth it
So if we’re being honest I’m a crumb
This ain’t moncler bro I’m a bum
I drink until I go numb
Or I drink til I throw up
Haven't seen my daughter in a month
Tryna hold it in and act tough
Tears drain from my eyelids and nobody cares that I’m fucked
I’m walking in quicksand
Sinking by the second
I keep coming back i don't know when I’ll learn my lesson

(Swamp)
It’s muddy in my cup
And there’s a forest in this blunt
Ion got time for no bullshit so can we wrap this up
I’m just tryina catch me a buzz
But these Russians ain’t enough
Should of filled em with more skunk
Instead we’re still here on this love shit
Like do you even really want this
Are you upset or just sunkissed
Like my bad you’re feeling loveless
I guess your skin ain’t the toughest
But I’m back in ball
Blockin goofies like a prime Chris Paul
Oh you wanna talk? Baby don’t hit call
If your mission is to watch me fall
Tell the truth, don’t lie to me
It’s funny I can see the irony
Let me take a page from Taylor’s diary
Learn to smoke away all my anxiety
But it’s
Tough luck
No chance
Ima surly fold again
I’m fucked up
Oh man
Don’t leave me here alone, my friend
(x3)

(notahero)
Burberry glasses on but you’re not in the frame
I don’t wanna leave the house girl i ain’t pregame yet
This shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
And i keep coming back don’t think i learned my lesson
I don’t wanna get to know you
I don’t even know myself
Drunk as fuck in this function singing like alvin
Simon on my belt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s cold
Wear that shit like pelt
If its bout my queen then i'm gon fold
That’s how the card's dealt
Baby you're so perfect
I can’t treat you wrong and if i do i don’t deserve it
I might be better gone lately i been feeling worthless
But you tell me that i'm wrong and swear that i have a purpose
Yeah, burberry glasses on but i've been feeling worthless
Yeah, this shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
Yeah, i keep coming back don’t think i-
Drunk as fuck in this function singing like, wear this shit like pelt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s cold, yeah, wear that shit like pelt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s, that's how the card's dealt

(Notcursed)
I don’t feel much older
But i’m really worn down
Wish i knew when i was younger this was how i’d turn out

Cold room flooded out the summer
And i’ve been in this dark mood month after another
It’s been feeling daunting lately
No one here to shape me
Yeah i could, i know, but my mental needs saving

I might feel better when the winter comes around
I’ve been finding lost letters that were better unfound
I stay locked in this house
The keys been buried now
You’d think i wanna get out
But i don’t know how

I might get better when i learn to love myself
I’ve been writing less letters to girl who never helped
She still looks like me now
Down to the skin
I see you’re getting freaked out
Should’ve never let you in

Taylor’s Diary - I’m sorry, but I can’t relate (ft. notahero, swamp, notcursed) (cxrter)

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