<3333 thank you so much for this opportunity, ly :3

armor

are you alone right now?

a song someone will never hear.

please listen and i hope you all enjoy.

lyrics will not be added, i hope you all understand.

virus ii

Vocals, Mix & Master, Production by @solrisyours
Guitar by @prodacey
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jblAxk9VOgc

lyrics:
can we go to a forest no one knows
keep out feelings close, we have a world left unexposed
beauty will show itself through the doors that we closed
just hold my hand as we'll go unbeknownst
of the love that we give
the love that i call my home
don't know why i feel like this
just wish you weren't in my phone
i don't need anyone else, just you and i alone
we can make it happy in a forest no one knows

our bodies intertwined, i feel all of you right now
place your hands in mine, i know we'll figure it out
and i'll hear what you say from the whispers of the leaves
i'll feel okay in the presence of your peace

solr - forest (solr)

"fragile" produced by: ilyl1ght
inspired by xona

lyrics:
its getting worse now, worse now
ill work it out
calm down, calm down?
ill find a way out, way out?
now ill regret the day i let you see my face

i lay out on the floor
i wither to my core
feels like that i'm at war
think i felt this before
think i felt this before
think i felt -
im worried on what id do
new year, new me and new you
bad timing cant follow through
im sorry but who are you?
i cant be doing this
my face inside my hands i guess i'm used to it
dont want my friends to know
i got this on my own
the wall they make me sick
i think there caving in

its getting worse now, worse now
i need to calm down, calm down?

so tell me what do you want from me
oh
my body's fragile and i feel so weak
i'm so sick and tired of the ones who speak
speak lies
speak, speak, speak, speak
so tell me what do you want from me
so tell me what do you want from me

fragile

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

OUTRO

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6JuVcEsqHVmX8atqGSoyVU?si=9e92ae4a59fe4b48

cut away, keep away
you make me hurt more than anything
i'm a fucking loser
an introvert at best
im repulsive, disgusting
nothing worth in my chest
ill say i do it to protect me
say it a million ways
if we're all honest im nothing
more of a throwaway

my headspace is clouded
i feel the shame when i talk
ill pour my flaws onto a type beat
only way to take a load off

i hear the silence, its shouting
"can they hear what i say?"
i feel the comfort in solace
get the fuck out of my face

i dont want you to hear me
at the same time i do
i dont want you to fear me
is this normal for you?

prod. mercenarychild

throwaway

prod. wyfy

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/64kM5mF6kzVBsiaNPVZcwc
all plats: https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-proud

anytime i say it now
it never really reaches out
ill try my best to say it loud
i just really hope you're proud
anytime i say it now
it never really reaches out
ill try my best to say it loud
i just really hope you're proud

(one, two, three aaaand)

(anytime i say it now)
(it never really reaches out)
(ill try my best to say it loud)
(i just really hope you're proud)
(anytime i say it now)
(it never really reaches out)
(ill try my best to say it loud)
(i just really hope you're proud)

im choking up cause the dust hasn't settled
caught time in a picture
but the frames made from metal
so cold to the touch
and its all taped together
someones not ready to let
go of it yet
(go of it yet)
(go of it yet)

i've been torn and attached
im scared you'll attack
when i open up
its just way too much
i cant put that pressure
on someone who matters
i dont wanna listen like i always do

don't you ever feel the urge?
or the shame?
its buried so far beneath
i can barely make it work
it leaves a pain
shoots out my hand and runs down my cheek
and im trying my best
oh, can't you see?
i'm not asking for much
are you proud of me?

oh are you proud?
oh, oh, are you proud of me?
oh, oh, are you proud of me?
of what i've done?
of what i've tried to build?
i know its not much
but its a start
please don't let me feel
like i aint
worth it at all
i am doing my best
trying to break my fall
im keeping both legs stood on the floor
even when it feels like i cant take it no more

i cant take it no more
take it no more
i cant take it no more

proud

produced by mix
over a year in the making

lyrics:
@1m1x
in the end ima shoot em all for you
i dont care yea i been thru a few
dropped him yea hes dead its nuthin new
in the end its either me or you
yea i dont give a shit
gotta focus up when he start talkin shit
get dropped bitch ur the one who started it
losing consciousness hope you have insurance

and my soul is to be
tightness in chest so now i cant breathe
killed him, then got back on my feet
haise, that no longer is me
and i shot him dead he was just standing there
gotta cleanse now tired of all this wear and tear
built a new man, haise is dead in the grave
just killed myself to find a new life i can save

@dawsin
i came up from nothing bitch, you wouldnt understand
i said bro, leave me alone, im too frail for this
she want all of me but i don't really know her like that
I'll drink a pint of whiskey then i'll call it a day

uh what do you think of that L?
this is my perfect victory and you failed
hah i just need one breath
one call was all it took for you to avoid my death

your weak haise, youve gotta do something and fast
or hes gonna kill your men, you cant keep anyone safe
can you?
turn around haise, look at me dont turn your back on a friend
you know that you need me, do it accept me as part of you
COME ON COME ON COME ON

@dawsin
impaled his chest,
wound in his lungs
hit em up
drag em out 
leave him hung
im a ghoul eat his flesh off the bone
and in the end its die or atone
@1m1x
atone, why you running we were just having fun?
that sucks cuz soon youll be friends with the gun
eat him up and leave him for the crows and the sun
oh haise i always knew you'd be the one

IN THE END I MIGHT SHOOT THEM ALL FOR YOU
I DONT CARE YEA I BEEN THRU A FEW
DROPPED HIM YEA HES DEAD ITS NOTHING NEW
IN THE END, IT'S EITHER ME OR YOU
YEA, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
CLOCKED HIM IN THE FACE AND NOW HE'S GOT LEAD IN IT
IT'S ON THE SPOT BITCH DON'T START FEELING NAUSEOUS
CRYING ON THE FLOOR, GUESS U REALLY LOST THIS?!!!

haise w/ dawsin

🏳️‍⚧️Transfem, Sapphic
content creator/editor/artist.
safe space.

solr - forest (solr)

safehaven.

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