Cool asf to see this out, good work everyone <3

Big collab! Thanks to everyone <3 
Production by Cxrter & babieyummo
Mix & Master by Vails

lluna : https://on.soundcloud.com/dLQzh5lPzA3ZTsuV8K
Milxnake: https://on.soundcloud.com/1P6F8oL4xXOM6m2Gyo
nvr nvmbr: https://on.soundcloud.com/JsubehE6ULMdX8Zad4
Liru: https://on.soundcloud.com/pnUmFnRPRm5xIhAIVj
Cxrter: https://on.soundcloud.com/vYSP04xGI9JLI081G0
Babieyummo: https://on.soundcloud.com/VB6L2J2aQbr22JoTjW


Lyrics:

(lluna)
「遠い未来
嘘みたいな再会
想像して期待したい
混ざり合い
何気ない日常をもっと愛したい」
↓
( A distant future
A reunion that feels like a dream
I want to imagine it, and believe
Blending together
I want to love the ordinary days even more)

(Vails)
Lately I
Wish I never met you
Cus lately I
Can’t seem to forget you 

 you moved on
This hits home, it’s killing me
my smiles gone, I’m perched down
On to my knees

I’m trying to avoid it the best I can 
she dont know my heads 10 feet in the sand
It’s still in my conscience that I’m not her plans 
I can’t say I’m fine I don’t know where I stand 

She’s laughing with him while I break alone
She’s found her place while I can’t find home
I wish I could hate her, but love won’t go
So I sit with this pain that she’ll never know

(Milxnake)
Didn’t she care?
Baby, I cared
I just got tired
I just got scared
You wanted answers
I can’t explain
I’ll hold my breath
Swallow the pain 
And it’s all a fucking mess now
Like, can we fix this up?
Because I’ve had enough 
I’ll be your girl forever
Just hit my phone whenever
So tired of explaining myself now
And I’m willing to change but idk how

(Vails)
Lately I
Wish I never met you
Cus lately I
Can’t seem to forget you 

 you moved on
This hits home, it’s killing me
my smiles gone, I’m perched down
On to my knees

I’m trying to avoid it the best I can 
she dont know my heads 10 feet in the sand
It’s still in my conscience that I’m not her plans 
I can’t say I’m fine I don’t know where I stand 

She’s laughing with him while I break alone
She’s found her place while I can’t go home
I wish I could hate her, but love won’t go
So I sit with this pain that she’ll never know

(Nvr nvmbr)
baby, you took a piece of my soul
then left me here dead in the snow
i guess it’s how things gotta go

the weight of all this pressure
it’s crushing my bones
i don’t have a heart or a home
you’re someone now that i don’t know

don’t come through
you tear me in two
with the things that you do
what do i have to lose?

i’m black & blue 
mistaken & used
you fucked my whole life up
now & we’re through

(Liru.)
I keep breaking down so easily
I still remember what you said and girl it eats on me
Im so sorry that youre leaving me
I dont know how I became this monster that you see in me

im losing myself and damn I dont know how to stop
I dont know if we can go back to friends
cause baby you tore me apart
now my sanity's fucked up 
I hope I can wake up
cause this shit is a nightmare
I thought you could fight fair
I thought you could fight fair
I thought you could fight fair

Wish we never met (feat. lluna, Milxnake, nvr nvmbr, Liru.)

tom rosenthal alike
produced me

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
and the trains don't go that far on the lane
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain
and somehow i'm still not ready to go
i tell myself leave, but my heart tells me no
and each stranger i pass, still carries your face
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
i move through the crowds
to places you've never been
but i see you in faces
again and again

see you again
see you again
see you again
see you again
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)

just a boy in rain

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (prod. wraithontheporch)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @vito2300, @breckenford
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter & @itschrismarek
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_ggkLZCXOI

lyrics:
Taylor's Diary:
do you fuck with me for real, or is this just some sick joke?
if you plan on leaving now, go ahead I’ll grab the rope
bet I jump right off this bridge while the rope digs in my throat
I just need you in my hands, swear to god, I won’t let go 

I need you right hear
you're my new chandelier
met that girl in Cleveland, now my team's the cavaliers 
tryna overcome these obsticals, I’m too filled up with fear
every girl I fell in love with made a ocean full of tears 

I fucked up when I looked in your eyes
my ex went away, I hate goodbyes
you gotta get used to days where I cry
you gotta get used to days where I’m fried
blue eyes, they fit you so very well
tell all of my secrets to the mirror he would never tell
it had to be some magic cause the love that you give is more then a spell 
I’m so glad that you pulled me outta hell 
blue eyes, blue skies, I can’t tell the difference
'cause I still hide behind despise
and when you find out, it’s good riddance, yeah

brecken:
why you tripping, baby?
I could feel the distance lately
listen what I'm saying when i tell you we could make it
you think that I'm crazy
i think that you way too dangerous 
and you been changing up the path that i thought we created

i've been defeated because i been tryin' my hardest
and you just never wanna see it i get pushed in the darkness
all my feelings i been grieving gettin' tossed in the garbage 
and i just can't explain the thought I'm seeing without you just dippin', departin'
yeah, you would wait where ever that i'm parkin at
now i feel like it really might be far from that
now i'd do anything to get that parking pass back
if i could just explain what you been disregarding
and thank god, that i ain't somehow have a heart attack
saw the dog tags from my brodies, and i thought it made my soul collapse 
i just used to think that I can't be a part of that
but i just gotta face my fears, and dying friends is part of that
lemme roll a wrap
i'm anxious with my peers I readjust my hard hat
i been stupid sad
when i'm at work i cannot focus i get sidetracked
i'm just in my head
i'm just tryna get out before friday hits
and if not i don't think i'll make it up to the weekend

VITO:
get you going
got you feeling right
and when you're coming down
I'll be there to hold you tight
and now you remember
i loved you forever
just call me whenever
and we'll be together

i don't wanna pick a side
don't know to play it tight
you been on my head tonight
i thought a lot about it
dude you can't change my mind
so come meet me on the outside, the ouside
hearts pierced through the middle
skin strung out and briddle
don't care about me a little
being up in the littles
dig my head in the pillow
i'm exchanged for the willow
man i cry till i'm mellow
comes back around, tell me "hello."

Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

javo - assistance

paris

produced by @prod-dash
thank you for being here.
be as well as you can be
x

sat in the frozen
tundra of olden
letting it go, but
it want me stolen
fevered yet cold
don't see me walk in
somehow they saw me through the door

it ain't that funny
how's it the people i once put above
amass into nothing
so wrong, to think they could help
subconsciously knew they ain't know me that well
to compel every notion that i've ever felt
enough to be something

thirty minutes is the best i can do
now i'm back with a dome full of hate
can't wait on a sky that'll pass up the day
gotta make this borderless brain unrestrained
i don't sound the same; know if i could i would
put out a piece that could wipe out the rain
shambled in vain
this ain't a life for the vivid
guised in a coat, low is gold for the wicked
i get exposed and the core creates distance
the water is calm, you just gotta listen
gouging the doubt with a sleight word of mouth
from the kid who was taught to bestow this forgiveness

but i'm hittin licks, just a young hypocrite
false bliss to the lip;
ain't trip, won't fold
i'm in my room with the gloom i consume
with a tune that restore all of which that i know

i ain't felt trust like i do,
the ghost of her presence can soothe
forced into wrath, yet was taken aback
apparitions that witness the horror in view
crude to the vision, although to begin with
a soul wouldn't visit this misaligned tomb

won't sleep a wink
'cause the potion i breathe's
about all that i need to replace with a snooze

unamusing that the news is
always brewing something stupid
i rebuke this, got me puking
lacking prudence where the truth is

i couldn't be your anything
i couldn't be your anything
my temper, enamored
and plastered, in glamour
dismembered and shattered
he's scattered in laughter
the after won't seem to take him,
this plothole's been forsakened,
left stagnant and stuck waiting
burnt charcoals for the basin

bites
getting bit up in the night
anomalies pleading "arise"
indifferent to those who recline, i
know we coulda been so good
now i'm kneeling deep into soot
sight aligned where she had stood
idealism misunderstood

rainbreaker (dash)

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Settle with the options I am offered in this short time I'm alive,
the grind ain't ever stopping, this shit hurts but I'll still try
Hold back the high tide, emotions running me dry
I don't wanna make excuses in the meantime 
Better not to rewind, we gon keep it spinning
Whether Up or down life's not always about winning
So drop the shield
I don't care how it feels
I just want it to be real

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing

Blospar Bible, journey stack the millage
Legend of survival, I got tears behind these eyelids
Close my casket, and bury my ashes, I tried it all I thought my hope was everlasting. 
Hear my call, tears may fall, sometimes your very own ideas become the most feared of all

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing



malcreations [prod. yunny goldz]

(lately have these prblms with myself
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist hangin from a belt
couldnt give a fck gave up on my health) 

i dont let em see me
sure as hell dont wanna be me
lately feelin stuck
been so down on my luck
get so sick of life and how it treat me
lately have these problems with myself 
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist 
hangin from a belt
couldn’t give a fuck
gave up on my health
gave up on it all i dont wanna talk
sit inside alone feel my body rot
losin track of time always broken clocks
devil at the door i hear a wicked knock

thinkin should i let him in 
different vices take control 
i let my mind divert to sin
PHYSICAL MY PRESENCE
BUT YOU FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN
SOLID STATE OF TRAGEDY
BURN WORDS INTO MY SKIN
no its not easy when ive done it all 
stupid little gestures never help 
no they wont help me talk
pills inside a cup to help me feel like i could wash it off
its harder getting sober stuck inside these bedroom walls

sum1else (tiresss, bayergartner)

C U BLINK

dream w/ halfhearted (Michael Harrison)

🏳️‍⚧️ content creator/editor/artist.
asylum for sad souls, an entity of safety.

Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

safehaven.

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