Cool asf to see this out, good work everyone <3

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @vito2300, @breckenford
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter & @itschrismarek
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_ggkLZCXOI

lyrics:
Taylor's Diary:
do you fuck with me for real, or is this just some sick joke?
if you plan on leaving now, go ahead I’ll grab the rope
bet I jump right off this bridge while the rope digs in my throat
I just need you in my hands, swear to god, I won’t let go 

I need you right hear
you're my new chandelier
met that girl in Cleveland, now my team's the cavaliers 
tryna overcome these obsticals, I’m too filled up with fear
every girl I fell in love with made a ocean full of tears 

I fucked up when I looked in your eyes
my ex went away, I hate goodbyes
you gotta get used to days where I cry
you gotta get used to days where I’m fried
blue eyes, they fit you so very well
tell all of my secrets to the mirror he would never tell
it had to be some magic cause the love that you give is more then a spell 
I’m so glad that you pulled me outta hell 
blue eyes, blue skies, I can’t tell the difference
'cause I still hide behind despise
and when you find out, it’s good riddance, yeah

brecken:
why you tripping, baby?
I could feel the distance lately
listen what I'm saying when i tell you we could make it
you think that I'm crazy
i think that you way too dangerous 
and you been changing up the path that i thought we created

i've been defeated because i been tryin' my hardest
and you just never wanna see it i get pushed in the darkness
all my feelings i been grieving gettin' tossed in the garbage 
and i just can't explain the thought I'm seeing without you just dippin', departin'
yeah, you would wait where ever that i'm parkin at
now i feel like it really might be far from that
now i'd do anything to get that parking pass back
if i could just explain what you been disregarding
and thank god, that i ain't somehow have a heart attack
saw the dog tags from my brodies, and i thought it made my soul collapse 
i just used to think that I can't be a part of that
but i just gotta face my fears, and dying friends is part of that
lemme roll a wrap
i'm anxious with my peers I readjust my hard hat
i been stupid sad
when i'm at work i cannot focus i get sidetracked
i'm just in my head
i'm just tryna get out before friday hits
and if not i don't think i'll make it up to the weekend

VITO:
get you going
got you feeling right
and when you're coming down
I'll be there to hold you tight
and now you remember
i loved you forever
just call me whenever
and we'll be together

i don't wanna pick a side
don't know to play it tight
you been on my head tonight
i thought a lot about it
dude you can't change my mind
so come meet me on the outside, the ouside
hearts pierced through the middle
skin strung out and briddle
don't care about me a little
being up in the littles
dig my head in the pillow
i'm exchanged for the willow
man i cry till i'm mellow
comes back around, tell me "hello."

Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

i dont know how im still freezing
blunt came with the pharoahs curse
breathe it take the edge off
im so drunk right now cant even close my mouth
3.5 inside of this blunt im fried
shit might take me out
and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like
oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

you hate the lyrics but girl i know you love the sound
a tragicomedy it feels like i been stepping on a rake
this broken heart's another foot inside the ground
you took the cast off and didn't even find a heart to break, like how
ironic how the marijuana breaks me down
it hurts my lungs like ow, like ow, like how
if i keep on going down this road then you won't follow, right
baby did i get that right
visions blurry but i think i see the city lights
you said you really want this for my life, right
now amiro in the party like

oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

feed u w/ kiddamo (p. under the maple tree)

Change like the tides by vails & Mackk

Lyrics below:
(Vails)
There’s no doubt in mind, that I’ll change like the tides
Every single step I make, I’ll have to rewrite
Wasn’t born with the answers, I just learn when I try
I’m still reaching for the stars, even lost in the night

Tides come and they go
but I’m steady in motion
Heart heavy with weight
but I move like the ocean

People switching like the seasons I can’t waste no breath
Had to cut away the pieces just to find what’s left
From the shadows of my past to the dreams I protect
Every moment that I stumble is a moment I reset
I was drowning in the current, couldn’t fight the flow
Now I’m surfing on the pressure let the struggle grow
Every setback was a map every scar a road
Painted pain into the canvas let my story be told no

(Mackk)
I know I'm dead in the water
I'd only dive in for you
I won't let you falter
But this current's got a hold of me too 

There's no doubt in my mind 
I can feel you here
Hope you'd give me a sign
Only when you're near 

'Cause now every time I say it
You're the one replaying
I'll let the water take it all.

(Vails)
There’s no doubt in mind, that I’ll change like the tides
Every single step I make, I’ll have to rewrite
Wasn’t born with the answers, I just learn when I try
I’m still reaching for the stars, even lost in the night

Change like the tides (feat. Mackk)

Shout out dash for making 10/10 beats 

Lyrics - 

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

Ghost in the cut I don’t do no loud
Keep my head down but I still draw crowds
Lames talk slick but they all want clout
Slide through slow make the whole hood doubt

Tags on my toes not clothes that’s death
Ridin with a piece I don’t need no vest
Chrome on the hip make em freeze no flex
Came from the mud I ain’t pressed bout checks

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

rise n shrine p. dash

OVR (prodbystressful)

Ah 그래 나 맞아
랩한다고 까불던 새끼
나답지 않은 걸
나다운 거라고 혼자서 포장했었지
Yeah ah 근데 어느새
많이 달라져있지
이제는 바뀔 timing
이란걸 알지
스스로 change it

We gotta chain! (Chain)
옆에는 xan! (Xanax)
I gotta fam hee hee
I gotta fam
We be like flame! (Flame)
뒤에는 extra ex
Goin to back to back
I gotta back to there
I got a passion
지금이 기분이 좋으니
댑혀

지금이 판도
재밌게 다뤄
겁정이 새끼가
태도를 배웠어
뭘 쳐다봐
나 맞아
니가 알던
가식 쟁이
나도 인정했어
그래서 다시 또
Work on
Yeah yeah
365
247 progress
이제는 입증 돼야만 해
nominatin
Keep dominatin
Just circulatin
No calculatin

Ah 그래 나 맞아
랩한다고 까불던 새끼
나답지 않은 걸
나다운 거라고 혼자서 포장했었지
Yeah ah 근데 어느새
많이 달라져있지
이제는 바뀔 timing
이란걸 알지
스스로 change it
We gotta chain! (Chain)
옆에는 xan! (Xanax)
I gotta fam hee hee
I gotta fam
We be like flame! (Flame)
뒤에는 extra ex
Goin to back to back
I gotta back to there

Change

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23, transfem, gynesexual
content creator / drone artist
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Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

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