Hope (feat. Biggie T & Aaron Kroening) (Prod. Cxrter x Sadpra)

Some Days (feat. Harbinger & LGG) (prod. Cxrter x IOF)

Pull Up (feat. heyzbee) (prod. Cxrter x L1LLYxR0S3 x Yunny Goldz)

Interludio de Kaimós (feat. TAHAKI ARROWYBOW) (prod. Cxrter)

Love Myself (feat. Lxst Boy) (prod. cxrter)

Love Me (feat. HoneyBoat) (prod. Cxrter x Michael Rose) [EnviyonOnTheMix]

#emoplugg #emorap #altrap #emohiphop #guitar #juicewrld #lilpeep #depression #anxiety #emo #midwestemo #lofi #alternative

behind me (feat. 29THXRNS & nautili) (prod. cxrter)

hearteaters (feat. Xinaestheticc) (prod. cxrter)

shooting star freestyle (feat. joey perccz) (prod. cxrter x alsbeatz) [EnviyonOnTheMix]

guess i'll never learn (feat. mackk & induced state) (prod. cxrter)

shadow (feat. Gxthwxxd) (prod. cxrter x cloud) [EnviyonOnTheMix]

feel the same (feat. yunny goldz) (prod. cxrter x nihil2free)

casket (feat. whyhaze) (prod. cxrter x jibaorockin x shalli)

(Vito)
Feel my body going numb
I don’t feel right 
Bet you thought you could hold me up 
Walls collapse around me 
We can’t go back to what it was 
Slamming the door in after all 
I won’t be there to see you fall
It’s not like you cared to even call
Ohhh

(Lukas Waste)
U ain’t care about me 
I quickly found out that 
I saw you in my dreams
And now they’re only bad 
I keep missing on sleep 
Cause I’m a monster
I’m afraid to close my eyes
Nights filled with horror 
Oh ohhh what did I mean to you 
Oh ohhh such a sad excuse 
Of a perfect world that we had created 
I thought I would survive if I faked it

(Vito)
Feel my body going numb
I don’t feel right 
Bet you thought you could hold me up 
Walls collapse around me 
We can’t go back to what it was 
Slamming the door in after all 
I won’t be there to see you fall
It’s not like you cared to even call
Feel my body going numb
I don’t feel right 
Bet you thought you could hold me up 
Walls collapse around me 
We can’t go back to what it was 
Slamming the door in after all 
I won’t be there to see you fall
It’s not like you cared to even call
Ohhh

#emoplugg #emorap #altrap #emohiphop #guitar #juicewrld #lilpeep #depression #anxiety #emo #midwestemo #lofi #alternative

numb (feat. vito & lukas waste) (prod. cxrter)

Featuring Feelz Odd
(prod. Cxrter x Rizzy)

#sad

Cxrter & Feelz Odd - Go Away

let your woes be g0ne...
produced by cxrter & jewelryboy

lyrics:
It's late at night, can barely sleep
I lost it all, I'm stuck in my dreams
Tears are falling like sticks from trees
Oh, I know that I'm in too deep
I was young, just seventeen
Exploring my mind just like the seven seas
Took my soul it took the breath from me
I'm on my own there's nothing left for me
Nothing left for me

At times I question my own health
Maybe I'm not fine or I'm just overwhelmed
At night is when my thoughts compel
Shooting me back down the old wishing well
Why has everything gone bright
Always lived in fear must die
I don't think I'm real don't know what to feel
Playеd my cards with the devil, I made a dеal
My health is depleting and I'm barely breathing
I let all my friends down, I'm sorry can't see it
My health is depleting and I'm barely breathing
I let all my friends down, I'm sorry can't see it

It's late at night, can barely sleep
I lost it all, I'm stuck in my dreams
Tears are falling like sticks from trees
Oh, I know that I'm in too deep
I was young, just seventeen
Exploring my mind just like the seven seas
Took my soul it took the breath from me
I'm on my own there's nothing left for me
Nothing left for me

woebegone (cxrter x jewelryboy)

produced by cxrter & twoyearoldbear

lyrics:
(treez)
I got blood on my cold hands
Baby you can tell me how you feel
See me counting up blue bands
Treat me as a ghost like I’m not real
I’m not acting like myself no more
I’ve been stuck inside my ways again
You can leave my body cold on the floor 
It’s getting ugly yeah my life’s a mess

(BH MALICE)
Let myself down that cannot happen
What I’m going for it is not average
I've been going hard like a bad habit
When I fuck up I say DAGNABBIT!
Then I’m right back up in the saddle
I might’ve lost the fight but not the battle
I’m staring at stars and I’m trying to grab em
If we got beef I’ll grind it and bag it
I’ll shoot for the moon lets see what happens
I might be nervous but I’m acting savage

(treez)
I got blood on my cold hands
Baby you can tell me how you feel
See me counting up blue bands
Treat me as a ghost like I’m not real
I'm not acting like myself no more
I’ve been stuck inside my ways again
You can leave my body cold on the floor 
It’s getting ugly yeah my life’s a mess

(JUT)
Yeah I’m locked up in a coffin in all black
Like some coffee
I hear voices in my head 
Yeah I’m haunted 
Why’d you leave me out for dead
With no warning
Why’d you go and do me like that bae
You know I stay with the pack bae
I just spent a couple racks
Put in work I make it back
Yeah I spend it on you I don’t care
All I want is to be your man
But you don't fucking need me
You’re the reason my hearts bleeding yeah yeah

(treez)
I got blood on my cold hands
Baby you can tell me how you feel
See me counting up blue bands
Treat me as a ghost like I’m not real
I’m not acting like myself no more
I’ve been stuck inside my ways again
You can leave my body cold on the floor 
It’s getting ugly yeah my life’s a mess

not real (feat. BH MALICE) (cxrter x twoyearoldbear)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

i   s w e a r   i ' l l   m a k e   i t   u p   t o   y o u   o n e   d a y  :(
produced by cxrter & flesh
mixed by yunny goldz & VITO

lyrics:
(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

kill myself every night
when you’re away, when you’re away
i-i fell in love
i fell in love with the memory
everyone wants something from me
from me
and i
don’t know if i can be the one i need to be
i don’t know if i can give them everything

(VITO)
miss you the most, can’t let it go (ohhh)
i just wanna know, you feel like you’re home? (ohhh)
would you still miss me when you’re staring back at the crossroads
i know you’re still listening when i’m yelling out, “is it all gone?”
i can’t lie to myself, not anymore
feels like i’ve been here before
doors been closed, outside it’s a storm
i’m still here when you need my support
drag myself through the mud like a corpse
you couldn’t look at the pain i endured
just let the rain wash away all the gore
i’ll still remain while you wait at the door

(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

one day (feat. VITO) (cxrter x flesh)

#notacareintheworld
produced by cxrter & yashio
📸: lilly foster

lyrics:
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
play the strings, my guitar
hear the beat of my heart
they think i'm spitting bars, but no i'm just making art
they call me KiddPicasso when they play it in their car
if ur hearing this then you’re amazing, yes you are
y’all my creepy crawlies like the spider on my arm
carter got the cartier, we cooking up a storm
i was in the studio since the day i was born
Dj, they love my taste in music
i spend all my money on useless things
it makes them clueless
materialism is the way i view it 
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows

time slows <3 w/ kiddamo (cxrter x yashio)

produced by cxrter & mackk
📸: hannah elkins

lyrics:
(mackk)
tell me now is this what you wanted
leaving it all behind 
couldn't ever see it before now 
i know
wanna try letting my guard down
whatever it takes
you know I'd give up my life
if you say so 

want you to be happy 
cause believe me that's what I want to
but time moves on & so do people you love
i know you had to 
come in & turn off the light now
this time just do not feel right now
consequence lead me to bleed so
this ain't that something we need no

tell me now is this what you wanted
leaving it all behind 
couldn't ever see it before now 
i know
wanna try letting my guard down
whatever it takes
you know I'd give up my life
if you say so 

(notahero)
i already dealt with too much bullshit 
don’t get me started
if i pull up and there’s nothing to drink then hero’s departed
in the back and i’m carsick
don’t speak to me i’m nauseous
i’m not toxic i’m honest
i’m not stupid it’s just that i’m modest
i will not save u i’m notahero
pulled up 4 deep singing limbo
lately i’ve been losing my mind
i’m just tryna do what’s right
i would give u my life
i would give u my heart if i had one
catch me in the photo in the background
i’m off the walls n i’m never finna come down
imma see u this sunday hit u like touchdown
and she warm like summer
eyes like sundown
all she wanna do is see me blow on soundcloud
and that’s all i could ask for
just open the back door
i keep ashing it cuz i’m nervous there’s nothing left on this cigarette
i’m tryna find my purpose

aurora (cxrter x mackk)

b u t   i ’l l   g l a d l y   t a k e   y o u r   p a i n ...
produced by cxrter & bino beats
📸: dreamsi

lyrics:
(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain 

stop, talk for a minute 
planning out my future 
babygirl are you in it?
with all due respect, not gonna let you finish
what you boutta say cause i know how it ends
i would do anything to keep you by my side
i love you the same as i did that first night 
took me by the hand and you looked into my eyes 
said it’s what you wanted, it’s just you and i
so…

take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

(A Distant Voice)
i’d rather go a hundred rounds with rocky
then see you with a guy that’s not me
toss me in a box, i’ll wash up on some beach
i can’t believe my eyes
not a ghost, but it sure haunts me
she’s living with problems too big for her world
not taking it steady, not taking her time
she’s taking her issues and saying they’re mine
screaming at me, then just pushed me aside
took me a while but I get it now
wish you would stay but you’re headed out
i’m feeling the cold, was our love a joke?
if looks could kill, you went for the throat
but I’m wishing you the best life
hearts break, you move on, you’ll be fine
though I’ll never find another like you
and although it might hurt me
i’d hold your burdens on my shoulders
if you asked me to
cause I’ll never find another like you

(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

take your pain (cxrter x bino beats)

hope you guys enjoy my heavily autotuned powfu cover :)

vocal cover by cxrter
originally produced by ENRA
reproduced by cxrter
📸: xinaestheticc

don't fall asleep yet (powfu cover) [reprod. cxrter]

produced by cxrter & caves
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
i just got the message that my feelings all got turned down
wasteful word of mouth
if we wont ever work out, time to move towns
I don't wanna burn out

i don't wanna turn out like the people all around me
just like you found me
yea my vision was cloudy
my heart was pounding
all you had to say to me
was quit the shouting
how u make it seem like make believe
heart been crunching like some maple leaves
u said that i couldn't pay to leave
now i'm up chillin in major league
they watch me when i pull the cash out
i don't even really want em to see
but that stuff fall out of my bag now
so whatever it is it'll be

what is this timing it got me mad now
trusted my eyes and then had to back down
push me on the ground when i'm trapped is where i lie now
lately its been so hard to relax when i lay down

don't wanna try now
all alone in a nice house
don't condone what i do now
you never check on ur phone how
summer is coming up and hopefully i'm in a new town
hopefully i'm like an hour away so she never shows up
and you cannot hear if there's something to say
ill keep my doors shut
i always complain but i'll take the blame 
i'll blame it on poor luck
what is this timing it got me mad now
pushing up my feelings and time to say goodbye now

i don't wanna turn out like the people all around me
just like you found me
yea my vision was cloudy
my heart was pounding
all you had to say to me
was quit the shouting

ohhh-ohhh-ohhh
turning out like this makes me feel like this stuff never ends
ohhh-ohhh-ohhh
wish that i could make some sense but you don't want that ever again

new town (cxrter x caves)

produced by cxrter & VITO
mix & master by cxrter & evergarden
📸: Lizzy Chew

lyrics:
(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

tell me what's the cost
something just to have
everybody else gets on easier than that
i could make a call
you could send it back
i could give you everything
just tell me what you want
i could put it all to the side
it's just a noise now
i could make it right in the end
but what's the point now
fuck it up so late the game
who i'm supposed to be
i was me, but it's really not a choice now
voice down, breathe in, breathe out
never one to fall, but i'm in so deep
dream of death when i fall asleep

white lies just complicate it
painted in colors fading
wonder why i've been so pressed
feet on top, my neck have started pressing down again

go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

(notcursed)
don't wanna cause a loss of my own life
my own voice don’t feel right
you called it, under the street light
i walked back alone
i’m craving for a feeling
creating my own meaning
heart drops, a fleeting
but you wouldn’t believe it
let it sink in
i can't find a reason for all the commotion
when will i learn all the parts i’m supposed to
don’t understand the new feelings that grow though

(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

circles (cxrter x vito)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

i’m wide awake still
yeah i’m here still
in a past thrill
threw it all away out the door
why do i care anymore
my dreams all lined up on the floor
feelin like a ghost
might just comatose
know i do the most and still
i’ve been in my room
coping making tunes
been this way since june
it’s all that i…
why am i told that it’s true
when i can’t come back to you

broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now
broken somehow
skeletons in my closet, such a let down
trust broken into pieces, what i got now
i don’t really wanna talk and leave it all out
leave it all out, yeah i’m gone now

gone now (cxrter x threemvsk)

produced by cxrter & retz
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
i’m so sick of the notion
they won’t ever understand 
got no things to put hope in
got me hanging by a strand
keep a cabinet open
and a bottle in my hand
found the pressure too potent
now i'm nothing like you planned
thought you wanted devotion
now you want some other man
got me stuck in a ocean
it’s high tide

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

yeah we used to want that house with picket fence
now summers almost over and you told me it depends
putting teardrops on my pants 
and now my music my one plan
i don’t wanna walk around it
quit the drama no offense
i’mma 
i’mma be who i'm destined to be
watching people pull me down
but i'm still on my feet
bet you’re looking at now
while i'm living out my dreams
never did it for myself
girl i did it for the weak

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through
just hoping for some guidance
looking at my scars
on my cheeks and on my eyelids

like girl i feel it in my chest, when the night turns young i can feel it in my head now
why i’m feeling so depressed
but i try to talk about it
and it turns into a mess
i was just a kid now i'm losing all my hope
put a bounty on my head
point your gun and now i'm broke
wrong way wrong turn and now im dead weight
can't kick a habit
i can feel it on my worst days
they keep saying that im perfect
but u knew im never worth it
like i kept lying to ur face
now i'm going back to bed
but its been feeling like my grave

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been  sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed but i need one more
sorry baby i know lately i'm an eyesore

eyesore w/ halfhearted (cxrter x retz)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

produced by cxrter & cl6udy
mixed & mastered by backyard beetle
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
seeing faces all around me
i’m just coping in the backseat
bright stars, yeah they gleamin’
tweakin’, i just lost another weekend
everybody living like it’s so easy
then switch up on me saying i don’t got a reason
same coat, four seasons
october my reality, yeah you know i’m breezin’
let me know if i’m a burden
i don’t belong, yeah i’m certain
watching skies fade blue
am i inferior to you?

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

talking like nobody even knows me
yeah i know that you’ll forget me in the nosebleeds
rhinestone on my ribcage
all this pressure, i’m a lightweight

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

same coat, four seasons (prod. cxrter x cl6udy)

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

chicagoland producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 21 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

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