songs i've produced

produced by sk8miles

originally performed by rainbow kitten surprise

completely non profit

lyrics

listen when it isnt what ur talking for ur name's sake
jesus, mary-magdalene u are, are u okay?
sitting by the well, jill ur falling down the hill
jack and everybody laughed
dont u pray
dont u pray

to a cocaine jesus in a black 4 seater
got a man dont need him but u wait
call me if u want or just call me if u need
if u only ever need it for the day

high wont hold, wont hold
and i have no more
then all u left of me
i have i have i have no more
then all u leave

high as hell, feeling fine
nothing bad but nothing kind
no not a word from me
nothing u would mind
in my head 
in my head
i get lonely sometimes

feeling fly, coming down
never bad cus we're never out
u'll never call the cops again
i'll never call her mine
in my head
in my head
i get lonely sometimes

when u find an old picture of us
and u clear away the dust
i hope u miss me sometimes
when u see a frame that reminds u of me
and u remember the times
oh the times that we believed

in a cocaine jesus in a black 4 seater
got a man dont need him but u wait
call me if u wan or just call me if u need
if u only ever need it for the day

and i am nothing more 
than a page unwritten on the pavement
blowing in the wind
u win a lot
and u lose just a little bit more than u gained in the end

but god i wish that i
was better than i am
but no luck, no love
no gospel i could understand
im nothing that u ever wanted to lean on
yeah
but even then

i am nothing more than a page unwritten on the pavement
u need it til' u left
but im more than a need
or something u believe
or a word that u leave unsaid

cocaine_ jesus_  (sk8miles)

lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

skyyy w/ brecken (cxrter x yashio x lxst boy)

i haven't slept since that day

Self prod :) 

Lyrics

If you leave me on my own I guess im bound to die
you wont see me in the winter i will stay inside

HIDE
HIDE

Don't wait there paralyzed
Hit that fucker in the face cuz he deserves to die

Don't leave me out for nothing

You really think im fine

I know its all assumptions

But I never knew I could try

How?

I love the way that
you blew the roof
straight off my house

I take the pain and I
rip the tooth
straight out my mouth

Its all for you my love
runs through
like a mile out
It cant be true il die for you
inside my house

MOUTH

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz) </3

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yeah i fuck with u
i promise u
no one need u like i do
had to let u know
had to let u know
u dont have a man
but u kinda do
whats new
why u always complicated
thats so u

thats so me too
i think ima leave wit u
i wanna see us thru
needed something new
no emotion
cold shoulder
coke lines
she play hard to get
she do this all the time
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely
she dont want me
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely

i think we gettin close
everytime we get it
we dont
shattered on the floor
we lie alone
maybe next time u let me go
maybe next time u let me go
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<3

-emo fruits aka i love bunneki neko 2!! bunneki neko and bunneki neko 2 are great!! i can listen to them both!!

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz)

bones (prod. cxrter)
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yeah i feel it in my head
yeah u feel it in ur bones
something about us right
but something bout thats wrong
she wanna leave wit me
but she dont want that known
if it wasnt for the subtle shit
i'd probably take u home
yeah i'd probably take u home

im tired of the background
i dont wanna be no secret
if we leavin
lets leave then
u dont need no reason
all night my dawgs getting me fucked up
im geekin
this party full of strangers
i swear this shit dangerous
they all know my name
friendly to my face
wasnt always this way
yeah i miss those days
ur the only one i want really noticing me now
but u dont want the same
u been fuckin wit my brain
feel it in my bones
coke got her feelin it in her nose
why u want me now
just to feel less alone
its hurting me too tho
so i'd rather just not know
if its hurting u too tho
i'd rather just not know
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<3

-emo fruits aka IM MF BACKKKKK THIS ONE RIGHT HERE BRUHH

bones (prod. cxrter)

I was walking in the farmers market 
I never expected to see you there 
And we talked again like I’ve always wanted 
But your words were few of something nice to hear 
By the CD area stalls 
you were telling me I should just get over you
But I can’t 
Holding up the line I’m begging you can we try again 

So don’t go for too long I’ll miss ya 
By the car you shout back then that was different 
I moved on 
found a new one it’s going great thanks for asking
Hung up 
Crying out what I held in for a very long time 
Distraught now that your gone
Makes this another event you won’t find me at this fall

Is it possible to talk about everything we did
When you looked at me that first night 
And gave me that kiss
But it was different then 
I was a different man 
All I ever hoped for was to see you again
I got the chance to get you back it’s in front of me
I’ll do anything right now you come and talk to me 
I just want us to work out your mine to be 
All over again  <333

Farmers Market (king theta)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

1 of the realest songs I never wrote in 1 of the most vulnerable moments of my life recorded in 3 takes on my phone. 

Audio on all plats on “Pain Made Me Great” project❤️‍🩹 

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a cover of Heregoesnothin By Never Shout Never

heregoesnothin

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(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

skyyy w/ brecken (cxrter x yashio x lxst boy)

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