lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

lyrics
n im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
im talking to myself but i see a face on the wall
does someone else do my job
n i just cry at a photo
n im just feeling it all at once
i just feel it all too much
look what its done to me
look what youve done for me
look what youve done to me
made me feel better now

n i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see u
smiling, shining
look how u did so well
n the day that i go
will be the day that u go
n girl im broken i dont have a purpose
i wrote a song for u
u said that u heard it before
but baby this ones new n i just wrote it tonight
i kno they all sound the same to u
id give a piece of my brain for u
u kno i try to hold u tight when the night comes
kno i feel u in my bones n my weak lungs

u can find me ill be in the underground
n i been working one day they gonna sing the sounds i make for u
bury me inside a grave thats made for two

n i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see u
smiling, shining
look how u did so well
n the day that i go
will be the day that u go
n girl im broken i dont have a purpose
i wrote a song for u
u said that u heard it before
but baby this ones new n i just wrote it tonight
i kno they all sound the same to u
id give a piece of my brain for u
u kno i try to hold u tight when the night comes
kno i feel u in my bones n my weak lungs

u be crying laying next to me
while im nodding off
ill be getting money soon
but im not enough
u say that i talk too much
yea i kno that
n even tho the suns shining bright
im still in all black
now u crying u just laying in my lap
i tell u its gonna be okay when i get back
im tryna say i love u i could do without the jab
n life makes me feel better but i know that its a trap

as i watch the storm pass (p. jacob vallen)

Hold my hand
_____________________________________________________________
Hold my hand
I need
some guidance
I need
Reliance
Still a kid in my bones like
Overthinking my whole life
9-5 kill my soul
Don't want to do what I'm told
I remember playing all day
Couldn't take a wrong way
Now I'm older
Push that boulder
It's September already
Now the summers' soon ending
My flame smolders
Getting colder

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown

But I never said it was easy
I'm waiting for death to come free me
I pray that this winter don't freeze me
There's levels to life like a Avicii
The king of my mind like Medici
I'm human, can't help but be greedy
I know that this world doesn't need me
I don't let it make me uneasy
Can't go back I know my own fate
I've tried to run but can't sedate
These feelings I've always felt
Inactions add up to hell
I can't help but to rebel
I'm stuck inside a cell

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
_____________________________________________________________

Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Hold my hand

part of the problem

i haven't slept since that day

i ain't ever needed advice

so ill ignore yours for the rest of time

everytime somebody gave me 2 cents it wasn't worth shit

when i give myself 2 cents i turn it to a dime

pockets full of nothin i been emptied out

burnin paper like im smokin joints, dryest fuckin mouth

feelin weight up on my shoulders dawg my legs could give out

losin patience with the rest of yall im off the hand outs

im off the respect shit

off the nice talks

if i wanted conversation i would call a fuckin doc

fuck help, i ain't splashgvng im thuggin shit out

34 year old pussy stay hidden stay down

old as fuck

and fuck animepapi too 

i ain't forget

only pop here is your boy, im sonning every tune

the son of the greatness i swear, boy you can ask dukes

hate seein mom blue 

sick of somethin all these doctors don't got a damn clue

when i'm rich i'll make sure everybody's all good

till the day i die and afterwards ill feed the whole crew

everybody eats b swaine will make due

2 cents

produced by branwen

lyrics:

(hold a blade up my chest
now i am bleeding from it
babe are u blind?
do u see it?
ur not what i want and
i am not what u need
our flowers start to foul
while u walking right past me
i'm feeling dizzy got a nose bleed
i think ur heart is far away from me
i walking by ur garden but
ur flowers died out,
they're vague, u don't like me anymore)

i- i- i think ur bad for me, thinking this is it
i think ur hollow bitch suck my dick
i know i say a lot of crazy shit
b- b- but ur none special, no ur far from it
a- a- and ur tude yeah it really got me pissed
a -ama move cause ur getting on my nervs
now ur acting all nice, ur concerend
so don't make me mad or i'll go for kills

(don't make me mad -a - ad
or i'll go for kills
don't make me mad -a - ad
or i'll go for kills)

walking by ur garden but ur flowers died out

disgrace (prod. irby)

Written during a journey, this track captures the essence of a place that radiates peace and stirs inner passions. It’s both a reflection of the moment and a soundscape that preserves the memory of an experience lived far from the everyday.

Released September 2, 2025

To license this song please contact:
matteo@odeonmusicgroup.com

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A freshly hatched alias from London-based underground provocateur and multidisciplinary artist Katamine, Bairn is a concept inspired by that exciting sensory innocence every single one of us experienced as children when first experiencing life's beauty and tragedy. 

Driven by that overwhelming sense of wonder, surprise and contrast that has been incubating deep in their subconcious for so long, Bain is a reflective exploration of worlds, sounds, pictures and emotions informed by years of theory and practice in both the electronic and classical realms. 

This is their first adventure, the beguiling debut It's You; an enigmatic weave of ambient, techno, progressive and score music, chased back with a subtle sip of Gaelic. 

It's never too late to be the vision your childhood dreamed of... 

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