(intro)
i feel so stuck
won’t you let me go..

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

(verse)
now i’m shaking 
and i can’t fucking stop it 
my world is breaking 
apart and u were on it
when all i wanted was for u to be honest
i’ll close my eyes as i beg for u to stop it

(bridge)
my bones have decayed with the winter
but still i feel her

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

i know u have to go (hero)

You ask for directions…

Love you all 

All plats soon 

Lyrics:


You ask for directions i say it’s under hand
Five miles in you question I swear we’ve been here again
Brochures I sure have left them back at base camp
But don’t blame at all the sign says no photos taken 


Sign after sign we ain’t getting nowhere 
We’ve been round a hundred times think I’m losing my head
You gotta look on your face that says that you hate me you wanna go home
And we’re going round in circles stuck in the woods with nowhere to go 
I’m in search of someone or any sign of life
Sos I’m calling out I’m in need of advice
Maybe just maybe I might be wrong this time 
I should’ve took a brochure when he asked instead of laughing at the guy

Morgan-monroe state forest (mackk)

produced by nate2timez & autrioly

-lyrics-

love // cyanide *bonus track*

songs from the trees

cant change us

cant change us (prod. hollowprpl)

make em choke

The overall message of "Path of My Son" is a powerful testament to unconditional love, resilience, and generational connection.

It tells the story of a father’s unwavering devotion to his son—from the joy of birth through the trials of adolescence and adulthood. Despite emotional distance, personal struggles, and mistakes, the father’s love remains constant. The song explores how love endures through pain, how healing is possible, and how the bond between parent and child can reflect deeper truths across time.

Ultimately, it’s a celebration of growth, redemption, and the enduring light that love provides—no matter how dark the path may seem


[Intro – Spoken, Faithless style over deep synth bass]  
’99, the year you came alive,  
Out in the fields, under wide open skies.  
I held you in my arms, proud as I could be,  
Didn’t know the storms that waited for you and me.  

[Instrumental – atmospheric pads, slow build with electronic pulse]

[Verse 1 – The Weeknd style vocals, mellow beat]  
Golden days in the countryside,  
Running free where the forest hides,  
Your laughter echoed through the trees,  
A simple world, the sweetest peace.  
But clouds rolled in, love turned thin,  
Mama and I, we broke within.  
You stood between the fall apart,  
Lost in the silence of your heart.  

[Chorus – soaring synths, emotional vocals]  
My son, my love has never gone,  
Even when the nights felt long.  
Through the fire, through the fight,  
You’ll always be my shining light.  
My son, wherever you may run,  
This love will always carry on.  

[Instrumental – Faithless-style beat drop, pulsing rhythm]

[Verse 2 – darker mood, electronic layers]  
You stumbled hard, we made mistakes,  
Searching for a truth to take.  
The world was cruel, it pulled you down,  
Still, my love was all around.  
I saw you chasing fleeting highs,  
A rebel soul with haunted eyes.  
But through the chaos, through the pain,  
I prayed you’d find your path again.  

[Bridge – Spoken, Faithless style over breakbeat + deep bass]  
Love doesn’t vanish when the storm arrives.  
It lingers in the bones, it burns in the blood.  
Even when you fell, I never let go.  
You are my son. You are my hope.  

[Instrumental – Faithless-inspired trance break, layered synth arpeggios]

[Chorus – stronger, layered vocals + synth harmonies]  
My son, my love has never gone,  
Even when the nights felt long.  
Through the fire, through the fight,  
You’ll always be my shining light.  
My son, wherever you may run,  
This love will always carry on.  

[Instrumental – driving beat with Faithless energy, hands-in-the-air build]

[Verse 3 – uplifting, hopeful tone with bright synths]  
Then love came knocking at your door,  
You found a heart worth living for.  
A wedding ring, a brighter dawn,  
Slowly the darkness was withdrawn.  
Step by step you claimed your ground,  
The life you lost, you slowly found.  
I’m proud of every move you take,  
My prayer is with you every day.  

[Instrumental – Faithless-style breakdown, hypnotic groove]

[Verse 4 – reflective, atmospheric]  
I was born in sixty-six, a child of restless skies,  
You arrived in ninety-nine, with wonder in your eyes.  
Two mirrored years, yet worlds apart,  
A circle bound, a beating heart.  
Your path reflects the one I knew,  
A different time, but the same truth.  
Through shifting years, through all we’ve done,  
You are my mirror, you are my son.  

[Instrumental – layered synths rising, emotional build]

[Outro – Spoken + melodic mix, fading synths]  
I was so proud when you first cried,  
I’m still proud standing by your side.  
No matter where the road will bend,  
My love is with you till the end.  

[Final Instrumental – ethereal fade-out with electronic pulse + soft piano]

© 2025 by MOBest – Martin Oliver Beinersdorf

Path of my Son

Clementhis - Open my heart

happy halloween!

thank you for helping me reach 10k+ total plays.
it means a ton to me to finally reach this milestone. 

むえいだ
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b r e a t h l e s s

Went Wrong (feat. demxntia) Prod. Jo Jo

Prod. Pink

you could say I'm fucking up
wandering these streets again
I wonder where you are
I wonder where I am like
baby got no plan life
hitting me so differently might travel to japan like
flight take off, shake off
pondering decisions like take a day off
should I bring in all the money just like I'm madoff
or pursue my source of happiness this is the trade off

sorrow paid off for the mic
never thought that'd lead to this I'm staying up all night
writing down my mind when i'm feeling so confined
and I wonder if she listening I wonder If she mine
way back then times were simpler
I ain't looking for no friends we all similar
Summer 09 run through sprinklers
now I'm crying out my eyes when I think about times that
I was a kid now I'm fucked up
innocence snatched from me grow up
in a sense I cannot show up
yes I am here but I feel imma throw up
going 83 down the I-95
drift into incoming traffic closed eyes
who in this world would still care if I died
I realized that I'm my ride or die (yuh)
my ride or die
fucked in the head know i'm never gon find
all of the answers I have bout this life 
maybe ill find them when I close my eyes 

for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
turnt into diamond no gold mine
for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
ashing the blunt for the last time
for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
turnt into diamond no gold mine

you could say I'm fucking up
wandering these streets again
I wonder where you are
I wonder where I am like
baby got no plan life
hitting me so differently might travel to japan like
flight take off, shake off
pondering decisions like take a day off
should I bring in all the money just like I'm madoff
or pursue my source of happiness this is the trade off

for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
turnt into diamond no gold mine
for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
ashing the blunt for the last time
for the last time

songs from the trees

Lxst Boy

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