I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty
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surprise surprise 
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lyrics:

Im stuck in my head,
girl you dead,
you don’t mean nothing,
stuck to my bed
used to be blind,
all I’m seeing is red,
can’t make amends,
tripping on memories,
running from you,
love that we enemies,
you love that too,
you wont admit it,
call me a fool,
but it’s the truth,
bout time that you knew,
after it all,
I ain’t coming back,
I didn’t care,
but Im rushing back,
all emotions,
want em back,
I’ll never say it back,
you said you’re sorry,
but i don’t regret all that,
took me so long to get back on my feet,
now I just stare at a screen,
oh wait,
that’s nothing for me,
so why do i wilt and then drop to my knees 
I lost it,
I’m sinking deep,
and you caused it,
we’ve been here before,
washed up on shore,
tell me no more,
don’t wanna hear it,
drop to the core,
you're such a bore,
self-esteem to the floor,
now i got nothing in store,
i guess i just need some time restore,
picking up pieces you chose to ignore,
woah,
get lost in reality,
hate all totality,
shot my morality,
no hospitality,
screw my mentality,
im sick and tired of the abnormalities,
you didn’t care so why should I?
say it’s not fair but it’s eye for eye,
don’t you go whine now,
need to wind out,
went through too much just to find out

trapped in the depths of my mind (prod. boyfifty x autrioly)

@akumuh - i was so drunk last night (prod. underwood)

tissues (autrioly)

produced by boyfifty
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

i don’t wanna know if you moved on, just forget it
know exactly where i went wrong, and i regret it
hoping that you don’t hate me i know you’re broken
say good night right before i’m losing hope yeah
ghost in my room yeah i know it’s you
over in the corner slightly out of view
staring through my skull as i write this song
baby this my renaissance 

(talking to myself lol)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

baby it would hurt you to tell you the truth
God know i hurt you enough yes i do
say you won’t leave when i say that you should 
i’m on my own i got nothing to lose
nothing to lose but your heart in my hands
squeezed it so hard dripping blood on my pants
wrote you a letter i hope it’s enough 
babe you so innocent don’t waste your love on

me
on me
(me)
(me)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time

ghost girl (boyfifty)

produced by lxst boy & venus

-lyrics-

i used to be scared of the dark
now it’s girls who break my heart
under november stars
i was falling apart
i don’t know if you knew
but i put my all into you
i know you’re drunk at you place
you can’t stand to see my face
i got songs in my brain 
you got meds to keep you sane
i can’t find
a single reason to stay

maybe i overreacted when you wrecked my car
i shut down automatic when it involves my heart
i don’t like the guessing games give it to me straight 
ohh
maybe i’m immature can’t handle all the big things
i’m done, mistake after mistake

i used to be scared of the dark
now it’s girls who break my heart
under november stars
i was falling apart
i don’t know if you knew
but i put my all into you
i know you’re drunk at you place
you can’t stand to see my face
i got songs in my brain 
you got meds to keep you sane
i can’t find
a single reason to stay

ohhh
ohhh
ohhh
ohhh

maybe i’m immature can’t handle all the big things
i’m done, mistake after mistake

i used to be scared of the dark
now it’s girls who break my heart
under november stars
i was falling apart
i don’t know if you knew
but i put my all into you
i know you’re drunk at you place
you can’t stand to see my face
i got songs in my brain 
you got meds to keep you sane
i can’t find
a single reason to stay

ohhh
ohhh
ohhh
ohhh