high speed cargo train to the middle of nowhere w/ brecken & backyard beetle (idly blare x lxst boy)

produced by steezy prime & lenny loops

-lyrics-

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

you left swift like a tortured poet
left me lost, girl dont you know it
i’ll put on a cape and act heroic
and save the day to protect my Lois
devine intervention, you’re a Godsend
thank Him every day for the time spent
tears on a page while im writing this
dont need a watch, you were timeless
huh, timeless
couldnt get you to stay, im spineless
can we go back to the basics
dont know how it progressed but my guess is
as good as yours and im sorry girl
i couldnt give you the entire world
now i make songs that you hate
now im the one that u hate
yeah

we would dance for hours in late autumn showers
wanna have it all back
but I can’t
then we let the darkness in
you were my medicine
now I feel I’m always sick
I want to hear you sing again
fill up the emptiness
you were so cute when you did
now we’ve dug up our own graves
I cannot see your face
please can we try this again

dance in the rain w/ steezy prime & lenny loops

◾️ Self Loathing - Dead by Dawn ◾️
First single from our newly form duo band
Hope you all enjoy! 

Production from Blu52 .
Vocals from Vails + Silent Storm🗣️
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Self Loathing

og version: https://www.bandlab.com/post/a9c65677-3b57-ef11-991a-6045bd36e0d9

lyrics:

[Zoe Beaufay]

What's it like to have everything you ever want to?
while some people really need to break their bones to move

Maybe they didn't try hard enough
maybe they should get more drunk

[heyzbee]

She said I was him 
But lied in the end 
And I can’t pretend
I’m hanging by a single thread 
How do you feel now that I’m gone?
I’m doing better and so on 
Drugs in my system, I’m so off
Can’t even make me a love song 
How do you feel? 
When I’m gone 
I’m so upset 
But the world goes on

[Zoe Beaufay]

What's it like to have everything you ever want to?
while some people really need to break their bones to move

Maybe they didn't try hard enough
maybe they should get more drunk

how do you feel w/heyzbee

lyrics⬇️
listeing to everything around me
I don’t eavesdrop i just hear my surroundings 
i wish i had someone to say that they were proud of me
but thats unrealistic i only make enemies
Try my best to find out where i should go
all i have is hope in my head
but im still feeling low

dont make me turn away
sheer luck finna fill my veins
no chance that im gonna change
horrible everytime im in my brain
affordable atleast im making a lane
adorable i used to used to think was ur face
now when i go out i feel like a pain
never thought id be the batman to bane

but truthfully im still on track 
but idk whats going on in my head
i hate when they say they that i slack
but maybe theyre right cuz im in my bed

well i wanna just do my own thing
ill write on the wall in red ink
maybe the words are coding
for all of the ways that i think

and i miss the feeling i felt when i had a drink in my hand and a hand on the wheel
told you you dont gotta fear
i know whats good;know how to steer

he’s probably making a bag
she probably misses him bad
well probably isnt true; its barley even half that

unrealistic (soloft)

produced by R3DQX and discent 
mixed my epitomeoffailure and teddyboi
mastered by teddyboi

a toast w/ teddyboi (R3DQX x discent)

wind rises

Lawn Mower Problems (mackk)

produced by cxrter & VITO
mix & master by cxrter & evergarden
📸: Lizzy Chew

lyrics:
(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

tell me what's the cost
something just to have
everybody else gets on easier than that
i could make a call
you could send it back
i could give you everything
just tell me what you want
i could put it all to the side
it's just a noise now
i could make it right in the end
but what's the point now
fuck it up so late the game
who i'm supposed to be
i was me, but it's really not a choice now
voice down, breathe in, breathe out
never one to fall, but i'm in so deep
dream of death when i fall asleep

white lies just complicate it
painted in colors fading
wonder why i've been so pressed
feet on top, my neck have started pressing down again

go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

(notcursed)
don't wanna cause a loss of my own life
my own voice don’t feel right
you called it, under the street light
i walked back alone
i’m craving for a feeling
creating my own meaning
heart drops, a fleeting
but you wouldn’t believe it
let it sink in
i can't find a reason for all the commotion
when will i learn all the parts i’m supposed to
don’t understand the new feelings that grow though

(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

cxrter, greenwood, & notcursed - circles (prod. cxrter x vito)

ty amo

lyrics
 
with those beautiful eyes i’m wondering how u see
with that shit u said on sunday wondering how u sleep
and the more i smoke i feel this kush push me in my seat
and the longer that we fight i feel the less we agree on
and u think that i’m a star
i got my hands in my pockets
u got your hands in ur hair
u know there’s no way u can stop this
i’m not rlly there
can’t tell if i’m even talking
but i rlly care
it’s been that way since i started

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

i hate when you look away
open up those sunny eyes when the skies are gray
get so lost when i take walks in your iris maze
just don't forget my microphone when you throw me away
there's so many roads
and where they go i don't know
i hope you dig a little hole for me inside of your soul
cupids nice with a bow
he hit my heart with arrows
and they all point right to you
they point right to you

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

clementine w/ kiddamo (king theta)

Mountain - Day 102

currently in Marine Corps boot camp
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dance in the rain w/ steezy prime & lenny loops

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