holy crap this is FIIIIIREEEEE ‼️🥵

all instruments + production + mixing and mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

artwork by SCAR$

Lyrics:

I got these thoughts inside, they’re sitting in me
There’s certain things that you just could never be
You say you can relate, but I disagree
There’s certain things in life you could never be
You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core

Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core
Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You think you know me?
But you don’t

Twist the knife into my back
Tell me everythings alright
But you don’t know anything
Well, not the way that you think you do
Things are never “black and white”
You can’t fit me in this broken space
You think you know me? I don’t think you do
I’m stuck here swimming in the Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m stuck at sea, the only person on this boat alone
I feel it in my veins, I feel it in my face
I wish somebody out there could possibly relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m sitting, stuck at sea, and trailing on this boat alone
I’m so alone, I feel it close
‘Cause death's embrace is what i feel the most

You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Terminal Blue

cruisin 98 yeah i was flying
sick to my stomac i was dying
just to get home
i wanted more of you

was there a point in us even fighting
just led to you hurting yourself, its tirin
dealing with this every other day
its tasking my mental they would say but

im too in love with you

* i dont wanna fight with you*  

i guess the lord was right
he told me not to do it but i did it outright
listen to your senses and what the man says
he said to stop the problematic behavior i guess
its too late
too tell you im sorry anymore
im beating my chest and im crying on the floor

speakin to god as i sleep
he says that things get easier so i guess ill just believe
youre the only reason that i have
i saw you bleeding out as i walked pass
i didnt think it would last
so long
so long to you i guess
our love is in the past
you past on to another life
another mans grace

im sick to my stomach dont you see
just give me time, to breathe

sicktomystomach (prod. idly blare)

lyrics⬇️

you dont mean that 
you dont mean that

if you do then ill be be over in a minute now
you dont mean that
you dont mean that
Guess you left me with no option now i gotta shout
get out i dont wanna see you in my house
youre always under my skin make me go underground 
move south but thats aready where we said our vows

yea and then u broke em
ever since then i have been a grouch
i live in garbage every day so i dont make nobody proud
i promised that id make it but i never got up off the couch
im chillin where i lay because cuz i make the money speakin out my mouth
and u don’t understand how im only here cuz they allow

you dont mean that

i dont mean to make you think im really really bad
i had a couple awful issues but theyre in the past
i only said that part to link but i hope that we last
the last one was a robbery put my heart in a cast

i never ever thought that id get medals or a badge
while she pickin the pedals off the flower ima dash
if you dont wanna go there i wont ever come back
i been feeling like a mower i cant start without the gas

and i dont wanna be the owner of someone who only slacks
i could take you to my home or i could take you to the dance
but i dont wanna give more than that i just cant in advance 
you want my money in ur pockets oh im sorry theres no chance

out in downtown i be walkin i be stuntin wit these vans
u thought no prada on me but look at whats holdin up my pants
i got some bots around me around always steady following programs
if you dont look a lil harder u gon get lost in the sand
parents hate that im always sippin something out of the can
but they dont ever stop to think thats just the way that i am
and i dont go to parties get stressed out i dont know where to stand
and thats a part of me im always gonna need sum to relax

its an act
its an act but i dont wanna lie cant u understand that
Ima disconnect
ima log up off the net
too much problems in my chest
never ever get rest
but I need it so bad
if I wake up then I crash
yea everybody laugh
wait until like 2 or 3pm to get out bed
but I don’t feel no better 
always under weather
I don’t think a single thing will make me feel alright.

grouch (love matt x blocktane)

Sick
I'm tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm
Sick

I'm gonna make it out
I fucking swear, I fucking promise
Only one way to the top bitch
I could take my time to teach you
But I know you ain't gon' rock this
Only one thing on my mind
A couple months I'm out this block bitch

Every time I take a loss
I swear I get like five more wins
Ima stack it for myself
Ain't got no bitch, ain't got no kids
Ima keep it to myself after all the work I done did
Man I know I'd live a lonely life
Ever since I was a kid, huh

Sick
I'm tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm
Sick

Know it's lonely at the top
But it's lonely at the bottom
All the same you gon' get rocked
I'm still sticking to my guns
It's laser focus, gotta lock in
Now my only friend my Ruger
'Cause I still can't find my Glock bitch

I know I got big talk
But I never plan on stopping
Ima get up out this bitch
First thing I do when that guap hit
When I'm highest in the building
Overlooking all that mob shit
Bitch I'm really gonna do this
Ain't just bars for this bop shit

Sick
I'm tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm

Sick
Tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm

Sick

Going To Win

shoutout @notmorgn 4 existing <333

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head 

what do you want from me
ill try to be your anchor 
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe in anger
why are we
so blind to see a stranger
as a friend with good intentions
never

and i messed up
tryna be the one that you
let your anger out upon

i was blinded
vowed to silence
pointless arguments that i never couldve won

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head

fingers crossed

fingers crossed (notmorgn)

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Lyrics
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I didn't know that you'd be here
Friend of a friend
And you said it was mutual
Now I've been living on my own dear
But when I see you again I feel this pull

You and I
We were better in the inbetween, I guess
That look so sly
But I don't mind
We were always bad at being friends
Waste time
We've got nothing better to do again
Bit of white wine and lose our minds
Whatcha wanna do
I guess it depends

We could lay back on my roof
And get high under stars
So when I do it alone
I'm wondering where you are
We would find something to do
And take it way too far
And when I needed a home
You can break my heart

I'm a reject
Baby you love that, I know
I'm a demon
Living under your control
No reason
For you to act this cold
Now I see it
Deep in your matrix code
Do you play with me
Are you hating me
But you love it when I fuck around
You ain't made for me
Try to change for me
But all you did was let me down

You and I
We were better in the inbetween, I guess
That look so sly
But I don't mind
We were always bad at being friends
Waste time
We've got nothing better to do again
Bit of white wine and lose our minds
Whatcha wanna do
I guess it depends

Inbetween

Inbetween [Prod. Klimlords]

Prod. Me 
When I was in the fire; molding all my bones
Where were you at
At my lowest truly
I don't think I'll ever make it back
Paint a picture of me
Watch the portrait slowly turn to ash
Hash I'm packing
Just to keep my days in motion

While I lack Commitment
This my mission
Working towards my vision
As long as I am still living
I stop and my spirit dies
Can't fuck with a nine-five
Fuck hobbies, this is my life
Can't tell me otherwise
Now I'm back into motion
I'm geekin up off the potion
I've been stuck in my bed
Still healing from strong emotions
Give a fuck what they said about me
I'm living life
I'm doing alright despite
These demons up in my sight
Pray amen
I'm just a man with a plan
I get that check in advance
Sparkin up plants
Gettin as high as a rocket
You thought I was buzzin' the way I've been doin my dance

When I was in the fire; molding all my bones
Where were you at
At my lowest truly
I don't think I'll ever make it back
Paint a picture of me
Watch the portrait slowly turn to ash
Hash I'm packing
Just to keep my days in motion

The Blacksmith

everything by me

i appreciate each and every one of you to no ends.
though i physically can't output as much as i used to,
the support that i see unto the projects i do put out whenever i can enough
makes me feel so eternally grateful, infinitely.

thank you for being here.

take care
x

stuck up in a way
i don't wanna stay
perpetually stung
i'll delegate all that my brain
could ever dare to trust

stifled and gray, 
counting the space no one has laid across
a bitterful base 
crushed by the frame
i'm over the taste

they smother 
they bother me
i wonder what's left to see
take me back, to '23
i'll chew on glass
since that's what seems to color me

i'm static with change
a perpetual stasis
imprinted in vain
as the vessel is vacant
the ache and it's ways,
given all i've created,
its all torn away
as i bottle up hatred

and down with the chase
falsify the elation
the moment i wake,
still restrained to these braces
perpetually stray with the frequent of grace
from the view of the naked
it's never okay

and i feel it always
i feel it all ways
okay
okay
okay

the days i waste have me appalled
of everything i used to call a home,
for i have tamed the grave 
that wrote itself to just erase

dice; 
fell upon a single side, for you
out of touch yet still alive
(ay)
sickly body, muddled mind
despite, somehow this has sufficed



they smother 
they bother me
i wonder what's left to see
take me back, to '23
i'll chew on glass
since that's what seems to color me

suffice

day 1

lyrics

crashing out, ripping the petals
i'm lost but trust me theres levels
the script telling me to stay put
while my conscious struggling to settle

i wish that i could be better
but i blow seeds that fall on the gravel
i'm holding on to the iris
like its part of my vision but it do not matter

we do not matter
u touched my soul and my heart it splattered
i’m numb in the snow, gets worse in summer
one day i rose to try reach the summit

forgot the clock
i'm taking my time in my finding my lover
a drip starts the flow i’m doing a runner
coz i gotta go, i cant overgrow 
i will just drown and lie in soil

just drop off u making me boil
i cant go on like this, i’m loyal
my roots cant be touched 
the view here is lush 
i gave u my vines and u sat there and clapped like a royal

i feel a slight breeze from foyer
i let my guard down out in the lobby
i open the doors to crush all the dreams that i had set forth
to count up this money

i'm losing sleep to stay still in this hurry
this lifes a flash one blink and im hungry
but what’d i accomplish, what’d i achieve
i stare at the wall thinking how funny

hilarious even
i'm counting the steps to the gates and its never even
i'm holding the fruits in the garden of eden
i'm holding the key to the soul and its freedom

just let me rot
i'll be ok if you want to stop
i'll be the same
maybe I got it all messed up
don't be the same in this world, thats why they all left us

you can let go of that weapon now
I planted the seeds, controlling the ground
if I can give you a glimpse of what is going on

I'll have you know x 8
this world ain't always cold

garden of eden

garden of eden (jacob vallen)

Resurgence

intervention

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