Prod Matthew May

lyrics:
(intro)
is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

(verse 1)
remember all the days, in the old streets
me and me friends being young kids
never even thought about the old me
that was the last time that i felt free

(prechorus)
and im just tryna to hide the pain
never thought id never feel the same
but its getting late now
need to find a way to move on

(chorus)
 is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

(verse 2)
remember when driving was for old people
now getting my license feels so illegal
i still have so much time left
but i still feel that pain in chest
getting older everyday
no way stopping it 
soon telling my grandkids
how their grandpa in his teens lived
already miss the old days and i am still in it
soon it will be over, i dont wanna admit it

(prechorus)
and im just tryna to hide the pain
never thought id never feel the same
but its getting late nown
need to find a way to move on

(chorus)
 is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

not ready to grow up

Lyrics

I'm a pessimistic kid
I'm a stupid piece of shit
I'm the type of guy to leave a good relationship
For a toxic bitch who hates my face
With me only for the taste
Of attention that she craves

She would stab my back a million times
Again and again and hit rewind
She'd fuck with a new girl or guy
Then have the damn nerve to say a lie

To my face
Who the fuck do you think I am
Should've abandoned your fuckin ass
Would've changed where I'm now at

I don't wanna be hurt again
Is this love real or is it just pretend?
I don't wanna be hurt again
Is this love real or is it just pretend?

ihy (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Welcome To My Mind Remix Ft. Lonexsama (Prod. Mosen)

@mookigang x @thebootlegboy - a long walk

What we do in ur imagination

Lyrics:
everybody asking me
what the hell is wrong
will I explain it later 
or in another song 
everybody’s telling me
i don’t know right from wrong
and when i die i wouldn’t be held in god’s arms
i’m falling in a pit that is deeper than i can see
i’m acting like a person that i do not want to be
i’m biting off pieces that are bigger than i can chew
and now my life is broken and i cannot find the glue

yea my oxygen dropping
everybody around me talking 
and my heads filled with toxins
getting colder like it is autumn 
everybody is screaming
like i don’t understand the problem
but i do get the problem
but i do not know how to solve it
yea

i’m just losing patience 
every single second feels like years of isolation 
been alone for so long, thoughts of friends are ancient
i don’t know what i should do, i’m hiding in this apeshit

Look its hard to think
That its probably gonna
Be the last that you see of me
When I found the door and I got the key
I just thought about how much we could be
And Ill be your king
And you’ll be my queen
And we’ll shut out what everyone else thinks
And I don’t give a shit what they think of we
I just want to be with you oh please
Yea

imagination

remix of yung ap’s song empty with myself 
now with lxtinsheep, yung ap, and wrongjofi
hope you enjoy :)

empty (ft. yung ap & arisukaru)

would you?

would you? (w/ KID E$S)

Drinking All Alone

look into my eyes ft. @yami, (prod. 4lexf)

I Give Up...  (They Hate DK x Matego x Prod.moon)

huge shout out to ambreezy for correcting my grammar, it's "an" not "a" :)