Vibes XII

(Lyrics)

\\ intro //

I been spending all my nights alone
Wake up to missed calls on my phone
I just want to have you for my own
My love for you it’s only grown

I waste my time on mindless things
Might just say fuck it and buy a wedding ring
Every time I see you it’s refreshing 
This is real love not some summer fling

\\ verse 1 //

I run into your arms love to feel you baby
Spent a lot of time alone and I miss you lately
When I am without you time goes slow it drives me crazy
Have no motivation yeah people think I’m lazy 

Really I just miss you want to feel your lips
We can run away from this town yeah we’ll dip
Drive round with the windows down we’ll take a long trip
Yeah the rain it pitter patters on the windshield it drips

\\ bridge //

Yeah on the windshield it drips (x2)

But then we go off road and we flip
Pitter patter turns to blood splatter

\\ verse 2 //

Yeah the wheels go off-road we try to steer back on
But we can’t correct and full of fear you grab my arm
Yeah we go over we lose control
The car begins to roll
Oh God why’d you let this happen she didn’t get to get old

Yeah I watched you stop breathing
Saw the life from your eyes leaving
Your eyes closed, chest stopped heaving
I tried my hardest to help but couldn’t stop the bleeding

\\ Chorus //

I been spending all my nights alone
No more calls from you are on my phone
I just wish I had you for my own
My love for you it’s only grown

I waste my time on mindless things
Might just say fuck it and sell this wedding ring
I miss your laugh and your love it’s depressing
Yeah we had real love not some summer fling

\\ outro //

Without you I hate to grow old
When you left so did part of my soul
Every day alone is one that I dread
I keep replaying that car crash in my head

i keep replaying that car crash in my head

cry me a river (prod. w00ds & Roiael)

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

dlm
don't leave me
i need you more than ever and it's strange
haven't felt this way in forever
straight pain
knowing that i'm not the best
and i can't handle change
don't know why you're interested
i'm nothing but a name
maybe i just fucking love the pain
it's what i been attracting
every waking day
hire an assassin
to cut out my brain
i'm tired of acting 
like i am okay
for a minute gotta hold it in
then i run to the back
cause the pain in my chest
i don't want you to see when i blow it big
and every single minute man i feel so distressed
i just need a fucking rest and control within
but it feels i never get it 
now this pain has been embedded
and this living i been dreading
dead emotions never settle
who am i?
cause i don't know
and i never did

baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away
baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away

hold me close
i need more
got no hoes
on my phone
i'm alone
all the time
even when there's people close
look at me
love your eyes
make me feel like i'm alright
so please don't leave
not on some pressure shit
you just be so precious
shit
i don't need no extra shit
just wish my hands were on your hips
run em up and down your tits
addicted to your fucking lips
the taste of em
i'm wasted on em 
taking breaks
exchanging gazes
you just look amazing on me
x2

baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away
baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away
x2

i would tell you not to leave but i don’t want you to feel pressured to love me (prod. 4lexf)

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

what am i hoping for
maybe an open door
a sign
an answer or something
i’m always fine and then i’m not
i never know when it’s coming
i’m out of touch with my senses
i got mistakes that replay in my mind
filled with anxiety built around time it don’t matter the tenses
it don’t matter the tenses
whether it’s past present or future i see it ending
i feel stupid
talk to my therapist you never cared n shit
i was the one that was there n shit
i never thought i could talk because pointing out flaws always felt like a heresy

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

when i blow up
when this shit done
imma be myself
not for anyone
but that old me
that you knew way back
well he not the same
now he bout this cash
imma bring it back
only for my fam
if you used to know me
then you just a fan
i don’t give a fuck
this ain’t no luck
i put in the work to get out the mud
i don’t give a fuck what you think
i can’t put my mind to it if i ain’t making bands with it
not too long fore i look at my wrist and diamonds dance with it
i been way too modest now i’m just being honest
pay attention to the profit
and now my new girl a goddess

my new girl a goddess
i feel like i'm dying
i feel like i'm dying

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion

apologies (prod. jabarionthebeat x shah x jelly x alek)

produced by the bootleg boy
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Twisted up in my imagination...

out of my head

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

love u @seem_bng
Mixed, Mastered & Produced by: @areyoumatthias
Vocals Mixed by: @kayostarri

lyrics:

im starting to think im worthless
cause my lifes a fucking mess
im just going through these curses
please know im trying my best

you're saying its not as bad as it seems
but i know you'll learn to regret me
i wanna learn to love myself
but im just so fucking ugly, yeah

dropping out, disappointing everyone
try my best to make it up to my mom
do my best, that's what you use to always say
now im falling apart on the brightest day

now im bitchin' 'bout how life ain't fair
got me doubled-down, on my knees, tearing out my hair
got one big, happy family, but im never there
cause no one ever gave a shit, no one ever cared

x2

i want to love myself, but im sO F*CKING UGLY DUDE

imperfections w/cavasoul (caps.cntrl) and (rx808)

I hate myself (4lexf)

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: heydium and @jang0x
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surprise release :D
hope yall enjoy<3
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lyrics:
(verse)
always one to worry bout futures,
used to be chill, till i lost all my humor,
caught in revenge, huh, call me lex luthor,
i just regret that we didnt end sooner,
never stationed, always moving
always dreaming, never lucid,
i got plans so call me stupid,
but dont get mad when im suited
ill be at the top when nobody cared,
i was at the bottom all of them just stared,
so dont be suprised when im closing up,
i dont got an audience, ill make one up,
all ill get, ill get it by myself,
so dont even try to help,
none of yall ever worry bout my health,
til i start talking bout future wealth

[bridge]

(chorus)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,

(verse)
like baby girl, wya now?
you lost everything that you had now,
you did this yourself, dont be throwing fits,
but i wont lie, i do miss
all those nights, yea watching netlfix,
never decide on the show,
like we never decide where to go,
im glad that its over cause now im at home,
watching a movie alone on the couch,
there seems to be comfort in that,
cause every time, yea, i just fall flat,
but now it's too easy, got my life intact,
i always wonder how you doing, but im never checking up,
if you wanted that luxury,  should've been open to talk,
but you always giving up,

[bridge]

(chorus extended)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,
got a list of all the reasons why im never coming back,
you were ignorant and selfish so much times that ive lost track,
you could never get involved,
like whats up with that,
i guess youre perfect for eachother,
and im fine with that,

couldn't be bothered (prod. heydium & jang0)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

Prod. Polaroid / Feature: matego/// @lxtinsheep on ig

the day I lost myself for you w/ matego (prod. xsus & prod. polaroid)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

lxtinsheep

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