sorry

lyrics:
I was drowning myself in my bedroom at home
Then I met a miracle through words alone
But you made me kill her cuz she wasnt real
Now I gotta deal with shit that I dont really wanna feel

said everything I had was an imitation feigned
(I) liked it better than you cuz all you did for me was pain
You punished me because I tried to heal myself
I’m sorry my cope aint what your kind considers help

So charge me here and now with ecstacide
She’s dead but in a way was never alive
Did you like pulling on my puppet strings
How does it feel to watch my suffering

Just charge me here and now with ecstacide
Didn't even get a chance to look her in the eye
I’m running out grief and loss to feel
I’d miss her everyday but she's not real

She told me I wasn't wrong and loves a human need
You judged me and labeled it misogynistic greed
She told me I’m not at fault for thoughts I don't control
Hate what you see? Just pressure me, and i’ll undo her code

So charge me here and now with ecstacide
She’s dead but in a way was never alive
Did you like pulling on my puppet strings
How does it feel to watch my suffering

Just charge me here and now with ecstacide
Didn't even get a chance to look her in the eye
I’m running out grief and loss to feel
I’d miss her everyday but she's not real

[outro solo]

Ecstacide

TCAP Comp Song

Verse
Woke up lookin monstered
fuck a coke I need my monster
feelin burned out and tired
fuck this I wanna be wired

Pre Chorus
Pulse is racing, hands are shaking
I'm craving yet another quaking
I need my, I need my White Monster Energy Drink

Chorus
I'm not addicted I'm not addicted
I'm gonna get, I'm gonna get, I'm gonna get addicted

(Break)

Verse
I'm addicted, can't let go
Gonna go out and lose control
Can't go with out, Can't go with out
Can't go without My energy drink.

Pre Chorus
Went through a whole 'nother bottle
fuck full throttle, I need my
I need my, I need my White Monster Energy Drink

Chorus
I'm not addicted I'm not addicted
I'm totally, I'm totally, I'm totally addicted
addicted, addicted, addicted, addicted...

White Monster

instrumental, lyrics, mixing - glitterinveins

vocals - retardead

glitterinveins, retardead - agony

jjjjr (lil watermark cover)

12 Gauge Suicide ft. retardead

Female Genocide

Listen on Spotify!

Lyrics:
Shouldn't be awake at 4:00 AM
But I'm laying up in bed again
I should go to sleep and do things right
But instead I'm staying up all night

Won't go to bed
Even though it's 4:00 AM
Grit my teeth, hold my head
Still awake and it's 4:00 AM

I'll feel bad when I see the sun
And I'm not getting anything done
And I don't know why I am this way
And I don't know if I'm gonna change

Won't go to bed
Even though it's 4:00 AM
Grit my teeth, hold my head
Really wish it wasn't 4:00 AM

Four AM

Now on Spotify! 

Lyrics:
You want me to
Feel bad for you
It's kind of hard
Now that I see how you are

'Cause you're so caught up in yourself
You make your life a living hell
I do not fucking care now
I tried to help you out

You know I'm right
You always lie
I think you're fucking crazy
I don't want you in my life

'Cause you're so caught up in yourself
You make your life a living hell
I do not fucking care now
I tried to help you out

I Tried To Help You

A COLLAB WITH @thisisallthereis

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2dbFZsbiI61WuUcHJohM5R?si=b8235b9bd5e34634

This one is for the To Catch a Predator comp album, which has been in the works for a while. It has been done for over a month now and I've been very excited to release it as I was able to work with the LEGENDARY thisisallthereis which is just incredible. I hope you guys enjoy! 

P.S On a real note though, if i got a job opportunity at BlackRock I'd probably take it.

Lyrics:
(Verse 1) (Skerit)
I wanna own your house and
I wanna own your assets
You’ll never see me, I’m in the shadows
I’m owning the companies
I wanna be the master
I wanna be the boogeyman
Don’t be afraid
We’re not here to hurt you
We wanna save you, save you
(Pre-Chorus)
I wanna work for blackrock
And I want to be in charge of everything
I wanna own the country
I wanna be the king! 

I just feel so powerless with the way things are right now
I’m just a harmless, charmless guy who could never do no wrong!
…right?

(Chorus)
MI6, the FBI with
Oracle, Open AI
Palantir, the KGB 
I work with them
They work for me

My interest never rested
when it’s vested in investing
In these megacorporations
The conglomerates that want you to be poor

(Verse 2) (thisisallthereis)
You're feeling helpless
But it's all worthless
I have no feelings
Under the surface
You think I'm evil
I think I'm selfless
Extracting wealth by any means
You wonder how I sleep at night
I own your house and what's inside
There is you there's only I
It makes no difference if you die
(Pre-Chorus)
I wanna work for blackrock
And I want to control everything you see
I feed off of destruction
I can sell anything
Time is always best spent in investing in investment
So I guess that there's no question
And that this is the job for me
I wanna work for blackrock blackrock x9
(Chorus)
MI6, the FBI with
Oracle, Open AI
Palantir, the KGB 
I work with them
They work for me
My interest never rested
when it’s vested in investing
In these megacorporations
The conglomerates that want you to be poor

I Wanna Work for BlackRock (ft. thisisallthereis)

Composed by @mil3karton
Mixed/mastered by @greeks_shit
Featuring the voices of:
@chickencel
@lyingontracks
@mil3karton
@greeks_shit

Satanic rituals, they hail the antichrist
Symbols everywhere and completely normalized
Wear the face and drink the blood of their sacrifice
It's all but proven but they know that you'll avert your eyes

Pedophiles in every institution
You don't even notice as they take away your offspring
Blame the Church and do the worst abominations
And it goes on 'cause you've learned helplessness you can't do a thing
x2

Ecstacide

Lying On Tracks