Kjære Venn - Dear Friends
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When I was writing this I was currently going through a breakup and the majority of the song is about that. It talks about how it flipped all the progress I had made mentally with that person right back upside down, how my emotions control me, and how I know I still have people in my life but because I was relying on the person I was in the relationship with it feels as if those people are all gone. 
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[Chorus]
Don’t know who I am 
Talk about shit that I don’t understand
There are things that I know 
Where they will take me I’ll stray from the flow
Woah see
I’m way too anxious 
I'll look to the worst
And I'm impatient 
Everything hurts
Can’t find the pieces that work
Yeah I’ll 

[Verse 1]
Let my emotions take control 
They take me to places I don’t wanna go
Doing things that I know
Are bad
But I'll do them just to be glad
Yeah well
This hole gets bigger the deeper I dig it
I Can’t seem to fix it
I've Thought about how I can end it
My life? I cannot live it
Now I’m crying in an airplane bathroom 
I really wouldn’t care if we fucking crashed soon
It’s my first time in a year without you
And now you’re gone I can’t help but think about you
Look in the mirror I’m doing just fine
Wishing that you’d get out of my mind
Now wait 
Look at myself and I see what I hate
Telling myself I’m doing just great 
But i know my words are fake
And I didnt want to break
But it’s too late


[Chorus]
Don’t know who I am 
Talk about shit that I don’t understand
There are things that I know 
Where they will take me I’ll stray from the flow
Woah see
I’m way too anxious 
I'll look to the worst
And I'm impatient 
Everything hurts
Can’t find the pieces that work
Yeah I’ll 

[Verse 2]
Fuck it all up and blame it on you
I cry and I cry cuz I know it’s not true
It’s your fault it’s not mine 
But I ended it after all this time
I'll never say that it's me 
Because I just can’t believe 
That I’d do this to myself
But I’ll blame it on those that try to help
Well 
The only friends that I can keep
Are the ones I never see
Please come back to me
I’m down on my hands and knees
and
this isn’t just about one person 
It’s to all of those that I’ve diverged from
Crying in an airplane bathroom
I remember all our laughs together
Holding hands while watching docs on aliens
Writing messages on boards to hide from mrs. Morgan
Yeah and
I'll Make fun of your pillow while you make fun of my voice 
I want you all to know that if I had a choice
I wouldn’t take it all back
It made me who I am
But I want you all back
I except where I stand

[Chorus]
Don’t know who I am 
Talk about shit that I don’t understand
There are things that I know 
Where they will take me I’ll stray from the flow
Woah see
I’m way too anxious 
I'll look to the worst
And I'm impatient 
Everything hurts
Can’t find the pieces that work
Yeah I’ll 

[Outro]
Apologize and make it worse
I’m the reason that it hurts
I’m too hard on myself
I try and try but I can’t get well
sitting in a closet haven’t left my room for days
I want to help myself but I’m living in the grey
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Lakey Inspired:
https://soundcloud.com/lakeyinspired
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOmy8wuTpC95lefU5d1dt2Q

Kjære Venn [prod. Lakey Inspired]

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kazuyo: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsNv1WWkMwQurneFDmKgnVA

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Breathing in love 
Then i'm breathing out smoke
I keep doing shit that hurts me the most
And it's my fault
Mine all mine
Running me down
From writing down rhymes

Im used to it
Yeah
Already gone through it
Look at my emotions and shit they're not fluid
I'm used to it
Yeah 
Already gone through it
Lookin back on memories and damn, well im ruined

So im just here, floating through space
Some well arranged dust forms a beautiful place
Stargazing once again
I make a cloud that turns to friend
I'll play it safe but just a bit
Ah what the heck yeah i'll give in

I'm used to it
Yeah
Already gone through it
Look at my emotions and shit they're not fluid
I'm used to it
Yeah 
Already gone through it
Lookin back on memories and damn, well im ruined

Im lookin for a savior, now where's my saving grace
It's not weed, it's not meds, it might be the seasons face
Here she comes around the corner
Lights me up, yeah i adore her
Lets run away, please just floor it
What's this feeling? Let's explore it

I'm used to it
Yeah
Already gone through it
Look at my emotions and shit they're not fluid
I'm used to it
Yeah 
Already gone through it
Lookin back on memories and damn, well im ruined
I'm used to it
Yeah
Already gone through it
Look at my emotions and shit they're not fluid
I'm used to it
Yeah 
Already gone through it
Lookin back on memories and damn, well im ruined

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The light is finally scattering
Clouds are lookin fatter when
They've got the h2o
Slow it down
Take it in
Birds talking to all their friends
Let the winds take you
View is breathtaking
Vacant canvas full of art

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Finish line but yet the start
Of another beauty
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Lunas looming
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My oh my
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As its blooming with detail
Fade with the contrails
Escape from the contrast
I'd watch that
Now I'll fall back to sleep
As the sun starts to rise
Rewrite goodbyes tonight

The light is finally scattering
Clouds are lookin fatter when
They've got the h2o
Slow it down
Take it in
Birds talking to all their friends
Let the winds take you
View is breathtaking
Vacant canvas full of art
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