found you accidentally and damn, this is some of the best accident  i've made. change you title to something more... easy to search man, anyway great job

featuring
River Moon @yungdeepthroat
Cali Cartier @aaroncartier
jedwill @jedwill1999
Tony Velour @tonyvonurmind
Rodney Chrome @rodneychrome
4kmirage @4kmirage
Yung Skrrt @yungskrrt
Andrew Goes to Hell @andrewgoestohell
SEBii @sebseb122
Staple God @staplegod
TYGKO @tygko
Mohawk Johnson @mohawkjohnsonmusic
ando @ando
Petal Supply @petalsupply
Lucy Lohan @creditcardcaptorsakura
Hate Shaliek @toowicky
Left at London @left-at-london
Fraxiom @fraxiom
NEUTRA @neutrapop
william crooks @williamcrooks

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addtional production by Andrew Goes to Hell & Petal Supply 
MCing by william crooks 
art by Graphixslayer & Parent Company ©

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Kjære Venn - Dear Friends
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When I was writing this I was currently going through a breakup and the majority of the song is about that. It talks about how it flipped all the progress I had made mentally with that person right back upside down, how my emotions control me, and how I know I still have people in my life but because I was relying on the person I was in the relationship with it feels as if those people are all gone. 
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[Chorus]
Don’t know who I am 
Talk about shit that I don’t understand
There are things that I know 
Where they will take me I’ll stray from the flow
Woah see
I’m way too anxious 
I'll look to the worst
And I'm impatient 
Everything hurts
Can’t find the pieces that work
Yeah I’ll 

[Verse 1]
Let my emotions take control 
They take me to places I don’t wanna go
Doing things that I know
Are bad
But I'll do them just to be glad
Yeah well
This hole gets bigger the deeper I dig it
I Can’t seem to fix it
I've Thought about how I can end it
My life? I cannot live it
Now I’m crying in an airplane bathroom 
I really wouldn’t care if we fucking crashed soon
It’s my first time in a year without you
And now you’re gone I can’t help but think about you
Look in the mirror I’m doing just fine
Wishing that you’d get out of my mind
Now wait 
Look at myself and I see what I hate
Telling myself I’m doing just great 
But i know my words are fake
And I didnt want to break
But it’s too late


[Chorus]
Don’t know who I am 
Talk about shit that I don’t understand
There are things that I know 
Where they will take me I’ll stray from the flow
Woah see
I’m way too anxious 
I'll look to the worst
And I'm impatient 
Everything hurts
Can’t find the pieces that work
Yeah I’ll 

[Verse 2]
Fuck it all up and blame it on you
I cry and I cry cuz I know it’s not true
It’s your fault it’s not mine 
But I ended it after all this time
I'll never say that it's me 
Because I just can’t believe 
That I’d do this to myself
But I’ll blame it on those that try to help
Well 
The only friends that I can keep
Are the ones I never see
Please come back to me
I’m down on my hands and knees
and
this isn’t just about one person 
It’s to all of those that I’ve diverged from
Crying in an airplane bathroom
I remember all our laughs together
Holding hands while watching docs on aliens
Writing messages on boards to hide from mrs. Morgan
Yeah and
I'll Make fun of your pillow while you make fun of my voice 
I want you all to know that if I had a choice
I wouldn’t take it all back
It made me who I am
But I want you all back
I except where I stand

[Chorus]
Don’t know who I am 
Talk about shit that I don’t understand
There are things that I know 
Where they will take me I’ll stray from the flow
Woah see
I’m way too anxious 
I'll look to the worst
And I'm impatient 
Everything hurts
Can’t find the pieces that work
Yeah I’ll 

[Outro]
Apologize and make it worse
I’m the reason that it hurts
I’m too hard on myself
I try and try but I can’t get well
sitting in a closet haven’t left my room for days
I want to help myself but I’m living in the grey
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Lakey Inspired:
https://soundcloud.com/lakeyinspired
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOmy8wuTpC95lefU5d1dt2Q

Kjære Venn [prod. Lakey Inspired]

xxl ft. 24k golden, lil keed & polo g

among us cypher

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

"And as the years go bye, I look at you and sigh, this is goodnight but not goodbye"

Kjære Venn [prod. Lakey Inspired]

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